Sunday, December 28, 2008

Good News: Twilighters :)

Oh. I know this post is very late but I want to share it then. lol. For the past few days, rumors about the upcoming Pinoy version of Twilight has invaded. Oh wooo.. the stories were scattered all over the net - so many frantic adverse comments from true blooded twilighters.

I also posted the shit at E-Games Forum about the tagalized version of Twilight and hell yeah, most forumers were doomed shocked. Oh. Hola! And now, here's a drug for you to get high.. coz an ingenious pink.star11 (forumer of e-games) shared this one. Her source:

Ok. Here it goes.


Good NEWS....

Source: Twilight Addicts..

This is from Dianne...Thanks!


Salvation Reigns! Takipsilim: Access Denied? :D
Dec 26, '08 1:43 AM
by Dianne for everyone

I'm really sorry that I wasn't able to post this earlier since my sister was using the computer until 4 in the morning. BAH.

Before you go on with this blog, I want you to have this biiiig goofy smile for me. Flash me that smile! :))

Now, this is not an official news. But here's a sprig of hope brought by the doves of twilight happiness. You better sit down and prepare some money for celebration.

My awesome points please:

1.) Before you do anything rash. Kindly click this ABS-CBN link that contains the post about ABS-CBN bagging the rights for the twilight remake.


Tell me what you see, and be the judge of that. I can hear the angels descending.

Maybe we scared them off, who knows? But I like this change of events.But that's no confirmation that they wouldn't push through. But the hope meter is still high :)

2.) On so, the first point leads us to our next point which is....

Orange received a wonderful pm from an awesome member that goes (I hope you don't mind me posting your pm):

i just wanted to inform you that abs cbn just withdrew the takipsilim announcement. i have a VERY VERY reliable source, i swear with my crush's heart. :)) anyway, she said that abs cbn made an error in announcing it TOO EARLY. but she has no info yet if they're really going to do the show. she even said to check abs cbn online, 'cause it's probably not there anymore daw. and she was right. :D she said, it'll probably be in the morning news. don't worry, all of these are true. i just didn't want to post my own note that's why i informed you instead. :)

Shout out to trinalovesyou! You made us happy and we love you back :)) Now I tell you, swearing into a crush's heart is a serious binding promise. That is one serious matter right there.

Going back :)) If ABS-CBN did release it early, then at least they know the consequences of their action if they would continue takipsilim, that is. I really hope they would stop their plans in making this one. :)

3.) So Orange checked our mother ship, and their latest blog says:

Edit (7:00 PM) It seems that the ABS-CBN news link that we've posted before cannot be accessed anymore. We leave that to your own interpretation ;) [mabelletaka]

It's seems that a lot of people are in a good mood these days :))

4.) So we head to Zagafryon's comment on one of the admin posts and he links to this blog right here that says:

Twilight Pinoy Version Remake “Takipsilim” a Hoax
Posted by Nina Santilleces on December 24, 2008 at 7:25 am.

Twilight fans hates the fact that ABS-CBN will shoot the remake of Twilight (a famous vampire novel of Stephanie Meyer) this February by officially posting a news at their official website. The said article said that Rayver Cruz and Shaina Magdayao will portray as the main characters Edward Cullen and Bella Swan in tentatively title “Takipsilim” to be directed by Cathy Garcia Molina. Yehey also loves the news and even posted the article in their entertainment page in a detailed manner including the other casts.

Twilight Remake TakipsilimAvid Twilight fans even created an online petition to blatantly stop the ABS-CBN madness against the remake of Twilight. Some people claim that Twilight remake is only a hoax that ABS-CBN only wants to gain traffic to their official website or they have other reason behind this.

From reading the article, conclusions are made up that Twilight remake is really a hoax. In the ABS-CBN article it was said that they (ABS-CBN) paid $1 million with co-producer Ignite Media for the rights to the Twilight series. What is Ignite Media? Rights to the Twilight series?

Next are the shooting locations. It was said that the taping will start on February next year and the shooting locations are Bukidnon, Tagaytay, Baguio, some will be in other locations abroad. So Tagaytay is Forks, Baguio is Seattle and Bukidnon is La Push? Those three locations are too far for Bella to ride her truck. Take note that Bukidnon is in Mindanao. And why would they shoot outside country?

Finally, the fake poster. If casting are done, they should have photo shoots or scratch trailer like Twilight movie did.

Seems that Rayver and Shaina die hard fan created this poster. And we would love to see if Pokwang and Bayani will star in Takipsilim. ABS-CBN will sure gain a big hit in Prime Bida airing this serious teleserye of Bayani and Pokwang, Takipsilim and Bagong Buwan as their sequel.


Yaaaaay! Though, it's not official, it still makes me feel giddy inside. I think that ABS-CBN may be thinking about their next move.

But yeah, what IS Ignite Media?I think I've heard about them before...As far as I know, they produced the GMA film called 'Batanes'. No, I did not watch that, that happens to be the result when i googled it. Why only a million for the rights of twilight?

About the places... well I think that's easy to figure out. They could easily cut scenes and look for different spots from there. Though you really can't see giant trees in here :)) You'd be caressing coconut trees instead :))

But seriously, we haven't heard anything from Stephenie Meyer recently. We'd love to hear something from her.

Yaaay! At least the news about the pinoy version of twilight wasn't in Perez's top 10 most e-mailed list :D

Hooraz! Now we can see the prospective of a New Year a bit better!

Have a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year Everyone!


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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Twilight ~ Pinoy Version

ABS-CBN has bought the rights to make a television version of the hit vampire novel Twilight, ABS-CBN's CEO, Euegenio Lopez III signed a contract last December 6, 2008 for the television adaptation of Twilight.

The rights cost a more than a million dollars, the taping is set to start next year by February in Baguio, Tagaytay, Bukidnon and some parts will tape outside the country. And it will be directed by Cathy Garcia Molina, the television adaptation will focus with the love story between Edward and Bella, this is much more than a drama, romance, but also fantasy. This is co-produce by Ignite Media Incorporation.

Other Information:
The hit vampire novel has been bought by ABS-CBN has bought for more than US$1 million with Ignite Media as co producer. The taping is set to start next year by Feb. in Baguio , Tagaytay, Bukidnon with some parts to be shot abroad. To be directed by Cathy Garcia Molina, the TV adaptation will focus on Edward and Bella’s love story to be treated as drama, romance and fantasy.

The unofficial cast includes Valeen Montenegro as Alice Cullen, Gabby Concepcion as Dr. Carlisle Cullen, Luis Manzano as Emmett Cullen, Al Tantay as Charlie Swan, Yayo Aguila as Renee Dwyer, Fred Payawan as Jacob Black, Carlos Agassi as James, Chin Chin Gutierrez as Esme Cullen, Karylle as Rosalie Hale, Joross Gamboa as Jasper Hale, Jessy Mendiola as Jessica Stanley, Empress Schuck as Angela Weber, Brad Murdoch as Laurent, Nikki Bacolod as Victoria and Aaron Villaflor as Mike Newton.

Rayver and Shaina were former love team partner but the tandem did not work. It seems their tandem will click in “Twilight."

ABS-CBN has bought the rights to make a tv version of the hit vampire novel "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer, it is about a girl named Isabella Swan who fell in love with a vampire named Edward Cullen, the taping isset to start next year in Baguio, Bugarin in Tanay Rizal Province, Bukidnon and Tagaytay.

This will be one of the biggest production ABS-CBN will make, the budget for this TV Series is about more than a million,which is big for a tv series. this is said to be directed by the award winning director Cathy Garcia Molina.

CAST (Unofficial) :

Rayver Cruz as Edward Cullen
Shaina Magdayao as Isabella Swan
Valeen Montenegro as Alice Cullen
Joross Gamboa as Jasper Hale
Karylle as Rosalie Hale
Luis Manzano as Emmett Cullen
Chin Chin Gutierrez as Esme Cullen
Gabby Concepcion as Dr. Carlisle Cullen
Al Tantay as Charlie Swan
Yayo Aguila as Renee Dwyer
Fred Payawan as Jacob Black
Carlos Agassi as James
Jessy Mendiola as Jessica Stanley
Empress Schuck as Angela Weber
Brad Murdoch as Laurent
Nikki Bacolod as Victoria
Aaron Villaflor as Mike Newton

* I saw this one at Friendster ~ Bulletin Board.. One of my classmate in Adamson posted this shit and other Twilighters. Eeewwwnesss.. Yuck! I hate it! Damn it!

Monday, December 22, 2008

This Body: A Novel of Reincarnation

I've been reading this book since Saturday. Thanks to Zarah♥ for a wonderful gift this Christmas. Although this Novel is too old, I really appreciate the fictitious story of Katharine. The characters dispatched from Shakespeare's A Midsummer Night's Dream. Cool.

Book Description
What if you had your life to live over again? What if you were rich and skinny this time? What if you had a second chance to find true love? Katherine Ashley, in the prime of her life, is a dutiful mother of two whose heart suddenly stops beating. Thisby Bennet is a rich, thin young woman whose dangerous taste for drugs and men leads to her equally premature death. When Katherine's disembodied spirit awakens inside Thisby's lifeless body, Laurel Doud's first, fearless novel explores what form a second chance might take.

Sunday, December 21, 2008


I'm imputing, cogitating, and disputing. My head is penetrated by the fuss.

Resembling to weep like an outrageous mortal,
or maybe I'm too knotty?

I prefer to be abandoned rather than to be blissful.

Intense Hostility.
I don't know what do I really feel.

I know that I'm sensible ... sometimes odd.
There's a clamor in my heart.
Pushing me to be remorseful.
I should be calm and placid but I'm assertive.

Do you know what am I trying to deem?


I can't be dead to the world.

Am I too pompously literary?
I just demand to feel the affection that I'm probing for.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Short Valediction

To go beyond what was expected or hoped for is invigorating. However, been gained in previous time will make you feel sad or disheartened - Hark back on it.

It's really wobbly to leave for elsewhere cause you need to refuse to accept or comply with something. They will culminate but memoirs and pain will remain.

I'm hoping for you to retort cause I missed you. Sheez. Yeah we know, changing someone's convention is hard for them to pull off. It's just like you wanted him to have the physical strength or courage.

Being livid about someone's foolishness easilly last. You can't just really handle the mental pressure as if you yearn for snivel and screech.

Please struggle to be man enough.

Friday, December 19, 2008

Supposed to be .... then Friday with Zarah ♥

Supposed to be.... I would be hanging out with my AdU Classmates at Mall of Asia together with my Bheibee. Ugh. Sort of changes ruined the plan. Err.. I really hate it. I'm pissed off. Ok?

Those things made me mad when some of my bizarre classmate changed the venue which is Luneta Park. Duh??!! Shesh freakin' crazy.. Strolling at Luneta Park when the sun shines tooo hot? It must be silly. Then my boyfriend backed out cause of his weird pustule. Damn! ?!@%$

At 12:30 noon, I called Zarah over the phone just to ask - what makes her busy today.. But then, I just woked her up coz she's still shleefing. haha! Ooops! Sorry. Anyways, she told me that she would be going with her mommy, tita, and cousins at Market! Market! to stroll and shop for Christmas. Zarah asked me if I want to come with them. So I did.

By 3:00pm, she picked me up riding her Red car. Zzz.. Blah! Blah!

So many happenings had gone while shoppin in.. David Pomeranz have a Mall Tour and Free Concert. Zarah and her mom bought Dinning Table set. We eat at KFC. Let her 2 little cute cousins play at the playground. Her mom went to grocery. Stroll. Look for cellphones. Blahblah! Buy gifts for my parents. While walking, we saw our 2 classmates in PCS: Marga and Alexis. Then Zarah gave me a christmas gift - she was asking me of what would I like to have... then it was a book. Thanks to her. She's so kind and loving friend.

I enjoyed my friday with her. Oh! I'm sorry I wasnt been able to buy her a gift. I'll just give it on Christmas. Hehehe.

Green Japanese Signs

I was just plurking around when some of my friend plurker (Amcel Ong) shared a photo with a message: "WAAAAT?"

Duh,. I'm curious that's why I clicked on it, and here it goes:

So. What comes on your mind now? Hahaha!
For me, the first thing that comes on my mind is that: (From Left to Right)
1. A boy who feels so horny, his dick errected.. as if he can't take it anymore..
2. So what the boy did~ go fucked her woman doing some sex position..
3. After he come out~ the girl got pregnant
4. Then, finally... that girl gave birth to the child.

Ugh.. I think we have the same impressions huh? But the real meaning of these signs were:

According to Amcel: these are signs in Japanese Metro Trains,
'Priority seats for ................', From left to right:
1. Person with injured arm
2. Person holding a child
3. Pregnant woman
4. Person with injured leg

Funny huh?

Thursday, December 18, 2008

It's the Strange

Oh. I forgot to feature this stuff on my Blog. Yeep. Moi is a fanatic of Emily the Strange since 2nd Year High School.

I remember, me and my mother were strolling at Glorrietta (few years ago) - She bought me an EmilyStrange bag at BlackStrawBerry Gothic Clothing Boutique. Here it is:

and oh! I also have keychains, paper clip black sabbath and emily's black wallet. Plus, my Emily Strange Action Figures! Woo! I bought this one at Harvard Square at Boston Massachussetts when were having a free time and off in Teen Summit. (July 2006)

Nah! For my Christmas wishlist. I want Emily Rocks Hoody. Hehehe. That's all for this moment. Be right back.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

I Can't Breathe!

You wished to go everywhere you want to go. You want to be free like a falcon. You wanted to do everything you want to do. You want to hang out with your friends for a long time as if you don't want to go home.

But the problem is, you cannot "just" be so Bum and Lazy all the way. You still have to do your responsibilities as a: student, daughter, son, employer, teacher, doctor, etc.. One thing that I can't resist is that, setting yourself free for a little time. @_@

Normally, parent's are very protective.. right? What if it's too much? Very exaggerated? Very contradicting in many ways? "as if" they don't want you to be "very" Happy.

Filipino culture is very obsolete in terms of being a "Responsible" Parent. Ugh. Especially if they have the only "unica ija". Duh?! @_@ They were very overprotective. Too much brooding care and concern.

Damn! My neck is wrecked! They wanted me to live in an impeccable cherry blossom. My gosh! I'm already a teenager.
-- "So what if you're teenager? We are you'r parents! We ARE!!" Scary huh? Bite me! LOL.

I want a space to breathe on. I want to enjoy my teenage life. Yes! I admit it >> I'm not happy with them. What if they were reading this? I bet you! - they will say:

"Walang hiya ka?! Pagkatapos namin gawin ang lahat.. nagpapakahirap kami sa trabaho.. masakit na mga katawan namin para lang mapag-aral ka!!!!"

It's not all about "walang hiya!"... It's all about the happiness I wanted to have just a day. I'm just "all ALONE" here inside our house.

This is just me: No sister, No brother, Just go to school, freaky to study, read book, stay in the library, chat with my classmates, do crazy projects, assignments, prepare for exams and quizzes ONLY at school. Eat many foods, drink water, talk to my boyfriend over the Phone. And the rest.... I'm "ALL ALONE" at home. My bestfriend? - Computer. Nothing else.

I have no depravity. So what's the point of being "walang hiya"?

It's so annoying to hear them saying this line:
"Wala ka nang pakinabang dito sa bahay!" insisting that - wala na akong kwentang anak
"Nakakawalang GANA KA! Hindut ka!" .......
"Bakit ba tayo may anak na INUTIL?" ........

Is that how my parents made themselves soo much perfect? They don't see the brightest part of me. If any, just a pixel of appreciation only work. Everything I do is fucked up. They always insist that they are "RIGHT" and I'm "LEFT". How was that?

Another tounge twister:
"Lahat ng magulang gusto mapabuti ang anak.." ...... *yawn*
"Bastos ka tlga! Sumasagot ka pa!"
"Nung panahon namin, hindi kami ganyan sa mga magulang namin"
"Hindi naman masama ang pinapayo namin sayo! Gusto ka lang namin mapabuti"
"Kaya mo nba maging mag-isa sa buhay?"

@_@ Drools. Am I too worst? I don't think so. I'm not doing a shit. I'm not like my asshole cousins who are not studying anymore - a standby - a troublemaker on the street - a whore - nor a criminal.

I have what it takes to be the best. I'm not the typical old fashioned teenager who thinks about bullshit things. I'm not one of them.

I want to shout! It's not all about being INDEPENDENT child. It's not all about abusing a Freedom.

All I want is --> a space to breathe. I want to enjoy my teenage life NOT IN A BAD WAY.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Let's Play Habbo!

I became an addict player of within 3-days up until now (hehehe!). Because I saw their advertisement at

They were cute and customizeable: You can personalize your room; Create and manage groups as well as room events (example: Trade, Dating, Debates and Discussion, Grand Openings, Performance, Music, Habbo Jobs etc..); you can also play their strategy games; buy, sell and trade your Habbo Furnitures.

However, it looks like a Sim City... But then, it's inside at Habbo Hotel. You can hang out. It's fun. Why don't you try it?

Here's a screenshot of my Habbo:

Click Here to Register and Play Habbo now!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Sticky Chocolate Jellyfish

Haha! I know all of us release sticky chocolate jellyfish.

I made this blog entry for me to remind the shitty things I encountered lately when I was about going home. Once again, it's mind all over body.

Hope you guys if reading this one, please imagine the word "release". - That's all for today. LOL.

Monday, December 8, 2008

Computer Storage Management

Last time when were having a Lecture discussion about Computer Memory stuffs, our professor at Computer System Organization (CSO) with Assembly Language told us about their seminar in Storage Management.

Technology constantly changing, new innovations and other upgrades were on the line. As of today's generation, many programmers, network engineers, animators and designers are on the Computer or Technology Industry.

Now, as you can observe, computer specifications are getting higher and the computer memory is extending as well. For example, Pentium II 256MB in RAM is sufficient enough but now, it is more recommended to have an above system requirements.

See? For this matter, the world really in-need of Storage management. Programmers or developers are already obsolete. The scenarios of having a 250GB hard drive is not good anymore, but, 1TB leads it's way.

In some places who are not literate in terms of Storage Management, they really have to focus and work with it. Who knows? Year 2012? How would a system can handle the world? @_@

Sunday, December 7, 2008

I'm back!

I don't have internet connection since Friday because Globelines' Cabinet at Makati Area was under restoration WTF! and now, the connection resumed at 5pm.

Err... I'm back to blogging, Online Game Updates and other Researches for my school stuffs. For last Saturday happenings, my Girlfriends-Groupmates in Computer System Organization had been here ~ were 5 in the group *including me* but they were only 3 who went here (Belle, Dora and Ginnie), Angel wasn't able to come because she can't. LOL. @_@ We do foodtrips and continue C++ Programming...

Yesterday ~ Sunday, I woke up at 2pm then continue my Chapter 1 Story at MS Word, then me and my mom went to SM Megamall for strolling at 5pm then have our dinner at KFC then stroll again ... then bought chocolates (wooo!) then late in the evening, me and my bheibee Jerome talked over the phone until 5am

Then, as for today, I woke up 4 in the afternoon and helped my parents at our Canteen... Then I saw at the Computer Shop beside our canteen that they already have an internet that's why I quickly went home to check my E-mails and now I'm doing the Blogging thingys..

That's all the happenings of my life for the past 3 days when I was off @_@


Saturday, November 29, 2008

Twilight ~ Nothing will be the same

We all know that Stephenie Meyer's romantic story bout the two lovers ~ Edward (90-year old vampire but just began 17-y.o as of now) and Bella(17-year old charming lady) strikes our racial memory in fiction.

I heard alot of readers ~ when they watched the movie ~ some parts of the scene were not too close from the book. @_@ Others were pissed off because the book was messed up... Hmmm.. I already seen this book already at some books stores, I think it's almost 8-9months ago. I was attracted by the black cover..Ugh! Don't have the money to buy that's why I just stare at it and wondering the content would be great. Then few months passed, rumors about the story of Twilight had gone through my ears. Good Comments. etc.

Now, the book that I was staring at were now launched at the movie.. Again, I don't have the money to buy a ticket that's why I searched at the internet if there would be a stranger who can share some video. lol. Luckily, I found one!

Anyways, here it is.. If you would like to watch this video through internet (over and over again), Please link it here at (the movie were cut into 8 scenes)

I don't want to be exaggerated or what cause I saw from other reviews that twilight is blahblahblah.. zzz..For me, yeah.. it's great... one of a kind.. Such a lovely story.... somewhat depressing coz it's impossible to happen in the real world..

"I dont have the strength to stay away from you anymore...."

Friday, November 28, 2008

Sickness Adventures :(

Thursday afternoon, Me and Ginnie went to Adamson ST Canteen and decided to buy Shake with Ice Cream on top :) Yummy... After that, I bought Big Yemma hahaha! Sweets.. Then Thursday Night, I'm very obssesed in drinking cold coffee, cold water ... cold..cold.. cold liquiors.. Wooo.. As if I was refreshened up

Friday, 9 in the morning when I woke up, I can't talk and it seems that my tonsil is painful. Still lying on my bed, hugging my pillows. I have a very cloggy nose I feel that I'm almost near to have flu.

Since we have an alternate schedule in Philippine Lit., and our professor in Nihonggo is not around, my class will start at 2:00pm. So I still have time to take a rest and wake up again at 11am.

I depart from my house at 12:30 noon and Duh! "Tanghaling tapat!" My Gosh! It's to hot outside and I'm not feeling well. I ride a jeepney upto Guadalupe then walk upto Guadalupe MRT Station and ride again the trolly upto Edsa-Pasay-Taft Station then walk again upto LRT Station then rides again the trolly until I reach UN Avenue Station then walk again from Masagana ~ Adamson Walkway ~ cross the road ~ CS Building. Omg! As if I was dying.

When I reached 2nd floor, Dora and Angel saw me, they said that I'm pale.
Dora: "Camille.. bakit ang putla putla mo? pinagpapawisan ka pa."
Angel: "Oo nga, bakit anong nangyari sayo?"
Moi: "Grabe! nilalagnat ata ako, sh*t! ang init! pasok na tayo sa classroom para malamig!"

See?! and that's what all I got now. I'm sooo sick and tired. I have a tonsilitis and irritating cloggy nose. Wooo...

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Happy Together

I went to my bheibee's house yesterday to visit him. He's not doing well, his nose is hurting, because his brother punched in him. I dunno sort of problems had gone our way for the past few days, but now were ok :)

Well, I brought him some choco creamy fudgy doughnuts at SM Fairview. He's happy "indeed". Hahaha! I remember the word "indeed" moments about the movie they watched entitled as Haunted House. :)

Oh anyways, I comforted him and spend our time together ~ sweet. love. heart. kiss.

Then, when were having our dinner with her sister, so many funny and green stories shared :))

Oh...Ugh... We're both happy together. Love Stories. Mwah. Hugs.

TTh 10:30 - 12:30 (Videoke)

Haha! Every Tuesdays and Thursdays ~ Moi together with my classmates ~ Ginnie, Angel and Arlene were having our vacant time at 2/F Times Plaza, Kalaw for Videoke Session.

For the past few weeks, we're enjoyig the company to sing different kinds of songs. Oopps. Sorry Don't have picteers to show . Hehehe..

It all started when Ginnie asked us to go to CD-R-King at SM Manila to buy headphone for her cellphone last November 13. Since it's just besides World-Of-Fun, I heard somebody singing in a Videoke Caravan. I told them why don't we try singing as well cause there are private rooms for Videokes.

I don't know if this is an addiction or what.. But I guess were just happy spending our vacant time to relieve our stress. lol

Saturday, November 22, 2008

The Steps To Breaking Up

When you need to do it, do it with as little pain as possible!
Jennifer Good

Just the words, break up, indicate a situation riddled with impending pain and loss. Even if both parties involved agree it is in their best interests to part romantic ways, there is still a certain amount of loss attached. The best way to approach a break up is to offer the person, to the best of your ability, a clean and clear separation. While there is no definitive way to do this, hear are a few guidelines that may help you.

#1 - Specific Reasons
Don't let them wonder what went wrong. Give them the exact specific reason why you want to break up. It will give them an opportunity to really evaluate what they've done to contribute to the demise of the relationship, and hopefully apply their knowledge to their next one.

#2 - Where To Do It
If you think they will be terribly upset, try a public place that will afford you some privacy, but will deter your partner from possibly "acting up." If at all possible, try to do it some place you can be alone to really talk things through. Avoid places that contain happy memories from your relationship. You don't want to spoil them.

#3 - How To Do It
While following guideline #1 is important, you also want to make sure you are not damaging their ego either. Make it clear to them that the relationship isn't working for you both because you expect different things from the relationship, or that you've reached a line that you don't feel you can cross back over. Take extra care in your choice of wording, but never lie.

#4 - After The Break Up
Your first meetings after a break up can be strained, at best. If you don't feel you'll be comfortable being around them until your emotions are more under control, try a cold turkey break up. Agree neither of you will have contact with each other for an agreed amount of time. Make sure you agree on the set amount of time during the break up process, or the ideal of remaining friends after may diminish.

Your other option is to try a sliding scale approach. Agree to only call or see each other once or twice a week, and slowly narrow it down from there. Agree not to talk about certain things like wishing you were back together, or whether you are seeing anyone new, etc.

If you must remain in contact with them because of school, work or family it is important to remain mature about the situation. Don't run out and date everyone. Allow your partner some breathing room and time to digest their newly found situation. Also, avoid gossiping about what went wrong. It just makes everything ugly.

#5 - Trial Separation
If you are unsure about wanting a permanent break up, try a trial one instead. To signify your commitment to trying to work things out, arrange an agreed upon dating schedule with your partner, maybe once a week. Arrange for the exact dates and times when you are asking for the separation!

Remember, no matter how you do it, or what you say, if you are completely honest with yourself and your partner you both will be able to move on and grow from your experience. Like the common phrase says, "If it was meant to be, it will be."


How To Know When It's Over

by Bob Narindra

There are few things in life that are harder on a person than the time when they realize that the love they have worked so hard at, and spent so much time on, is finally over. For some, this realization is a complete shock and for others, they have seen the writing on the wall for some time now.

Breakup signs are often very difficult to spot, primarily because the people involved often do not want to admit that the relationship has failed. And unless something comes along and hits them in the face, telling them it's over; the natural tendency is to try to work through the problems. This happens more so when the couple have been together for a while.

The question that remains, therefore, is at what point do you really know that it's over?

First lets start with the glaring signs that the relationship is over:

  1. You catch your partner in the act of having an unforgivable affair.

  2. Your partner uses physical violence against you.

  3. You argue non-stop about everything. You can't agree on anything.

The above are obvious, any of the three things occurring above, ESPECIALLY NUMBER TWO, are sure signs that the relationship is coming to an, often abrupt, end.

There are however some other signs to look out for. Sometimes it is necessary to accept the painful fact that the relationship you are in is just not good for you. While I am usually the staunchest advocate for the "you can make it through anything as long as you have love" club, even I have to admit that there are situations where one or both of the partners are just better off apart.

The most common instance of this is when one partner is INTENTIALLY holding the other partner back. When two people have separate dreams and goals, friction can occur, especially if neither of them are willing to compromise. In some instances, however, jealousy leads one of the partner's to be excessively controlling of the other. In these situations, if they are UNRESOLVABLE, it is better to leave than stay.

Other reasons to leave include:

  1. You realize that you don't love your partner.

  2. You find yourself thinking more and more about how good single life was.

  3. You realize that your partner doesn't love you, but is with you because they don't want to hurt you.

  4. You have no common interests or goals.

  5. You find that you cannot stand their annoying little habits, and they won't change.

  6. You find it impossible to be yourself around your partner.

  7. Your partner cuts you down, makes you feel bad about yourself, and constantly devalues your goals and ideas.

Under no circumstances should anyone stay in a relationship that is bad for them, just because they feel that being in a relationship, even a bad one, is better than being alone.


Single? Confused @_@

Big Deal ba ung maglagay ng "Single" sa mga profile mo sa net khit may BF ka? Wonders.. Big Deal ba yun?

Monday, November 17, 2008

[Insert Title...]

Nah.. I don't know what am I supposed to type in this Blog Entry. I just don't know
Maybe because I just feel something different... I'm a little bit confused... tortured... and yah know ~ in short ~ depressed again. Hahaha! What else can I say if that was really how I feel @_@

As of now. I'm sad. That's all.

Ugly Vs. Beautiful

1. Pag ang girlfriend mo PANGET: pwede na yan sa McDo, Jollibee, o kaya Chowking
Pag MAGANDA: dapat sa Friday's, Cravings, o kaya sa ShangriLa

2. Pag PANGET: ayaw mong lapitan pag naglalakad kayo sa if u were just friends
Pag MAGANDA: halos di mo na pakawalan habang namamasyal.. may kasama pang hugs at kisses once in a while

3. Pag PANGET: "Pahinga na lang tayo this weekend. Tsaka may gimik kami ng friends ko e."
Pag MAGANDA: "Are u free this weekend? Gimik tayo with my friends."

4. Pag PANGET: ok na kahit di ka masyadong mag-dress up
Pag MAGANDA: kelangan japorms ka lagi

5. Pag PANGET: "wife material" ... in other words, free katulong in the future.
Pag MAGANDA: "girlfriend material"... prinsesa in short

6. Pag PANGET: pag nagseselos sya, di ka nya pwedeng tarayan
Pag MAGANDA: pag nagseselos sya, ok lang na tarayan ka nya

7. Pag PANGET: lambingin mo lang for the first few months, mapagsasawaan mo agad
Pag MAGANDA: "I can't get enough of you, girl!"

8. Pag PANGET: treat her like she's one of the boys
Pag MAGANDA: treat her like she's the most beautiful girl u'll ever love

9. Pag PANGET: "ay, u'r sick? sige, i'll just call again later."
Pag MAGANDA: "ay, u'r sick, honey? sige, i'll just visit u later, ha?"

10. Pag PANGET: di mo malimutan yung pretty ex mo ("she was everyone's crush y'know")
Pag MAGANDA: kalimutan mo na yung pretty ex mo, u got someone better now

11. Pag PANGET: wala kang ka-agaw
Pag MAGANDA: lahat ka-agaw mo, so u have to be extra sweet to her

12. Pag PANGET: pwede mong iwanan kung saan-saan (in short, convenient)
Pag MAGANDA: dapat bantayan mo kahit saan

13. Pag PANGET: sa public places...ok lang, andyan lang sya....duh...
Pag MAGANDA: "ehem, hey, guys, she's my girlfriend, y'know pretty no?" sabay akbay

14. Pag PANGET: when asked y u chose her.... "pare, i love her bcoz she's really nice and she'll do everything for me"
Pag MAGANDA: "pare, do i have to answer ur question? it's obvious naman na, pare e"

15. Pag PANGET: pag na-a-attract ka sa iba... "Bat ka ba masyadong selosa? I was just looking!"
Pag MAGANDA: "Hey baby, don't be jealous na. U'r prettier naman e.

Credits to:

Otep ~ who reposted this stuff to his Blog:

Wednesday, November 12, 2008


A forwarded quote from my friend Emskilicious of CGGC.

Do you know what's the most painful thing in the world?
It's when BOTH OF YOU LOVE EACH OTHER and yet you couldn't patch things up.

Where's the pain?
~> It's when 1 decided to END it UP.
and the other
~> has NO CHOICE but to GIVE UP.

Monday, November 10, 2008

He's soo Important

Ugh. Another post for the day coz I really missed alot things to share

For the past two weeks, my bheibee is not calling over the phone and he just leave some offline messages. The last time we had been together was October 28. He saw my tight schedule and I can't go for a week with him every weekdays and weekends would be my rest day. Mixed emotions left on my messenger whenever I get online. I know my dear you'll be missing me if I can't go with you but I'll try to get a time just to spend it with you. Yah~ I miss you.... really.... I do.

One thing that I must say.. I know you've been starring my blog and reading it. I love you.

~ You're the most important person I ever had in my life. You might think you're not but it's a way wrong.

~ I love you soo much. You always brighten up my day. I know sometimes I'm pissed off but please try to understand and see the other side that I do really care for you.

~ If we have bad times. I can easily forget it. I just reminisce the memoirs we had been together.

~ You might think that I may not love you because of the words I put against on you. I just want you to be my man.... forever.

~ I'm always here for you...

Bheibee, please... I'm with you wherever you are. Last night, I'm crying at my dark room and thinking of you. Last last night, I have a difficulty in breathing due to the leaked gas I inhaled and all I think is ~ you're here beside me.

I have sort of conference with my friends and the topic is all about us. Bheibee.. you're soo important.


It has been awhile since I became so discreet and not posting at my blog. So many things had gone my way and I missed to share it here ;) Anyways. I got a problem with my schedule for this second semester but then I already get over with it.

For my schedule this sem is somewhat harsh and a little bit costy for me. By Monday and Wednesday, my first class would be 8-11am (EE Theory Lab) and a vacant for 1 hour to wait my next class and that is 12-1pm (Phil Lit), 1-2pm (Foreign Language), 2-3pm (Strength of Materials) and a 2 hrs vacant to wait my last subject 5-6pm (Thermodynamics I). MW Schedule is the same as Friday but it added 6-9pm (Computer System Organization w/ Assembly Language LAB). However, TTh Sched sounds relaxing coz I have only 2 subjects which is 9-10:30am (CSO w/ Assembly Language Lecture) another vacant for 10:30-12:30pm then proceed to 12:30-2:00pm (Differential Equations).

When vacant time approaches me, I can't control myself buying foods, strolling at National Bookstore to see the Fiction Book Sections, and other chitchats with my old classmates and friends at the Library and/or Adamson CS Walkway.

It seems that some of my subjects deals about racial memoirs ~ hopefully I can make it again ;)

Friday, October 31, 2008

My Friend is a Bitch

A story from an old forum at the internet talks about friendship, love, relationship, and marriage. One thread entitled as: "My friend is a Bitch" really caught my attention.

A girl who lives in Southern Philippines named as Jenny. She is 19 years old, studying in college and has a boyfriend who really loves her so much. His name is John aged 28 years old. This guy lives in Manila and worked as a CEO in a big time company. I don't really believe about cyber relationship. But this couple stayed for almost 8 months. They spend each other through cellphone, instant messenger, or even at the internet. I dunno how they develop as lovers.

Jenny who have a childhood friend named as Clarette already transferred in Manila because her parents who had been working in Canada told her to do so. Whenever Jenny have a problem about their relationship with his boyfriend, she keeps intouch with her old friend.

I wonder that guy doesnt have the chance to see Jenny in person but still he loves her. @_@ On the otherhand, Jenny doesnt really want her bf to go to their place because she keeps excusing about their family problem.

It's really funny to hear those kind of relationship =) I wonder.. Really. I guess.. ;)

Oh anyway, the thread starter was Clarette. She is the one who told the story of this two couple.

To summarize the story:
Jenny has so many friends at their place, she keeps many secrets to John. Thus, teh guy doesnt know anything what Jenny do. Still, John is sooo stupid loving Jenny. Sounds funny huh? ;)

One very night. John called Jenny's friend about his situation. Clarette already gave advices which make John hurt although he needs to do it for the sake of his stupidity in the relationship. hahaha! funny.

Who is now a bitch?

Jenny who tell so many lies, who keeps so many secrets, who always excuse for nothing.


Clarette who is so very patient, very understanding, who gives so many good advices.. but she cheated her friend Jenny. Have sex with John

A very sad story.

..They were both Bitch.

Monday, October 27, 2008

List of Girl E-Gamers Group

Zhu Xian Online PH

Aphrodites: This name came from the Goddess of Love ~ Aphrodite.
ZXOnline whose theme is all about Romance, Passion, Love, and Marriage enrich the Ladies to come at the rendezvous temple.
For more info ~ link it here:


Women of Nevareth: Named by the foundress of the cluster.
Veradrix who is the 8th Sage that is responsible for conveying the orders of the other Sages had a vision to form another cluster in Nevareth. She had a conference with the three feme member (Yuan, Rin and Arionell) of the investigation committee at Port Lux to discuss about the Women of Nevareth.
Since the role of women in combat has become an issue throughout CABAL. With the current expulsion of women from many combative roles seen by some as a form of sexual discrimination, this controversy resumes to rage. Many CABALists refer to physical and mental diverse of the two sexes, the effect of the presence of the opposite sex on the nation war, and the usual view of males as case both for and against women participating under war. Thus, their idea of having women in defending their own sage should be recognized. During their discussions, set of rules, code of conduct, and other revisions about the cluster has been created.

Official Website:
E-Games Thread:
Official Forum:

RAN Online PH

Official Website:

Granado Espada

A Tribute for the Ladies: Created by our former GECM Veya.
Official Site:

Supreme Destiny

Official Site:

Other Online Games:

How To Mend a Broken Heart

This is for my friends who lost somebody. I got this one at:

Anyone who has gone through a breakup or divorce and has come out the other side with a broken heart, knows what we are talking about.

It can be a very painful experience!

One of the ways to help yourself to feel better and actually heal from a breakup or divorce is to begin to listen to what you are telling yourself. In other words, pay attention to your “self talk.”

We all talk to ourselves all of the time and this is what we calling 'self talk.' These thoughts come and go in our minds and they can either help us go through life with relative ease or struggling at every step of the way.

In our experience, this 'self talk' can either keep you stuck in the past--mulling over what went wrong or what you should have done differently--or stuck in the future--worrying about what might happen at some point down the road.

Or 'self talk' can help you to stay in the present moment, dealing practically with what's happening right now, and move powerfully and positively into your future.

One of the best kept secrets is that you can change your thoughts. Believe it or not, many people learn how to do it.

Here are 5 ways to change 'self talk' to help you ease your pain from your breakup or divorce...

  1. Become aware of what you are telling yourself. Believe it or not, our houghts are habits that we've created along the way. For instance, there's the "guilt" set of thoughts, the "worry" set of thoughts, the "fear" set of thoughts, the "I'm always going to be alone" set of thoughts, the "nothing's wrong" set of thoughts or the "sunny outlook" set of thoughts--you get the idea.

    If you want to begin healing your pain, start paying attention to your particular set of thoughts. You might even give them a name. Maybe you've not had these thoughts until your breakup or maybe they've been with you for a long time. Whichever is the case, just begin noticing what thoughts roll through your mind.

  2. Once you have become aware of your thoughts, decide the thoughts that make you feel better, easier about your situation and those that don't. Take a legal pad or notebook and at the top of the page, make 2 columns with these headings: "Feel better" and "Feel Worse."

    Keep the legal pad or notebook where you can easily reach it. As thoughts come to you, write them down under one of those two categories. Do this long enough for you to see on paper, your patterns of thinking that are either helping you or pulling you down.

  3. Identify one reoccurring thought or pattern that is bringing you pain and make the commitment to yourself to change it. Write your commitment down and post it where you'll see it often.

    It could go something like this...

    "I commit to changing my thoughts about how alone I am right now. I may not be with a partner right now but I don't have to constantly remind myself."

  4. Chose a thought that is better. Taking our example, this thought is probably not going to be that you are completely joyful, are with your perfect partner, or feel completely satisfied with your current situation.

    It may be that a better thought is that when a thought comes up about how alone you are, you change that thought to "I can call Bonnie or Carol and either talk with them or arrange to go to dinner or a movie."

  5. Practice in each moment and break your habit. Have you ever broken a habit? It takes being aware of what you are doing and then making a change in the moment. Your thought pattern is a habit and can be changed--but you have to believe the thought that you are changing to--and you have to practice it.

If feeling better is important to you, this is valuable information that will help you to move forward in your healing process from your breakup or divorce.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Bheibee Jerome ;)

Oh! I really mish mah bheibee...

Hope to see you ~ really misshh you..

Saturday, October 25, 2008

@_@ Drools

Yesterday, I went to sleep at 4am just to finish the Website for Zarah's Project Retail. They need it at their defense at The Coffee Beanery ~Edsa Shangrila by 1:30pm. Well, I'm still sleeping at 12:30noon when Zarah and my mom woke me up.

Oheemgee.. I'm shtill shleeffy.. She told me to wake up and take a bath so that I will accompany her at the said venue. But then, the time is already late and she need to fetch her classmate at Markina. ~ So, I'll just follow her at Coffee Beanery coz she have to go.

After all the happenings at the Shangrila, Zarah and I went to SM Megamall to buy her boyfriend's brother a CD at Comic Alley. Unfortunatelly, it's out of stock. So we have to go back at Shangrila and walk (ooh! our feet is aching lol) coz her Car is in Valet.

However, we bought foods at Jollibee and take it out. =) huhuhuhu.

We reached our home sweet home.. up until now, I'm still tired ;) Whatever. @_@

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Janina San Miguel Interview with Mo Twister

Thanks to Ruby:

Mo Twister: So Janina, how does it feel to win Ms. World?

Janina: Thanks Mo. I feel confidence.

Mo: So, where will the Ms. World Pageant going to be held?

Janina: Uhhm I still don't know... uhmm sorry, I'm not good in Geometry......

Mo: Baby doll, that would be geography.

Janina: ahaha, uhmmm yeah

Mo: So where is it going to be held.

Janina: I hope its somewhere in Europa because I want to go to France.

Mo: I see.

Janina: I want to learn to speak

Mo: Uhmmm that would be French. The language in France? ok, Never mind.

Janina: Ah ok. I thought France is the mmm... Mcdo? You know Fries?

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Don't FOOL

My besfriend in high school ~ visited me here at my home sweet home. At the same time, I made her a Corporate Website for their retail business proposal.

While doing some stuffs on my computer; I scared her @ PeterAnswers, let her watch Tales of Terror - (Full Length Mirror) and let her sing the Jingle Bell Reversed.

Until we talked about our memories in High School ~ teh stupidity ~ teh flirts ~ teh bullies ~ teh wannabes ~ teh genious ~ teh teacher's pet ~ teh rumors ~ et cetera .

Focusing to one person; A girl who always escape for everthing just to cover her real identity. Brags everything about herself ~ Laugh at people ~ feels like a meangirl . I wonder there are many students who hate her ~ some call her as a looser with a smelly and hairy armpit. whattaninsult.

As time goes by, people really change. The GOOD News: This girl changed everything physically; The BAD News: Her attitude is still the same. No more. No less.

I feel pitty to her new friends who doesn't know the real - SHE. I must say, please do not fool around. Do not hide who you really are. Don't brag alot and feel like you're the only girl who rips other hear out. Doing everything ~ Using flowery words just to escape the darkest side of yours? O_O Gosh. I know she is afraid that maybe someone will reveal her real identity that is why she uses other people and act like someone else. I know ~ I should not care. But Please I want to remind that soul to show who you really are... Don't fool around. It's a sin to lie ~ a sin to God ~ a sin to yourself ~ a sin for everything.

Time will come. You'll pay.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Adventures at E-Games

This is the story:

(Meeting Place) - We decided to meet at Activity Center @ Glorietta exactly at 12noon

~ Nemesis is in a hurry coz she thought that she is LATE :D
~ Nemesis arrived exactly 12noon at the said meeting place
~ zAYTie arrived 12:30noon
~ Nemesis and zAYTie txtd Carolski and Tarhata
~ Carolski replied back becoz her bf fetched her at her work (may date sila)
~ Tarhata at Libis to withdraw :D
~ zAYTie and Nemesis went to Taxi Station @ Landmark and wait for Tarhata
~ Tarhata came late at 1:30pm
~ The Girls:
1st Nemesis
2nd zAYTie
3rd Tarhata

(At RCBC Hallway)
~ They came to RCBC Plaza at 2:00pm
~ At the Logging in Desk,
zAYTie is wondering:
"Bakit lahat kayo ang tatanda na? ages 34, 21, 28? Ako lang pala pinakabata na naglog dito.. I'm only 18 yrs old."
~ Tarhata and Nemesis were laughing at me they said:
"Ano ka ba! Mga floor levels yan, hindi yan age!"
~ At the Elevator:
naghihisterical si zAYTie: "Hala! Wlang 34th floor button!"

(At the E-Games Lobby)
~ Manong Guard asked us if we are Girl Gamers: (OBVIOUS BA MANONG?!)
~ The Lobby became soo noisy becoz of the 3 Girls
~ Signed up the Attendance
~ GM Phyreza approached us together with the 2 early comers ~> RANachic Players

(At the E-Games Conference Room)
~ We followed GM Phyreza
~ At the door of Conference Room, GM Amethy said:
"Wag kayo matakot, walang multo dito, kami lang toh.. sige na pasok kayo!"
~ While looking for our seats
CM Veya said: "Bakit kayo nagsisiksikan jan sa dulo.. dito oh.. "
~ Nemesis bravely take a seat beside GM Amethy
~ Other GMs present at the Room:
GM Faiga, GM Makadesh, GM Chromium, and GM Bane
~ While sitting, GM Bane is offering us Chicken Burgers and Mashed Potatoes :D
~ GMs said: "Kain na kayo, wag na kayo mahiya :D"
~ Tarhata and zAYTie (shy effect)
~ Nemesis bullied CM Veya with many questions :D
~ Tarhata and zAYTie (may mga sariling mundo)
~ Hiya Session >.<
~ Until GM Amethy decided to wait and merge with other batch @4pm para isahan nalang yung meeting.

(Watching Tales of Terror)
~ Then GM Amethy browsed her Laptop
~ Pinanood kami ng Tales of Terror while waiting for 4pm.
~ Ang kokorny ng mga tales.. :D hindi na sia nakakatakot. nagtatawanan lang kami

(Comfort Room)
~ Breaktime.. We went to Comfort Room together with 1 RANachic player.. Takutan session
~ The Door at the cubicle sounds scary... (eeenng)
~ While facing at the mirror, yung RANachic player dumaaan sa gilid to wash her hands.
Biglang bumukas ung drier sa gilid.. Takbuhan sa pinto
~ GM Makadesh (ginulat kami)
~ Di kami nagulat bwahahahaha
~ While at the Lobby, picture mode muna kami

(Watching again the Tales of Terror)
~ Back to the hotseats
~ GM Bane offered us again many Chicken Burgers
~ GM Bane offered again PIneapple Juice
~ GM Bane get water for Nemesis
~ Watching again funny tales of terror
~ Next tale: Full-length Mirror
~ GM Chromium napapahiga na sa upuan, nagtatago (scared) buwahahahaha
~ Halos lahat nagtatago sa upuan
~ The best part of that tale is Pokwang look-a-like :D
Must watch this one (kinuha ko sa Youtube) :
~ Nagsigawan lahat sa Conference Room buwahahahahaha!
~ GM Bane offered again Chicken Burgers

(4pm FGD)
~ FGD started - conducted by GM Amethy
~ GM and Girl Gamer interaction
~ GM Amethy and GM Phyreza vs. Nemesis (2 on 1)
~ Former CM Veya and GM Chromium vs. Tarhata and zAYTie (4 on 1 and half) hahahaha
~ GM Faiga and GM Bane vs. 3 RANachic players ( 2 on 3)
~ GM Makadesh vs 2 RANachic players (1 on 2) :D
~ Sort of Group Discussions about in-game/in-rea life
~ Individual Concerns
~ Planning about the events
~ Planning about the group name/ logo / website/ forum
~ (Serious)
~ GM Bane offers Chicken Burgers again

(After FGD)
~ Raffle (3 Hooligan Stuff Toy)
By order:
1st Round ~ the winner is Nemesis
2nd Round ~ zAYTie
3rd Round ~ Tarhata
(parang nung nag-meet lang ah) wahahahahaha!
~ Nagreklamo ang mga RANachics: "luto!"
~ Kulitan Session
~ Picturan MadnessBy order:

~ GM Bane offers Chicken Burgers again
~ Autograph Session
~ Give-away Freebies :D
~ Pictorials
~ GM Bane offers Chicken Burgers nanaman lol
~ GM Faiga namigay ng Chicken Burgers wahahahaha~ Pictorials
~ E-Games Lobby pictorials again
~ Saying buh byes

(Going Home)
~ Tarhata going to Megamall
~ zAYTie and Nemesis going to Glorietta
~ Nemesis nakipagmeet sa BF nia :D
~ zAYTie sumakay sa Makati Park Square

Something I can never have

Click here -> Something I Can Never Have Lyrics to see the full lyrics
Thank you Flyleaf band ;)

Forsaken Camille

I'm sooo uncomfortable for the past few days although yesterday I spend my day at E-Games Office ~ had fun with the Girl Gamers and GMs. I dunno. Even I hide myself being joyful ~ I really feel that I'm still broken.

I woke up at 10am, but still I'm lying on my bed. I'm starring at my small window... Thinking of someone... then closed my eyes... reminiscing our moments... openned up again my eyes... and tears fell down on my cheeks. Again, I closed my eyes and hugged my pillow.

Again, I'm currently playing FIX YOU by Coldplay over and over again. Let me share you the lyrics:

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just watch you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Also listening depressing songs like "When you're gone by Avril Lavigne", "Somewhere by Nightwish" etc...

It seems that he is happy and doing well right now even without me. Who knows that there is really someone who deserves his love. A girl who is very understanding, open for everything, who never brags alot, who is soooooooooo sweet and who never gets mad in every way. I know that I'm not that typical girl. I'm not sweet.

I can't continue this post anymore.. coz I'm not doing well.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

21 things GIRLS DON'T Realize

21 things Girls dont realize

zOYTie (my BF) send me this chain message yesterday. I dunno what the hell he wants me to know. I'm so sad reading this kind of message and kinda depressed ayt now :D

  1. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....
  2. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
  3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile
  4. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
  5. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
  6. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
  7. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
  9. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.
  10. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
  11. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something
  12. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is Guys rarely say that
  13. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
  14. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
  15. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
  16. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them
  17. A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
  18. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it
  19. NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.
  21. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

Everything said in this POST is TRUE.

I'm not requiring you Girls to REPOST this Message coz I don't believe in Chain Messages. Ok? I just want to let you know how important these things that we should realize.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Waiting for nothing

This is my letter to the company who made me stupid. =)

To whom it may concern:

This is Camille G. Layugan with Applicant No. I000 - 578829 - 7761.

I would like to know the result of my application because yesterday (October 16, 2008) I was able to pass the two exam given by your company then proceed to the final interview and in simulation.

However, my interviewer said that she will call me back that night and she also reminded me that my contact numbers should be open. So I did.

Up until now, I'm still waiting to her call.

I hope your Human Resource Department would be more upfront when it comes to dealing with applicants.

I do not appreciate having my time wasted by waiting for a phone call that they have promised, and not getting that call.

I have exercised all means to ensure that the call would get through, yet I did not receive any.

I would appreciate some transparency in letting me know whether I was accepted or not so that I would not be wasting my time and looked like stupid waiting for a call that may really never come.

God Bless!

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Scratch for you

This letter is non-sense.

"Isa lang masasabi ko. Subukan mo mag-apply ng malaman mo kung pano ang flow ng pag-aapply. wala ka kasi experience sa mga ganitong bagay. Bakit di mo subukan? Aba Hi-tech na ngaun, kaya nga may internet para makapag-apply online. At ang mga recruiting officer ang tatawag sayo mismo upang tanungin kung kailan ka available para sa interview at maging maayos ang schedule ng applicant. Mas pinili ko last batch dahil haggard kapag umaga. Mas maganda last batch para mas maayos interview/exam hindi naghahabol para sa susunod na applicant. Kung kikitirin mo utak mo, wala na tlga ako magagawa sa pinag-iisip mo. dahil hindi din naman kta mapipigilan kung ano ang iniinsist mo. bahala ka na din sa buhay mo. Hindi naman ako nagmumukhang CHEAP. ikaw. bahala ka. pumatol ka dun sa burgeran. I DONT MIND.

At hinding hindi din ako magsisisi kung pipili ka ng mga matrona, mga pampalipas. Nakalimutan ko isipin sarili ko na hindi ako CHEAP tulad ng mga iniisip mo. Ok? Bahala ka kung ayaw mo na sakin, wala akong magagawa. Basta ako, madami na nga kami problema ~ maiisipan ko pa ba maging kerengkeng? MIND YOU! Nakaka-awa ka naman sa mga pinag-sasabi mo. Tatakutin mo pa ako na papatulan mo yun? Go on. Di naman ako magmumukhang CHEAP.. Ikaw lang. Well, kahit patulan mo sila nesmarie at kung sino man ibigay ng nanay mo or tita mo. I dont care. Bahala sila.

Bakit? they can't afford ba na makuha ka nila sa New Zealand? at kailangan pa nia mag-asawa ng kanoten na malapit na mamatay para lang maging resident dun? at para makuha ka ay hahanapan ka ng sugar mommy or kana? DONT CARE. This is somewhat CHEAPEST WAY. ~ The instants, and the Matrons.

Well, kung sinungaling ako. Ok fine. Sinabi mo yan. Then BE IT. Alangan mo naman mag-BEG pa ako sau? Duh. and OO nga pala, In ORDER TO ACHIEVE OUR DREAMS, ONE MUST BE REALISTIC NOT AUTISTIC.

and sasabihin mo sakin ~ Look at myself ~ ano naging achievements ko? Sure. I can prove it. How about you? the flirtiness? proud ka sa mga jackASShole stuffs na nagagawa mo? Oooh.. I found it too CHEAP.

Feel mo parin ba yaman mo. THEN FEEL IT. pakasosyal ka. feel feelin mo lahat. ciao

and in the first place, nung wala ka, hindi naging leche ang buhay ko. nung nakilala ka pati nanay mo.. sira na buhay ko.. nagsimula ako mamroblema sa pag-aaral ko. totoo naman eh. dahil dati matataas grades ko, nabalitaan mo ba ako bumagsak? NEVER. nung naimpluwensyahan mko sa RAN, sa pagpnta ko sa inyo, sa pagkabulag mo sakin.. hindi nko nag-aral ng mabuti.. and THAT is the first time I FAILED my STUDIES UP UNTIL NOW...... and I really really BELIEVE na ang pagBOBOYFRIEND ay nkakasira ng pag-aaral lalo na kung ang BF ko WALANG PINAG-ARALAN. OO at nkakapagsisi.. tlagang nkakapagsisi. NANG DAHIL SAU... Hell Yeah, its better to move on..

From now on. Wala na ako pakelam sayo. Bahala ka sa kung ano ang gagawin mo. You are free. Ok? NO MORE REGRETS.. Magsisimula ulit ako kung saan ako nawala.. and I'll find the light where I am supposed to be. I will not expect too much from you.. and don't expect to much from me as well.. Have a nice day.."

Oral Defamation and Perjury

I posted this one because there is someone who omitted this violation. Because a Lady accused somebody here (I will not tell the name). Her statements are 100% WRONG. She is making wrong stories also known as fase statement at our barangay. However, this man who is being accused defensed himself and charged that lady to this following violation:
Defamation is an intentional false communication that injures another person’s good name or reputation. To amount to defamation, the communication must be published or spoken.

Defamation law prohibits libel and slander. Libel is when the employee is defamed in writing, and slander is used for oral defamation. The employee may press charges of defamation when the ex-employer provides discriminatory job references to prospective employers, which may cause harm to the employee. In an employment setting, if the employee is wrongfully accused of misconduct, sexual harassment, dishonesty, negligence, etc., verbally or in writing, the employee has a valid reason to file charges of defamation against the employer or the accuser. In case the employer does not investigate the defamatory remark(s) fairly, both the employer and the accuser are held accountable.

Defamatory statements are often made to outsiders, about the employee’s job performance or problems on the job. A third party is shown the employee’s personnel file and performance evaluations, but the file may have untrue derogatory comments or incorrect evaluation records.

Most states recognize a valid defamation lawsuit when false written or spoken words are communicated to a third party and disparage a person of his trade, office, or profession, and when the employer or ex-employer negligently failed to check the accuracy of such information.


If the employer makes a mistake in providing a reference by looking at the wrong file, and later corrects the mistake, then the employee does not have the right to press charges of defamation.
If the employer shares their opinion about the employee’s wrongful conduct to another person; an opinion cannot amount to defamation.
If the employer disseminates defamatory but true information about the employee.

Employers are also entitled to “qualified privilege” that allows them to make statements about their employees regarding discipline, termination, and references to prospective employers. However, it does not give employers the right to knowingly make false statements about employees or ex-employees.

The employee must have enough proof to prove that a false statement was made. It is advisable to consult a labor attorney to analyze the situation. However, damages do not have to be proved in all instances. The law treats certain statements as defamatory per se; here the employee need not have to prove to win a verdict.

Defamatory per se statements

Accusing a person of serious misconduct in his/her profession.
Imputing to a person the commission of a criminal offense.
Charging a person with dishonesty.
Accusing a person of serious sexual conduct.
Stating that a person has a loathsome or deadly disease.



Perjury, also known as forswearing, is the act of lying or making verifiably false statements on a material matter under oath or affirmation in a court of law or in any of various sworn statements in writing. It is important that the false statement be material to the case at hand—that it could affect the outcome of the case. It is not considered perjury, for example, to lie about ones age, unless that person's age is a key factor in proving the case. Perjury is considered a serious offense as it can be used to usurp the power of the courts, resulting in miscarriages of justice.

The rules for perjury also apply when a person has made a statement under penalty of perjury, even if the person has not been sworn or affirmed as a witness before an appropriate official.

Statements of interpretation of fact are not perjury because people often make inaccurate statements unwittingly and not deliberately. Individuals may have honest but mistaken beliefs about certain facts or their recollection may be inaccurate. Like most other crimes in the common law system, to be convicted of perjury one must have had the intention (mens rea) to commit the act, and to have actually committed the act (actus reus).


Friday, October 3, 2008

Must know the Pieces of ME

My name is Camille (obviously)..
When I was in High School, I become a dumb Features and Literary Editor. There are many unfair things that I have had encountered in my life every now and then ~
Some of these scenarios are those people who think that they are superior enough:
The "Overlearned" geeks and the "Infamous MeanGirls".

Many people are ashamed of being what they are. They try to adopt other culture just to say "Heyah! I'm unique ~ Can't you see me?". My perceptions in life is very simple. I just live in the world where I learned how to know more of myself, get along with different kinds of people and most of all how to love unconditionally.

I'm a Geminian. This is a fact about myself:
"You are a contradiction in many ways but people love being around you, You clever and witty girl! Hardly anything worries you or keeps you quiet -- You just love to gab! But people don't rely on you for much. They know that with your many talents, you just can't seem to decide on almost anything! You love expressing yourself, abhor boredom, and have strong opinions that are usually right -- but girl, you just keep changing your mind!

I'm not an Anti-Christ or even hail harlots.

They said, Opportunity comes "once" in a lifetime and Expect to the UNExpected.
~ Hell Yeah. Sometimes what we expect more is inversely proportional to the thoughts of what we were trying to happen next. Luckily, I just become one of the Intel Computer Clubhouse Ambassador. Take note, I'm a representative of our country to attend for a 2006 Teen Summit Conference. It is a gathering of youth from different Computer Clubhouses worldwide and takes place in Boston, MA every two years.

In that experience, I learned alot about Technology. The advanced stuffs about Robotics although it's complicated to learn being an Uber Noob :-)
Museum Of Science has a strong impact to my careeer when I had the chance to interact with those Bigtime Scientists, Incredible Engineers, Stunning Programmers, Developers, and other Professionals. From that Opportunity, little by little my dream career developed. I wished to study in Massachussetts Institute of Technology (MIT).

...and some said, Dreams are not true, they are just the second dimension of your daily routine =(

As time goes by, I became weak. I dunno why. When I dreamed to be like this or that, ~ somebody bothers me alot.
Oh Psychotic Camill :D

Well, too much talk! Behind of being cheerful, friendly and talkative, - the darkest side of my soul is too painful. I am lost to the world and have been hurt more than one time you might not think that there is a god or even somone who cares but there is ad least one that will be you need to find that person and don't give up hope.

Once I was fall in love more than I do to myself. My way of thinking become deviating. I dont know why is this happening to me..

I can't blame someones pasts even it hurts me lot but acceptance is the best answer. My patience is too long and I can still handle it although it rips my heart out.

Being beautiful or fascinating is not being famous or well respected, it is something deeper than that.
Whores? Bitches? Sluts? - They are immature and dont deserve in this world.

That's all folks.

Saturday, September 13, 2008


Before reading this one, it was already posted on my multiply account and this is an old blog post.

Many people didnt know what they were saying. Akala nila palagi nalang tamaang nasa isip nila pero hindi naman. Like my experience this f*cking day,I'm trying to defend my reputation as well as my dignity. I'm a girl - yes!exactly. - I know. But then, he didn't understand my rights as a woman. Hekeeps bragging out that I'm a (wannabe) or (assuming). Mygosh! Ifthat so, I should be a f*cking popular azshole.I'm just sitting here infront of my computer; surfing the net for myassignments, listening random music at my limewire, and nothing else. Butthen, that person keeps bragging me all over and over again that I'm a(low profile). Gosh! I'm not selling my friendster either. I'm just makingmy own profile, adding friends, and if theres an update to my old alumniclassmates -ask them (kamusta ka na? san ka study?) duh. I think it's notasking friends to buy my profile. lol

Have you encountered getting angry? I think we're all human and it's naturalto put words against them. You cannot control it because your feelings were opposed by the other.Another thing is that, giving an appreciation in other genre doesntmean you are in that scene. You're just giving an appraisal coz of it'scontent, you were impressed, or maybe you can relate, and the like. Speakingof the "fat ass gothic wannabe" im not affected. I know that those wordsstrikes my emotions but then, it's not a mere fact that I should take it seriously. I'm living in this material world and free to experience everything.What else? there are so many things that are being misunderstood and notclarified. Bwisit! Maraming namamatay sa (maling akala) at lalo naman sa (maling pananaw). Iba na tlga ngayun, maraming bumabaligtad sa mundo.

1. Ikaw na nga tong nagmamahal ng tunay- ikaw pa ang dapat masaktan ng todo;
2. Ikaw na nga nagsasabi ng totoo - ikaw pa ang mali bandang huli;
3. Ikaw na nga tong nagpapakatotoo - ikaw pa yungsasabihang plastik/hypocryte or what;
4. Ikaw na nga tong nagk-clear ng usapan para maintindihan - ikaw pa ang malabo;
5. Ikaw na nga ang dumidipensa para sa dapat - ikaw pa tong inaapi;
6. Ikaw na nga yung bumababa or nagpapakababa - ikaw pa ang sasabihan maangas;
7. Ikaw na nga yung inaaway - ikaw pa yung hindi papasalitain or bigyan manlang ikaw ng time na mag- voice out;
8. Ikaw na nga tong umiiyak dahil sa sakit na naramdaman mo - ikaw pa yung sasabihang kunwari ang luha mo!;
9. Ikaw na nga tong ininsulto - ikaw pa yung walang karapatan;
10. Last but not the least, Ako nalang palagi masama, hindi manlang ako binibigyan ng chances.

Everything in this world isMISUNDERSTOOD.

Fix you

Life has never been too easy. Like soldiers who hold their breathe before the battle. People try to fix every mess had gone through their lives. Cleaning up those cracked pot although it's hard to pick sharp pasts just to throw with their bare hands.

Like me, I did my best in our relationship. It seems that I was dying for him just to let him know how much I loved him. He always escape everytime I try to save him, he hides when I was trying to help him, he doesn't want any of my suggestions

To be Continued..........

Sunday, July 6, 2008

What Camille Means....

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

Credit: What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Tripping Glamour

Well, after getting bored singing Karaoke in, my mom requested a video for Make Up.. I was amazed and decided to trip glamour. My Mom went upstairs and get her Make Up kits and make experiments on our face. My tita Milet also joined us as well as my cousin, Coleen (she's 8y.o lol).

Actually, I'm not very interested in glamour or any make overs in my face putting some glittery things and other beauty stuffs.. I'm just a fucking simple girl. lol. But then, I turned in the mood and tripped my face into something new and explore the Make Up world. Quickly I picked up some make up tools (should I call it tool? *ugh I dunno how am I going to say it??) on her kit and go to my bedroom and put some colors on my eyes, blush on, lipstick etc...

My tita said:
"Yan! Ok yan! maganda mata kaso nga lang ang labo, sayang make up kung magsasalamin ka lang.." Gosh! really? oohh.. As what I've said I'm a fucking *nerdy simple girl. lol.

While my mom said:
"Ganda ah! pwede na! kaso ang chaba mo, papayat ka para lalo ka maging maganda." omg. nanlait pa. >.<

and my cousin Coleen: "Ay, ang ganda, ako din! lagyan mo din ako! make-upan mo din ako ninang!" Ok! I'll do it later.. lol

But I end up having this kind of trip..

Here's my eye lol:

And here's my lalala tripped face. hehehe!

Friday, July 4, 2008

Tell Me Cabal Dance --- lalala

At first, when Cabal Online is not yet being launched at Philippines.. There are numerous topic that was being discussed @ E-Games Forum about the rise of new MMORPG because they will be the one who will take charge for it. Well, many E-Gamers and other players are very excited and one thing that caught my interest (rather than to their Gaming Guides), and the topic thread was entitled as: "RAN Online dance VS. Cabal Online dance"...

There are debates between the said game. When I was playing my shaman in RAN, "Oye" (a code which when you typed it in the game, your character will dance) and this dance is used to tease co-players, a fun-time dance break, taunting dance as well as an expression (even in-game or in-real-life lol). In addition, you can easilly determine a person of what game he/she is playing if he says "..oye.." (hahaha! loool) But the step of this dance is really hard to follow.

On the other hand, I don't really have an idea of what does the dance of Cabal was really is as well as the background of the game. Since there are links in the thread about the Cabal dance, I checked it... Since this game was launched last May 2008 and my blog about the Game-Dance was too late, Now is the time I felt an addiction listening "Tell Me" by Wonder Girls.

When heard that song, it seems that I really liked it because of the groovy intro and it's chorus.. Eventhough I don't understand the lyrics because the band is from Korea (isn't it?) their language is hard to understand except a lost word "Tell Me" in their lyrics.., it still stuns me. ^_^

I also liked the Dance Steps.. It's somekinda easy for me to perform the steps but some part needs a smooth and soft aura of the body lol. Well, last few hours ago, I used to search in YouTube - the Tutorial in dancing "Tell Me" (Mirrored - so that I can follow the steps very well) and I do catched up the steps but needs a practice to perform it well ~smoothly and nicely >.<

As a matter of fact, I already downloaded a copy of that song and practice the steps... hhahaha..
I have a vision to join a competition soon in dancing the Cabal Dance when E-Games conduct an event.. hehehe..

Try to watch the video...

If you want to study the steps, Here's the link:
YouTube: Wonder Girls - Tell Me Tutorial

+ I also watched other people dancing "Tell Me" at the site... hehe! It's good to see them dancing, they are good! ^_^V Here's the Link:

~~~~~0 ^_^

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