In Loving Memory of PC

I couldn't hardly believe that this will come to an end. The one you had given the most of your time will left you behind. The knowledge she had shared to me is priceless; the joy has no limit, she just made me happy as if there's no tomorrow. And yes, staying awake late at night till the sunshine arises.

Sometimes, when I'm sad and feel that I'm unwanted, she's there for me to lean on... She gave me her keys with different advices, different alternatives to search on.. We've been together for more than two years. I know there's also a time that we fought when it comes to lag and delay of communication in Virtual world. Good times and bad times...

Because of her, I wouldn't explore the happenings of Universe... I wouldn't be able to meet people with different diversity. She showed me reality and magical scenes. Awesome right?!

She'd been my best PC forever. She's one of a kind.

In loving memory of
CAMILLE00H1
(July 2007 - January 2010)
Rest In Peace.
My computer suffered Black Screen of Death. It was often known to occur in connection with attempting certain operations while networking drivers were resident in memory.

I witnessed her death, the pain she felt before her system took off. We just started to play Online Game when I went home from school late at 6pm... We we're grinding so that my character's level will boost up. There was silence. She never responded me.. and so I ended my Client task.However, I saw some blue bruises on her screen... It's like a scratches and suddenly she flared up. I'm shocked and I was starring her until she collapsed.

I also did my part.. trying to revive her, but suddenly, I failed to do so. I restarted her system over and over again, but nothing changed. I found out that, she'd been ill for more than a months. I thought she was fine and my prediction was wrong removing her medicine will also affect her health although she keeps on resisting the pests.

Her Memory Card and Graphics Card collide each other..



Right now, I'm here at my Cousin's Computer Cafe. I'm still hoping for a second chance to revive CAMILLE001. We'll be troubleshooting her when customers are gone.

I don't want to loose her. She's the best PC I've ever had.

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Drastic Feeling

This conversation really hurts a lot especially when you reminisce the moments happened between you and your bfs/gfs. Oh well... I have nothing to do about the past. I always save a weak relationship but nothing takes place...

Labret Piercing

I was just browsing the internet awhile ago about piercings below the lips( somehow near to the chin). I really like to have this one, and there it goes. Here's the picture:

Looks cool right? Maybe this January 2010, I might go to a Piercing Parlor and let my chin punch some. LOL!

Labret Piercing is teh lurveeee <3

To Pursue the Book

Something I Could Never Have

by Camille Layugan

Cassandra, an ordinary girl who wants to exist and allot memories before her final destination approach her life.

A promise that should end to a long term goal but fall without anything to mark.

Her fate is already in her hands, but she never look back on it.

There’s something missing in her life wherein she doesn’t even know how to put the piece on it.

Here’s the list of the chapter and its description. (Flow of the story)

Chapters

1	Mourning Daylight In this chapter, it will introduce the devastated Mt. Pinatubo who gives the greatest impact for Olongapo Residences. (Wealth, Prostitution, Environment)
2	Cassandra The main character of the book. Her dreams, quotations and the start of her story.
3	Balance Beam In this chapter, it will compare the different views of Rich and Poor people. The modern way of living.
4	Erudition Process Facing the reality of Education, people around the administration, controversy and foes.
5	First Sight Cassandra met the wrong guy. Stupidity of love. Wrong turns.
6	Stage of Regression Intense feeling of an ordinary people who wants to achieve everything in her hand.
7	Family Fraud Problems, reality, failure and overcome. Jealousy, unfair things and blind justice.
8	History Repeats Cassandra started to write a book. Famous people. Paparazzi. Trying hard to be a superstar. Fooling the world.
9	The Bachelor Cassandra was left in vain.
10	Toss Coin Without the man you love but you have to move on. Karma replies to the curse.
11	Alone There’s no happy ending. The start of emotional stress. The Core of Something Cassandra could never have.
12	Promise Revenge shall fall to everything.
13	The land of Pictures Cassandra went to Italy and started to work as a photographer.
14	Wheel A book to read. The last resort of Cassandra’s Promise.
15	Nature’s Curse Generation had gone our way and needs to end. Ignorance will lead to death.

I could hardly believe that I'm doing this. It has been a year since I wasn't able to continue my story. A friend told me that I lost my inspiration that is why it became a crap.

Oh well.. You might think that I'm a wanna-be, but I dare you! Understand first why it was made before you bark against me.

In time...

I will..

Happy 3rd Monthsary

18th day of September and it's also Friday like today...





October...





November...







and now, It's December...




I've been silent for the past three months.. and I know it's quite difficult to leave the past behind and start for a new beginning.

Sometimes when I'm alone, there are so many things that reminds me on how I got those scars in my heart.The shattered pieces of my sentiment were still bleeding and asking for remedy. I keep on running away from obscure past and still haunted up until now.

I wrote a blog today because I'm celebrating my 3rd monthsary since I fell down in a cruel manifestation.


zzzz..


The scenery of a slack painting is already expunged and dead. I want to bring back the sketch but it seems like it's pointless to do it. Why would I fix again the crumpled and torn paper when there are many chance to fulfill new creations.

Yes. Sometimes I miss the moments when we're both happy together but it's disturbing when the side of it were paralyzed. It's not healthy though..

Ok.. nevermind...
Nothing compares...

Let the world rotate until the cycle of life find its ways that there's another direction to move on.

New Life

I went to Market! Market! last Friday (October 16) coz I'm going to meet Ms. Pamela and get some important things from her for my Project in PSAD. Since e-Games is having an event there together with Launching of Globe Tattoo, I decided to buy a NEW Prepaid Sim Kit.

Hahaha! Yes! I changed my Cellphone Number. Before I throw away my old Sim Card, I copied all important contact numbers to my phone then, transfer it to my new Sim.

Oh well... I totally cut off everything that may possibly connect any sort of communication to my damn futile past. Cuz some freak retard asshole is sending me parsimonious text message before.

Nevermind about those crazy gross people. They're just a piece of shit. Really.. Hahaha! Rude? Nah! They deserve to be labeled like that.

In addition with this, we requested to change our landline number. Globeliness is already working on it and it may take few weeks to process it.

New Life. New Diversity.
Yeah. My parents let me grab the opportunity that was offered from other country. Prolly, it'll be nice to fly away after graduation around October 2011. We'll be having a good deal, plans and career development for the said company who will absorb me. I decided to finish my course and have a diploma rather than going away without it.

No Education. No Future. This is the reality. We should be inspired of what education and experiences taught to us. Leave the wrong path and turn back to New You.

Why let ourselves die for nothing which is not worth to live for. Better stand instead of pulling ourselves down. Oh! FYI, apply this if you're human. Showing off to others that you're kind if you're totally inhuman? It sucks dude.

Who die now in insecurities? I have a life to live. to enjoy. to give love who deserves to be loved. to bloom. Everything change; some drawn to mud, some lift to unperturbed.

Now I can smile. laugh out loud. and most of all... I can sleep well.