Labret Piercing

I was just browsing the internet awhile ago about piercings below the lips( somehow near to the chin). I really like to have this one, and there it goes. Here's the picture:

Looks cool right? Maybe this January 2010, I might go to a Piercing Parlor and let my chin punch some. LOL!

Labret Piercing is teh lurveeee <3

To Pursue the Book

Something I Could Never Have

by Camille Layugan

Cassandra, an ordinary girl who wants to exist and allot memories before her final destination approach her life.

A promise that should end to a long term goal but fall without anything to mark.

Her fate is already in her hands, but she never look back on it.

There’s something missing in her life wherein she doesn’t even know how to put the piece on it.

Here’s the list of the chapter and its description. (Flow of the story)

Chapters

1	Mourning Daylight In this chapter, it will introduce the devastated Mt. Pinatubo who gives the greatest impact for Olongapo Residences. (Wealth, Prostitution, Environment)
2	Cassandra The main character of the book. Her dreams, quotations and the start of her story.
3	Balance Beam In this chapter, it will compare the different views of Rich and Poor people. The modern way of living.
4	Erudition Process Facing the reality of Education, people around the administration, controversy and foes.
5	First Sight Cassandra met the wrong guy. Stupidity of love. Wrong turns.
6	Stage of Regression Intense feeling of an ordinary people who wants to achieve everything in her hand.
7	Family Fraud Problems, reality, failure and overcome. Jealousy, unfair things and blind justice.
8	History Repeats Cassandra started to write a book. Famous people. Paparazzi. Trying hard to be a superstar. Fooling the world.
9	The Bachelor Cassandra was left in vain.
10	Toss Coin Without the man you love but you have to move on. Karma replies to the curse.
11	Alone There’s no happy ending. The start of emotional stress. The Core of Something Cassandra could never have.
12	Promise Revenge shall fall to everything.
13	The land of Pictures Cassandra went to Italy and started to work as a photographer.
14	Wheel A book to read. The last resort of Cassandra’s Promise.
15	Nature’s Curse Generation had gone our way and needs to end. Ignorance will lead to death.

I could hardly believe that I'm doing this. It has been a year since I wasn't able to continue my story. A friend told me that I lost my inspiration that is why it became a crap.

Oh well.. You might think that I'm a wanna-be, but I dare you! Understand first why it was made before you bark against me.

In time...

I will..

Happy 3rd Monthsary

18th day of September and it's also Friday like today...





October...





November...







and now, It's December...




I've been silent for the past three months.. and I know it's quite difficult to leave the past behind and start for a new beginning.

Sometimes when I'm alone, there are so many things that reminds me on how I got those scars in my heart.The shattered pieces of my sentiment were still bleeding and asking for remedy. I keep on running away from obscure past and still haunted up until now.

I wrote a blog today because I'm celebrating my 3rd monthsary since I fell down in a cruel manifestation.


zzzz..


The scenery of a slack painting is already expunged and dead. I want to bring back the sketch but it seems like it's pointless to do it. Why would I fix again the crumpled and torn paper when there are many chance to fulfill new creations.

Yes. Sometimes I miss the moments when we're both happy together but it's disturbing when the side of it were paralyzed. It's not healthy though..

Ok.. nevermind...
Nothing compares...

Let the world rotate until the cycle of life find its ways that there's another direction to move on.

New Life

I went to Market! Market! last Friday (October 16) coz I'm going to meet Ms. Pamela and get some important things from her for my Project in PSAD. Since e-Games is having an event there together with Launching of Globe Tattoo, I decided to buy a NEW Prepaid Sim Kit.

Hahaha! Yes! I changed my Cellphone Number. Before I throw away my old Sim Card, I copied all important contact numbers to my phone then, transfer it to my new Sim.

Oh well... I totally cut off everything that may possibly connect any sort of communication to my damn futile past. Cuz some freak retard asshole is sending me parsimonious text message before.

Nevermind about those crazy gross people. They're just a piece of shit. Really.. Hahaha! Rude? Nah! They deserve to be labeled like that.

In addition with this, we requested to change our landline number. Globeliness is already working on it and it may take few weeks to process it.

New Life. New Diversity.
Yeah. My parents let me grab the opportunity that was offered from other country. Prolly, it'll be nice to fly away after graduation around October 2011. We'll be having a good deal, plans and career development for the said company who will absorb me. I decided to finish my course and have a diploma rather than going away without it.

No Education. No Future. This is the reality. We should be inspired of what education and experiences taught to us. Leave the wrong path and turn back to New You.

Why let ourselves die for nothing which is not worth to live for. Better stand instead of pulling ourselves down. Oh! FYI, apply this if you're human. Showing off to others that you're kind if you're totally inhuman? It sucks dude.

Who die now in insecurities? I have a life to live. to enjoy. to give love who deserves to be loved. to bloom. Everything change; some drawn to mud, some lift to unperturbed.

Now I can smile. laugh out loud. and most of all... I can sleep well.

The Art Of Letting Go

There are people who can walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you this!
When people can walk away from you: let them walk.
I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,
loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you,
staying attached to you.
I mean hang up the phone.
When people can walk away from you let them walk.
Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.
People leave you because they are not joined to you.
And if they are not joined to you,
you can't make them stay.
Let them go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person,
it just means that their part in the story is over.
And you've got to know when people's
part in your story is over so that you
don't keep trying to raise the dead.
You've got to know when it's dead.
You've got to know when it's over.
Let me tell you something.
I've got the gift of good-bye.
It's the tenth spiritual gift,
I believe in good-bye.

It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful,
and I know whatever God means for me to have
He'll give it to me.
And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it.
Stop begging people to stay.
Let them go!!
If you are holding on to something
that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life,
then you need to LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ..
LET IT GO!!!
If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth...
LET IT GO!!!
If someone has angered you ...
LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge ..
LET IT GO!!!
If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction
LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or
talents ..
LET IT GO!!!
If you have a bad attitude...
LET IT GO!!!
If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...
LET IT GO!!!
If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new
level in Him...
LET IT GO!!!
If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship....
LET IT GO!!!
If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help
themselves....
LET IT GO!!!
If you're feeling depressed and stressed ......
LET IT GO!!!
If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling
yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you need to...
LET IT GO!!!
Let the past be the past.
Forget the former things.
GOD is doing a new thing for you !!!
LET IT GO!!!
Get Right or Get Left . think about it, and then
LET IT GO!!!
_____________________________________
coz some things are not meant for you


Thanks to Sissy Yuri for sharing this.
BTW, this is also a repost from her batchmate, Pacu. She found it in one of his notes from his Facebook account. It was originally entitled "And This Might Help".. Credits to him!

On my part, I already Let Him Go because He's not worth it. I'm just fooling myself around if I wouldn't let him go. Stupid I guess. Hahahaha.

I LOVE YOU Baby Peter

Last Night, me and Zarah♥ were talking over the phone. We exchange some videos that we had posted in Face book Wall Posts. As our conversation goes by, I ended up watching the heart breaking case of Baby Peter.

I feel so frustrated because it's too late for me to know about what happened to this poor baby boy. Baby P has been tortured by his stepfather and taken for granted by her fool mother. I'm so sad because he was given ponderous life. He's too innocent.

If there's a chance, I'll adopt him. If he's my baby, I'll raise him filled with tender loving care.

Now, Baby P is already in the hands of angels, I know he's happy, smiling, and laughing. He's now safe. He will never be in vain anymore.

Please watch this Video:


Whose going to fight for those who can't fight for themselves?

I love you Baby P.. You're a Hero.

A time to Leave.

I receive an e-mail coming from other planet and this is my most awaited News.

Kindly click the image to enlarge.


This sounds like an opportunity after my heartbreaking moments. Or maybe, this is the way for the right path. It'll be a Good News for the sake of my career and for my future, but a bad news to leave my family, friends and foes. Hahaha.