Martyrdom.

Another thing had gone my way, and I'm very depressed...
You know the movie entitled as "Desperadas"?
Well if you will gonna watch the movie, you'll just say "that was one of the great story about Love"..

Their movie caption was: "All they need is love... but can these men give love?"
While I was watching the movie, my emotions burst me again...
"I need his love to kept me warm".. I'm wondering our very precious memories..
I always wanted to be with him forever..
I fight.

I fight for the love we had.
I fight for everything we had been for all the years..
Sometimes I let myself blind of all the things that he done to me wrong.
Forgive him. Love him. Love him. Love him.
Nothing else but to Love him.

In spite of all miserable things I had experienced, pain, sufferings just to love him...
I was taken for granted.
I mean, why is that -- The more you love, the more you hurt?
Just wondering.. There is a misconception of that saying..
It supposed to be, the more you love, the more you don't hurt.
But it was shown in the Bible that God showed loved for us and he had been hurt and died.

Would you imagine this:

You and your boyfriend, had been together for a years..
Whenever he had done wrong, you always accept him although it hurts you allot.
Then, you still love him so much.

For all you know, your love to him is enough..
But for him, it's too much..

You are dying because you love him..
You are suffering and crying because you don't want to lose him.
But still, he wants to dump you.. He wanted to escape..
He want to be free.. He wanted to get out of your relationship.

As a very kindhearted woman, you still love him..
He is also stepping off your reputation as well as your dignity.
Insulting you, making you jealous, putting you down..
In short, he is doing those stuff so that you'll give up the relationship..

But. You're still standing.. Fighting for your love.

My question:
"Would you do it the same as what I did?"

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Who am I?

My name is Camille (obviously) also known as chadgurl or zAYTie.. I become a dumb features and literary editor when I was in High School. People think that they are superior enough especially to those who are Academically Psychophatic. Sorry to say, "you're wrong!"...

Many people are ashamed of being what they are. They try to adopt other culture just to say that they are unique. My perceptions in life is very simple. - I just live in the world where I learned how to know more of myself, get along to different kinds of people and most of all how to love unconditionally.

I become an Intel Computer Clubhouse Ambassador... Yes! I'm a representative of our country to attend for a 2006 Teen Summit. It is a gathering of youth from Computer Clubhouses worldwide takes place in Boston every two years.

Well, too much talk! Behind of being cheerful, friendly and talkative, - the darkest side of my soul is too painful. I am lost to the world and have been hurt more than one time you might not think that there is a god or even someone who cares but there is ad least one that will be you need to find that person and don't give up hope.

Anyway, my name "Camille" means ready or willing to sacrifice everything for the sake of happiness of others. -It's true and I can prove it! My friends especially my loved one -- Jerome, I'm like a slave (not the one that you were thinking of) I just give them priority before myself.

When I fall in love to a man whom I became insane, my way of thinking become deviating. I don't know why is this happening to me..

I can't blame someones pasts even it hurts me lot but acceptance is the best answer. My patience is too long and I can still handle it although it rips my heart out.

Being beautiful or fascinating is not being famous or well respected, it is something deeper than that. Whores? Bitches? Sluts? - They are immature and dont deserve in this world.