Camille Le zAYTie

Series of Draft

2010-11-19T10:30:00.001-08:00

Hahaha! Finally. Hooray to me! I just started my blog again after a few months..
Yes, you got the point! I'm getting to be emotional again :D Well, you know, if someone is reading as I am pertaining to, I really wanted to write about myself how much pain I really feel..but I can't start because something blocks the circulation of my blood that rushes through my veins which keeps my heart aches....

(what now?)
--- Draft v.1

Ding! Ding! Ding!!!! Moving On... So yeah! We think one of the best things to do when dealing this kind of pain (Oops! I mean it).. is to feel it...

(sooo... then?)

--- Draft v.2!! Next next next..

Ok. I finally recovered but I don't have any fcking idea why my heart still aches!! Common!! Leave me alone please.... (I'm still thinking of what to type.... Freehand...)

---- Draft!!!!!! eeeww..

2:17AM, November 20... Grinding in Jade Dynasty MMORPG. Writing a blog... Ok.. I can feel again that my heart is aching.. I don't know.. Something's wrong with me.

---- Draftttttttttttttttttt........... next please O_O

My mom is sleeping beside me... Cos my computer is just here at the living room. Ok.. She's dreaming.. (i looked up at the ceiling. i saw a light.. yeah. there's a light)..

--- Huhuhuhu.. Draft!!!!!!!!!!

Now.. Actually. This blog is supposed to be entitled as: My Heart is Aching!! but I deleted it.. and renamed is as a Series of Draft.. because I don't really... fckingggggggggggg idea on how am I going to express my feelings!! I'm annoyedddddddddd.. I need someone to talk to.. to flirt with. to hang on.. to chit chat... to make me feel comfortable.. AARrrgghhh! I'm getting crazy.

(drools)

--- Draft v.1.2.3.4.5.6.7.

Moved On (100.00% Passed!!)

But the question is: Heartache (100.00% Still Suffering)

Nooooooooooooo.......

A Beautiful Life...

2010-08-05T10:00:00.000-07:00

As I jumped off the building's 11th floor....... ....

10th floor

9th floor

7th floor

6th floor

4th floor

3rd floor

2nd floor

Now,.. the Ground Zero..

Yup. Life is not that bad after all, Life is beautiful and precious.... Do make the best of it..........

Canon 550D: My 1st DSLR

2010-08-03T10:12:00.000-07:00

Ohlala!! I just bought my first ever DSLR in my entire fucking life.I really didn't expect that this gadget would be mine. Hell Yeah! I couldn't hardly believe it. This has been one of my dreams - to have a digital camera.. coz I wanted to take a souvenirs in different places. They said: A Picture is worth a thousand words...and I soo love it <3

Last night, I was exploring teh cam together with the help of the user manual. Taking pictures on my room. blah blah blah! It's fun.

Then, early this morning... I called my guy friend Thomas and asked something about my problem in shutter. He told me so many things on how to take care a DSLR. Yeah! It's super duper fragile. Omg! I should not be careless this time. This is not an ordinary cam anymore. lol. He also suggests me what is the best lens for the beginners. He explained about Auto Focus stuff, the Subject of the Photo, Tilting, Blur effects, Noise, and lotsa lotsa "photography terminologies"..

Oh dang! I've gotta need to learn more about the three MOST IMPORTANT things: Aperture, ISO and Shutter Speed. hohoho!

After in-taking his bit bites lectures, I said to myself: Uhmmm... Ok.. Please I need a tissue paper! I guess... ugh.. My nose is already bleeding!" *Looks for someone's help*.

Anyways, lemme share you my 1st ever newbie shots using my DSLR:

Also Thanks to Mr. Jhay Gamba for welcoming me to the World of Photography.
I just don't get why he said it was a GAS. rofl. Sorry I'm totally noob.

I hope that I'll be one of the best photographer someday.
Oh well.. time will tell if when. *chuckles*

Just learned that: Don't rush things, it will come to your life.

Yes! It's all coming back.

2010-06-24T10:24:00.001-07:00

Yay! Hello.. I wasn't able to update my Blog for soo long.. So, Just to give you a quick overview about what happened to me for the past few months..

Late January, I've been working so much for my side line job as a graphic artist.. It really made my head twirl down the desk and shuffle my eyes to cast creativity.

Mid of February and early March, oohh noo! This is the very stressful month I've encountered last semester. It really made me sick (oops! not only me but also my fellow classmates) coz of the requirements that our class need to finish for Logic Circuit. Staying awake til next morning just to run one circuit.. Spending so much money for our materials. . blah blah.....

Late March till Mid of April, well.. It's all about the Online Gaming World.. Attended e-Games Domination 4 last April 10 and met new friends.. So many things happened in both virtual world and real life matters. Been meeting my clan-mates and have fun. Chill out and relax.. Bum time :D

Till Summer class started, Well.. the continuation of my Advance Logic class reigns as well as Principle of Communications. We've been working so much here in this subjects coz it requires outside school interview, documentation, reports, and make videos for our project. It's not stressful because our professor gave us enough time to do all those things..

Oh June... my birthday.. very memorable because there are so many visitors (clan-mates and classmates). Got a videoke and inuman session then, suddenly electricity shut down in the middle of celebration. LOL.

Ok.. I don't need to state all of the events glanced to my daily life.. It will take long stories and commotions if I'm going to put it here everything. (kinda lazy) :D

So, the major point of refreshing my blog is to share my feelings "again". Ya! you heard that.. People might see me smiling, laughing, sharing weird and green jokes, stubborn and funny. But yeah.. It's just a first impression about me - being jolly. But deep within my heart... I've been hurt sooooo many times.. eeww..

It's like everytime I walk.. I saw two lovers, holding hands, kissing each other and happy staying together.

I shop, stroll, eat and watch cinema alone. Dating myself.. Ugh. I'm totally upset. Looking into my eyes, you'll see how much pain I feel up until now.

The feeling of unwanted... crawls my veins up to my head. Depression eats me.. and I'm used to it.

I had been the child, or the damaged one in a relationship.... I need comfort and assurance. This definitely seems unfair and a huge burden to bear. As a result of my past and the feeling unloved invariably leads to lower self-esteem, lack of confidence, and other personality traits which can send any potential lover running - fast! LOL!!!!

Tragic Love Story

2010-03-01T21:24:00.000-08:00

There were Two (2) Rival Clans in Zhu Xian Empire; Lian Hua - Clan and Bing si Lu - Clan. However, through the unconditional love of Lu-Kun (zAYTie) and Feng-Bao (alphonse), they sacrificed their lives for the sake of Peace and Unity of their Families.

Our movie adopted "Shinobi" because it is a wonderful and tragic romance, with drama, action and fantasy. The story slightly recalls Romeo and Juliet, with the impossible love of two people that belong to enemy Clans / Family.

Credits to: Ring of Tragic Love (Anime Movie) and Somewhere by Within Temptations for the background Music.

Video is not possible without the help of Kiera, Xylver, JemEnzo and Exo for lending their voices.

Here's the embedded video:

200 Pounds Beauty

2010-01-21T07:51:00.000-08:00

Background:
Me and Ginnie had been strolling around in SM Manila whenever our 3 hours vacant hit our time. It's our routine for this semester, maybe it's because we're irregular, we do experience this sched more often. Funny to think that we've been spending our money too much in food. lol. Country Style~ French Baker~ Joey Pepperoni~ Roast House~ etc.

And so, Last Wednesday, our professor in Control Systems dismissed us early. We decided to have our dinner, again, in SM Manila (advertisement lol). Oh well, we wanted something new for our taste buds, that's why we went in a fast food chain for us to choose variety of foods. I told her that we should take sea-foods coz our stomach is populated with pork. lmao. Then we dropped off in McDonald's for dessert.

After a long conversation, we heard Boy bands songs playing on the track and Ginnie asked me to take a peak in Music Bar. Sort of genres we've been looking in each shelf discussing reviews. OPM Section. Pop. Rock. Country. Then we glanced at the Movie Section... Local and Foreign Films.... blah blah..

Oops! Something caught my attention before we went off. It was the "200 Pounds Beauty" that started to hunger my curiosity because of the cover.

Ok. Before I start my review, let my eyes finished crying. Hell Yeah. I'm in the moment of truth while making this entry.

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Here's the Plot of the Story which I googled it and copied at Wiki.

Kang Han-na is an overweight phone sex employee and a secret vocalist for Ammy, a famous Korean pop singer who actually lip syncs as she cannot sing. Instead of being famous for her own amazing vocal talent, Han-na hides behind Ammy's performance stage and sings during Ammy's concerts, and records all of Ammy's songs. One day, Ammy ungratefully humiliates her in front of the music company's director Sang-jun during his birthday party, knowing full well that Han-na has a crush on him. While crying in the bathroom, Han-na overhears Sang-jun telling Ammy that even though they are just using Han-na for her voice, they must be kind to her so she will not walk out on them.

Heartbroken, Han-na attempts suicide but is interrupted by a phone call from one of her phone sex regulars who happens to be a top plastic surgeon. She decides to get a head-to-toe plastic surgery instead. The surgeon at first refuses to operate on Han-na, but Han-na threatens to blackmail the surgeon by telling his wife about his calls. Then, Han-na makes a moving speech that she does not want to undergo surgery merely to be beautiful, but for the sake of love and as a boost in confidence, and the surgeon is deeply moved. Han-na puts herself in seclusion for a year as she recovers from the changes.

When she comes back from the hospital, Han-na is incredibly beautiful and slender. No one, not even her best friend, Chung-min, recognizes her. With Chung-min's help, she creates a new identity for herself; she is now a Korean-American from California named Jenny. After auditioning to be Ammy's secret vocalist again, she earns her own recording contract instead from Sang-jun, claiming that she is "all-natural". In the meantime, Ammy, oblivious just like everyone else of Han-na's new identity, desperately tries to find Han-na so that she can record her own postponed album (since she cannot sing the songs herself) by spending time with Hanna's father who is in a hospital with some mental problems, possibly Alzheimer's. Meanwhile, romance begins to blossom between "Jenny" and Sang-Jun, as he continues to promote Jenny, in effect boosting Hanna's confidence on her new self. However, Ammy, through spending time with Han-na's father and Jenny, eventually realizes that this Jenny is actually Han-na in disguise.

During a date one night, as sparks fly, Jenny supposedly stripped for Sang-Jun in the character of a nurse, through a phone sex session. After Jenny has fallen asleep, he sees the African character Jenny had drawn on the glass and realizes it was a sign he had seen before. He remembers that when Han-na still existed and he had not met "Jenny" yet, Han-na had drawn the exact same signs on a sheet of music. Then he adds all of the signs up and realizes as well that "Jenny" is actually Kang Han-na but he keeps this information to himself.

"Jenny's" debut single 'Maria' becomes a hit and the recording company holds a party to celebrate its release. On the day of a party however, Ammy brings "Jenny's" father, in an attempt to blow Han-na's cover. Han-na's father tries to return Han-na's Barbie doll to her, which has always been Han-na's favourite childhood gift from him. Startled by the sudden appearance of her father and not knowing how to react in front of all the people, including Sang-jun, Han-na denies knowing her father and calls him a fan instead when Sang-jun asks her if the old man is her guest. As her father keeps on insisting on giving the doll to Han-na, Sang-jun drags him away from Jenny and accidentally knocks him down onto the floor. Desperate to keep her true identity a secret, Han-na made no move to help her father. It was Chung-min who finally helps him up, casts Jenny a furious look and leads Hanna's father away from the party.

After the party, Sang-jun and 'Jenny' were the only ones left in the room. Sang-jun reveals to 'Jenny' that he knows her true identity but is now cold and distant. He seems to be unable to forgive her for lying to him but says that he will still work to promote 'Jenny' and carry on with her concert scheduled the next day. Han-na breaks down at this point, heartbroken and unable to pretend to be someone else anymore. Han-na tells him that it is incredibly frustrating and painful not being able to be just be herself but have to live a lie, especially in front of him. The surgery that took a whole year to recover from was not nearly as painful as realizing that she still could not be close to Sang-jun. As Sang-jun tries to comfort her, she brushed away his efforts saying, "You broke my heart. Tissue paper cannot fix it."

The day of "Jenny's" first concert, Sang-jun still insisted on continuing Jenny's concert, despite his father's protests. Later, he encourages a distraught Jenny to do this concert, not for the sake of the fans or the company but for herself, thus implying that he has forgiven her and will continue to support her. At the concert, Jenny couldn't sing and later breaks down from the pressure of seeing her father being dragged away by security and tells everybody to stop. She then reveals to the public that Jenny is a "fake," and that she is not "all-natural", as she had claimed, but is "plastic". However, nobody seems to believe her. She proceeds tearfully to tell the large crowd her story: how she has abandoned everything that is dear to her - her best friend and father - to get to where she is. She also tells the crowd about how along the way to fame and fortune she has also lost her own identity and that she now no longer knows who she is. Just then, the screens behind her on the stage started to show a clip of the old, obese Han-na, singing angelically. Han-na turns around and sees her old image and tells the crowd that the image is the real her. The crowd, moved by her sincere confession, responds by chanting "It's okay," and Han-na rekindles her relationships with her father and best friend. She drops the stage name "Jenny" and re-releases a CD with her own name, Hanna, and becomes a highly successful music artist, gaining many fans and anti-fans along the way. Sang-jun realizes the very thing about Han-na that had always drawn him to her was Han-na's innocence. However he also realizes that she has moved on and is now content with who she is.

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My Movie Review:

Ok, here we go. For me, this is one of the BEST Korean Movie I'd ever watched. It simply reflects some part of my life and I'd be giving a few different reasons why 200 Pounds Beauty attract me.

First on my list is ...because I'm almost on my way to Han-na's foot steps. I mean, not totally always being ignored but (sometimes) because of my figure. I'm also suffering from having extremely poor self-esteem. I knew some of my friends treated me differently than that of sexy girls.

Yeah. I can really relate to the story especially at the scene that a delivery man had been stalking her and capturing video. Instead of getting mad to the folk, Han-na even protected the guy against Sang-jun. Let me quote the line:

"Give him a break. He did it out of liking me.
What's the big deal?
What's a person to do when all they can do is watch from afar?"

"Do you have any idea what it feels like...
not being able to confess one's love?"

As a die hard fan, he'd been doing it just only for himself. He got no intention of ruining Han-nah's image as well. So what's the big deal of liking someone? Yet, all they can do is to watch from afar and imagine impossible into reality. --- This part also made me cry. I have nothing to do but to dream.

Second is.. the film ingeniously touched my heart and mind, but doesn’t forget to made me laugh. Full of lessons- thoughts -words of wisdom and quotations. I love it ♥ The film is a bit sad but I think people can still understand and sympathize with Han-nah's situation or mine as well. LOL.

Sometimes, I loose my hope. Cry. Frequently getting depressed and had the feeling of rejection. Oh! I remember, Chung-min says..
"There are 3 kinds of woman: a Treasure. a Winner. and you.. a Rejection."

Acknowledgment:
I really want to thank Ginnie for giving me some overview about the film before I watched it ♥
For the people who watched this.

I strongly recommend readers of my blog to watch this. I bet you will cry, if you do. lol.
I'm gonna rate this 200/100. Hahahaha!~

That's all for today :)

Jade Dynasty Ascension

2010-01-17T00:24:00.000-08:00

I tried to download Jade Dynasty Ascension Client on my Netbook,.
after an hour, here it goes:

then, after installing the game client, it directly linked me to Registration Page at https://register.perfectworld.com. And so, I tried to create an account so that I can explore the 2 new factions and test my Netbook if it can handle a high graphic MMORPG client.

Unfortunately, it says:
Disabled Region

Our sincerest apologies, we cannot provide service to players in your region or to players using open proxies.
Please contact support at customerservice@perfectworldinc.com to resolve this issue.

Bad thing our country is blocked from US-West, US-East and in Europe servers..

Anyways, here's the Launcher:

and the Log In Portal from the server..
I noticed that there are 2 channels (or if I'm mistaken, It's a 2 Server.. whatever...)
as you can see from the Screen-shot--there's a separate Channel/Server for PKers

The Billows
and
The Wildlands PVP

So, I'm wondering if ZX PH will have a separate channel/server for PvP when Ascension came.

But, based from the experiences of my foreign-friend, She told me that a lot of players were complaining about it because they had PvE and PvP Channels.It sucks when BH is in PvP Channel. Well I guess, it's not a channel anymore, instead they create 2 separate Servers. One for the PK-Free Server and Normal Server.

Weeeeee.. Can't wait for ZX PH Ascension.

In Loving Memory of PC

2010-01-12T01:54:00.000-08:00

I couldn't hardly believe that this will come to an end. The one you had given the most of your time will left you behind. The knowledge she had shared to me is priceless; the joy has no limit, she just made me happy as if there's no tomorrow. And yes, staying awake late at night till the sunshine arises.

Sometimes, when I'm sad and feel that I'm unwanted, she's there for me to lean on... She gave me her keys with different advices, different alternatives to search on.. We've been together for more than two years. I know there's also a time that we fought when it comes to lag and delay of communication in Virtual world. Good times and bad times...

Because of her, I wouldn't explore the happenings of Universe... I wouldn't be able to meet people with different diversity. She showed me reality and magical scenes. Awesome right?!

She'd been my best PC forever. She's one of a kind.

In loving memory of
CAMILLE00H1
(July 2007 - January 2010)
Rest In Peace.
My computer suffered Black Screen of Death. It was often known to occur in connection with attempting certain operations while networking drivers were resident in memory.

I witnessed her death, the pain she felt before her system took off. We just started to play Online Game when I went home from school late at 6pm... We we're grinding so that my character's level will boost up. There was silence. She never responded me.. and so I ended my Client task.However, I saw some blue bruises on her screen... It's like a scratches and suddenly she flared up. I'm shocked and I was starring her until she collapsed.

I also did my part.. trying to revive her, but suddenly, I failed to do so. I restarted her system over and over again, but nothing changed. I found out that, she'd been ill for more than a months. I thought she was fine and my prediction was wrong removing her medicine will also affect her health although she keeps on resisting the pests.

Her Memory Card and Graphics Card collide each other..

Right now, I'm here at my Cousin's Computer Cafe. I'm still hoping for a second chance to revive CAMILLE001. We'll be troubleshooting her when customers are gone.

I don't want to loose her. She's the best PC I've ever had.

Download Manny Villar Song Now!

2010-01-10T14:03:00.000-08:00

Are you Suffering Last Song Syndrome??
Can't get out of your head???

Then, this is your chance to hear the FAMOUS Song in town Over and Over and Over again!

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Grab a copy now to your Mobile Phones!

See the Proof:Even in Yahoo Messenger, people loves singing this song!

Hahahahahahahah! Damn it!

Drastic Feeling

2010-01-03T04:17:00.000-08:00

This conversation really hurts a lot especially when you reminisce the moments happened between you and your bfs/gfs. Oh well... I have nothing to do about the past. I always save a weak relationship but nothing takes place...

Labret Piercing

2009-12-30T02:03:00.000-08:00

I was just browsing the internet awhile ago about piercings below the lips( somehow near to the chin). I really like to have this one, and there it goes. Here's the picture:

Looks cool right? Maybe this January 2010, I might go to a Piercing Parlor and let my chin punch some. LOL!

Labret Piercing is teh lurveeee <3

To Pursue the Book

2009-12-20T23:01:00.001-08:00

Something I Could Never Have

by Camille Layugan

Cassandra, an ordinary girl who wants to exist and allot memories before her final destination approach her life.

A promise that should end to a long term goal but fall without anything to mark.

Her fate is already in her hands, but she never look back on it.

There’s something missing in her life wherein she doesn’t even know how to put the piece on it.

Here’s the list of the chapter and its description. (Flow of the story)

Chapters

1	Mourning Daylight In this chapter, it will introduce the devastated Mt. Pinatubo who gives the greatest impact for Olongapo Residences. (Wealth, Prostitution, Environment)
2	Cassandra The main character of the book. Her dreams, quotations and the start of her story.
3	Balance Beam In this chapter, it will compare the different views of Rich and Poor people. The modern way of living.
4	Erudition Process Facing the reality of Education, people around the administration, controversy and foes.
5	First Sight Cassandra met the wrong guy. Stupidity of love. Wrong turns.
6	Stage of Regression Intense feeling of an ordinary people who wants to achieve everything in her hand.
7	Family Fraud Problems, reality, failure and overcome. Jealousy, unfair things and blind justice.
8	History Repeats Cassandra started to write a book. Famous people. Paparazzi. Trying hard to be a superstar. Fooling the world.
9	The Bachelor Cassandra was left in vain.
10	Toss Coin Without the man you love but you have to move on. Karma replies to the curse.
11	Alone There’s no happy ending. The start of emotional stress. The Core of Something Cassandra could never have.
12	Promise Revenge shall fall to everything.
13	The land of Pictures Cassandra went to Italy and started to work as a photographer.
14	Wheel A book to read. The last resort of Cassandra’s Promise.
15	Nature’s Curse Generation had gone our way and needs to end. Ignorance will lead to death.

I could hardly believe that I'm doing this. It has been a year since I wasn't able to continue my story. A friend told me that I lost my inspiration that is why it became a crap.

Oh well.. You might think that I'm a wanna-be, but I dare you! Understand first why it was made before you bark against me.

In time...

I will..

Happy 3rd Monthsary

2009-12-17T14:10:00.000-08:00

18th day of September and it's also Friday like today...

October...

November...

and now, It's December...

I've been silent for the past three months.. and I know it's quite difficult to leave the past behind and start for a new beginning.

Sometimes when I'm alone, there are so many things that reminds me on how I got those scars in my heart.The shattered pieces of my sentiment were still bleeding and asking for remedy. I keep on running away from obscure past and still haunted up until now.

I wrote a blog today because I'm celebrating my 3rd monthsary since I fell down in a cruel manifestation.

zzzz..

The scenery of a slack painting is already expunged and dead. I want to bring back the sketch but it seems like it's pointless to do it. Why would I fix again the crumpled and torn paper when there are many chance to fulfill new creations.

Yes. Sometimes I miss the moments when we're both happy together but it's disturbing when the side of it were paralyzed. It's not healthy though..

Ok.. nevermind...
Nothing compares...

Let the world rotate until the cycle of life find its ways that there's another direction to move on.

New Life

2009-10-17T04:32:00.000-07:00

I went to Market! Market! last Friday (October 16) coz I'm going to meet Ms. Pamela and get some important things from her for my Project in PSAD. Since e-Games is having an event there together with Launching of Globe Tattoo, I decided to buy a NEW Prepaid Sim Kit.

Hahaha! Yes! I changed my Cellphone Number. Before I throw away my old Sim Card, I copied all important contact numbers to my phone then, transfer it to my new Sim.

Oh well... I totally cut off everything that may possibly connect any sort of communication to my damn futile past. Cuz some freak retard asshole is sending me parsimonious text message before.

Nevermind about those crazy gross people. They're just a piece of shit. Really.. Hahaha! Rude? Nah! They deserve to be labeled like that.

In addition with this, we requested to change our landline number. Globeliness is already working on it and it may take few weeks to process it.

New Life. New Diversity.
Yeah. My parents let me grab the opportunity that was offered from other country. Prolly, it'll be nice to fly away after graduation around October 2011. We'll be having a good deal, plans and career development for the said company who will absorb me. I decided to finish my course and have a diploma rather than going away without it.

No Education. No Future. This is the reality. We should be inspired of what education and experiences taught to us. Leave the wrong path and turn back to New You.

Why let ourselves die for nothing which is not worth to live for. Better stand instead of pulling ourselves down. Oh! FYI, apply this if you're human. Showing off to others that you're kind if you're totally inhuman? It sucks dude.

Who die now in insecurities? I have a life to live. to enjoy. to give love who deserves to be loved. to bloom. Everything change; some drawn to mud, some lift to unperturbed.

Now I can smile. laugh out loud. and most of all... I can sleep well.

The Art Of Letting Go

2009-10-16T16:39:00.000-07:00

There are people who can walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you this!
When people can walk away from you: let them walk.
I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,
loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you,
staying attached to you.
I mean hang up the phone.
When people can walk away from you let them walk.
Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.
People leave you because they are not joined to you.
And if they are not joined to you,
you can't make them stay.
Let them go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person,
it just means that their part in the story is over.
And you've got to know when people's
part in your story is over so that you
don't keep trying to raise the dead.
You've got to know when it's dead.
You've got to know when it's over.
Let me tell you something.
I've got the gift of good-bye.
It's the tenth spiritual gift,
I believe in good-bye.

It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful,
and I know whatever God means for me to have
He'll give it to me.
And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it.
Stop begging people to stay.
Let them go!!
If you are holding on to something
that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life,
then you need to LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ..
LET IT GO!!!
If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth...
LET IT GO!!!
If someone has angered you ...
LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge ..
LET IT GO!!!
If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction
LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or
talents ..
LET IT GO!!!
If you have a bad attitude...
LET IT GO!!!
If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...
LET IT GO!!!
If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new
level in Him...
LET IT GO!!!
If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship....
LET IT GO!!!
If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help
themselves....
LET IT GO!!!
If you're feeling depressed and stressed ......
LET IT GO!!!
If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling
yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you need to...
LET IT GO!!!
Let the past be the past.
Forget the former things.
GOD is doing a new thing for you !!!
LET IT GO!!!
Get Right or Get Left . think about it, and then
LET IT GO!!!
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coz some things are not meant for you

Thanks to Sissy Yuri for sharing this.
BTW, this is also a repost from her batchmate, Pacu. She found it in one of his notes from his Facebook account. It was originally entitled "And This Might Help".. Credits to him!

On my part, I already Let Him Go because He's not worth it. I'm just fooling myself around if I wouldn't let him go. Stupid I guess. Hahahaha.

I LOVE YOU Baby Peter

2009-10-10T05:33:00.001-07:00

Last Night, me and Zarah♥ were talking over the phone. We exchange some videos that we had posted in Face book Wall Posts. As our conversation goes by, I ended up watching the heart breaking case of Baby Peter.

I feel so frustrated because it's too late for me to know about what happened to this poor baby boy. Baby P has been tortured by his stepfather and taken for granted by her fool mother. I'm so sad because he was given ponderous life. He's too innocent.

If there's a chance, I'll adopt him. If he's my baby, I'll raise him filled with tender loving care.

Now, Baby P is already in the hands of angels, I know he's happy, smiling, and laughing. He's now safe. He will never be in vain anymore.

Please watch this Video:

Whose going to fight for those who can't fight for themselves?

I love you Baby P.. You're a Hero.

A time to Leave.

2009-10-02T08:13:00.000-07:00

I receive an e-mail coming from other planet and this is my most awaited News.

Kindly click the image to enlarge.

This sounds like an opportunity after my heartbreaking moments. Or maybe, this is the way for the right path. It'll be a Good News for the sake of my career and for my future, but a bad news to leave my family, friends and foes. Hahaha.

Cover your Face!

2009-09-27T05:15:00.000-07:00

Ok. This is all about hell. Yeah!~ This is HELL!
Sorry for those people who will read this. It's the continuation of GET A LIFE blog entry. Again, let me remind you that it contains explicit contents and not worthy to see especially for young ages.

Let me use words that may irritate your sense of hearing.
Ok? Shall we start?

Take a deep breathe and prepare to be assimilated...

Sa buong buhay ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako naging isang malaking TANGA! Oo. Inaamin ko sa sarili ko na naging TANGA ako. Masama ba magMAHAL at maging TANGA sa loob ng 5-taon na akala mo yun na yon?! Nakakatawa diba? Matatawa kayo kung gaano ako naging BULAG at TANGA.

Nagmahal ako ng taong hindi naman pala TALAGA karapat-dapat para saakin. Ilang beses ko na naririnig sa mga matatanda ang mga ganitong kasabihan:

-- "Bata ka pa! Marami ka pang dapat malaman"
"Napagdaanan na namin yan, sa pagtanda mo, makikita mo sarili mo at matatawa ka nalang sa nangyari sayo -- sana nakinig ka noon pa!"

At ngayon ako'y nadapa.. Oo.. Yung tipong hindi ka na makabangon sa sarili mo dahil sa ginawa ng minahal mo ng buong buo. Ano ngayon? Wala! Isang malaking katangahan ang pagpasok ko sa 5-taong relationship.

Hindi ko alam kung paano ko ikukwento ang mga pananakit - pambubugbog n'ya saakin. Minsan nga'y ako'y sinakal n'ya. Sinampal sampal ako sa harap ng kanyang ina. Sinuntok ako hanggang sa magkapasa. Nagpakatanga ako sa sarili ko. Tinapakan ang pagkababae ko pero pilit ko parin s'yang minahal. Dahil iniisip ko, na balang araw, maiisip din n'ya na mali ang mga ginagawa n'ya. Umaasa ako na may isang bukas na matututo s'yang magpahalaga ng taong nagmamahal sa kanya ng tunay.

Umasa ako kaya ako naging ganito. Pero anong nangyari? Ginamit lang pala ako. Mga pananakit sa akin... Mga pasa sa braso ko, mga bakas ng kamay sa pisngi ko, mga bukol na itinago ko... Nagsinungaling ako sa mga magulang ko para pagtagkpan ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya. Pero wala...

May batas sa PagMAMAHAL? Na bawat pag-ibig na binabahagi mo sa tao ay dapat suklian din ng sapat? Wala naman diba? May batas ba sa pagiging TANGA? Nagmahal ka lang at ang nais mo lang ay maging masaya sa piling n'ya pero binaliwala lang.

Sa taong minahal ko ng buong puso ko, ngayon, anong ginagawa mo? Nagpapakasaya ka sa sarili mo. Sige. Panalo ka na.. Nakuha mo na ang lahat. Magpakasaya ka.

Ikaw pa ang malakas ang loob magsabi ng mga bagay na dapat isaloob mo na lamang? Ano ka? Nililinis mo sarili mo? at pagtakpan ang mga pang-aaping mga ginawa mo sakin?

Sa mga magulang ko na nagtatrabaho para mapagtapos ako sa pag-aaral at mabigyan ng magandang kinabukasan? Ano ang mga pinagsasabi mo sa likod nila? Sinisira mo! Eh ano naman kung nagtitinda ang tatay ko ng Nilagang Baka? Ano ba magagawa namin kung mahirap lang kami at kumakayod araw-araw para matustusan ang pangangailangan sa sarili?

Eh ikaw? Ano ba dapat mo ipagmalaki? Ang mga lupain ng ama mo? na ang mga pera ay ginagastos sa mga babaeng gamitan? Mga bahay at lupa na hindi naman permanenteng inyo? Mga kayabangan na ang pamilya n'yo ay mas angat? Mga kayabangan na mayaman kayo? NOON YON! At ang nanay mo na naghanap ng makakasama sa ibang bansa para lang masabi na hindi na kayo mahirap?! Na para ipamukha ng nanay mo na nasa ibang bansa na s'ya at hinihintay na lamang mamatay ang foreigner na kinakasama n'ya para sa kanya na ang pera? Yan ba ang pinagyayabang mo?

Ang ate mo na magaling manghiram ng mga gamit sa nanay ko? Na pagkatapos humiram ay hindi marunong magsauli? At nagtatago pa at hindi nagrereply sa txt? Yan ba ang sinasabi mong "may breeding" kayo?

Kami ay marangal, nakatira man sa ganitong lugar, marunong kami rumespeto ng mga taong pumupunta sa bahay namin. Eh ano tawag d'yan sa inyo? Papahiyain ako kapag pumupunta d'yan... Ano bang tama ang ginawa mo?

Hindi ka nga marunong sa sarili mo! Isa kang malaking INUTIL! Ako ang nagturo sayo para magtrabaho. Tinuruan kitang tumayo sa mga paa mo at tinanggap kita kung anong klaseng tao ka.Pinilit kong takpan ang mga bulag kong mata na maging lalo pang maging bulag.

Kung ibang babae lang ang naging karelasyon mo, at ginagawa mo yung mga bagay na hindi karapat dapat gawin ng isang marangal na lalaki... Malamang... matagal ka nang nasa may kaso...

Hindi mababayaran ang mga pang-aaping ginawa mo sakin. Bulag man ang hustisya. Mababayaran ito ng higit pa sa buong buhay mo. Pera? Madali yan mawala... nand'yan lang yan... pero ang kaparusahan bilang tao.. (kung tao ka man)... kahit mga HAYOP, umaako ng mabibigat na paratang sa buhay... Hindi man ngayon, may araw karin..

Ang babae -- maraming mawawala.. Oo.. Marami... Alam ko sa sarili ko na nagmahal ako ng buong buhay ko. Nagbingi bingihan sa magulang ko. Nagkasala din ako sa mga magulang ko... mas inuna pa kita kaysa sa kanila.

Kung anoman ang tinatawa mo ngayon, ay s'ya ring kabaligtaran nito.

TO BE CONTINUED....

Get a Life.

2009-09-22T07:30:00.000-07:00

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go. Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.

Now, I really feel the sorrow, the burden and the feeling of rejection. Depression. I am unloved. Is it only me who really feels this one? Or there are also other people who feels the same as what I am encountering right now? I can't imagine where I am really supposed to be. There are things that I want to attain but it's impossible to happen. Why is there a point that we were lost even though we know ourselves that we already did our part for the right. But then, we ended up into nothing... We were bounded into pain and cursed forever in vain.

I don't know how am I going to tell everyone how I really feel. Grief. I am forsaken. Sad.. Rejected.. Left behind from nowhere.

We have friends, we have them in times of happiness and sort of excitement. Yes, they were all our friends. Taunts. Laughs. Smiles. Jokes. Whatever... But they can't help us to overcome the ultimate sorrow we go through. The solution is only from our hands. If there's any, only advices and opinions can answer but it's still our own way to seize it. Why does the world fooling me around? Is this mandatory?

I don't know. I am confused to myself.

When rejection hurts us so much; we have the opportunity to learn about one or more of what we value in the relationship or from other person; about what we do and who are we; and most of all how people treated.

I am starting to move on. Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.

Violence AGAINST WOMEN

2009-09-18T04:00:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone especially for ALL Filipina Citizens out there!

I wanna share you a REPUBLIC ACT that protects the RIGHTS of WOMAN and CHILDREN.
Yes! This act is very powerful - a rights for ALL existing human in this WORLD.

We have rights to fight for in order to live in justice. Don't let others step onto your soul.

Reminiscing our Law Professor in Logic at Adamson University, He shared a story about a woman who has been imprisoned for 5 years. She murdered her husband because she cannot take anymore the suffering she had been experiencing~ physical injuries. Due to loose of control, her anger burst. However, at the court, the judge minimized her sanction due to her rights as a woman. She just protected herself to escape from burden.

Got it?

Use this RA in a right way. You know your footsteps.

Source: http://www.chanrobles.com/republicactno9262.htm

REPUBLIC ACT NO. 9262

AN ACT DEFINING VIOLENCE AGAINST WOMEN AND THEIR CHILDREN, PROVIDING FOR PROTECTIVE MEASURES FOR VICTIMS, PRESCRIBING PENALTIES THEREFORE, AND FOR OTHER PURPOSES.

Section 1. Short Title.- This Act shall be known as the "Anti-Violence Against Women and Their Children Act of 2004."

Sec. 2. Declaration of Policy.- It is hereby declared that the State values the dignity of women and children and guarantees full respect for human rights. The State also recognizes the need to protect the family and its members particularly women and children, from violence and threats to their personal safety and security.

Towards this end, the State shall exert efforts to address violence committed against women and children in keeping with the fundamental freedoms guaranteed under the Constitution and the Provisions of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights, the convention on the Elimination of all forms of discrimination Against Women, Convention on the Rights of the Child and other international human rights instruments of which the Philippines is a party.

Sec. 3. Definition of Terms.- As used in this Act:

(a) "Violence against women and their children" refers to any act or a series of acts committed by any person against a woman who is his wife, former wife, or against a woman with whom the person has or had a sexual or dating relationship, or with whom he has a common child, or against her child whether legitimate or illegitimate, within or without the family abode, which result in or is likely to result in physical, sexual, psychological harm or suffering, or economic abuse including threats of such acts, battery, assault, coercion, harassment or arbitrary deprivation of liberty. It includes, but is not limited to, the following acts:

A. "Physical Violence" refers to acts that include bodily or physical harm;

B. "Sexual violence" refers to an act which is sexual in nature, committed against a woman or her child. It includes, but is not limited to:

a) Rape, sexual harassment, acts of lasciviousness, treating a woman or her child as a sex object, making demeaning and sexually suggestive remarks, physically attacking the sexual parts of the victim's body, forcing her/him to watch obscene publications and indecent shows or forcing the woman or her child to do indecent acts and/or make films thereof, forcing the wife and mistress/lover to live in the conjugal home or sleep together in the same room with the abuser;

b) Acts causing or attempting to cause the victim to engage in any sexual activity by force, threat of force, physical or other harm or threat of physical or other harm or coercion;

c) Prostituting the woman or child.

C. "Psychological violence" refers to acts or omissions causing or likely to cause mental or emotional suffering of the victim such as but not limited to intimidation, harassment, stalking, damage to property, public ridicule or humiliation, repeated verbal abuse and mental infidelity. It includes causing or allowing the victim to witness the physical, sexual or psychological abuse of a member of the family to which the victim belongs, or to witness pornography in any form or to witness abusive injury to pets or to unlawful or unwanted deprivation of the right to custody and/or visitation of common children.

D. "Economic abuse" refers to acts that make or attempt to make a woman financially dependent which includes, but is not limited to the following:

1. Withdrawal of financial support or preventing the victim from engaging in any legitimate profession, occupation, business or activity, except in cases wherein the other spouse/partner objects on valid, serious and moral grounds as defined in Article 73 of the Family Code;

2. Deprivation or threat of deprivation of financial resources and the right to the use and enjoyment of the conjugal, community or property owned in common;

3. Destroying household property;

4. Controlling the victims' own money or properties or solely controlling the conjugal money or properties.

(b) "Battery" refers to an act of inflicting physical harm upon the woman or her child resulting to the physical and psychological or emotional distress.

(c) "Battered Woman Syndrome" refers to a scientifically defined pattern of psychological and behavioral symptoms found in women living in battering relationships as a result of cumulative abuse.

(d) "Stalking" refers to an intentional act committed by a person who, knowingly and without lawful justification follows the woman or her child or places the woman or her child under surveillance directly or indirectly or a combination thereof.

(e) "Dating relationship" refers to a situation wherein the parties live as husband and wife without the benefit of marriage or are romantically involved over time and on a continuing basis during the course of the relationship. A casual acquaintance or ordinary socialization between two individuals in a business or social context is not a dating relationship.

(f) "Sexual relations" refers to a single sexual act which may or may not result in the bearing of a common child.

(g) "Safe place or shelter" refers to any home or institution maintained or managed by the Department of Social Welfare and Development (DSWD) or by any other agency or voluntary organization accredited by the DSWD for the purposes of this Act or any other suitable place the resident of which is willing temporarily to receive the victim.

(h) "Children" refers to those below eighteen (18) years of age or older but are incapable of taking care of themselves as defined under Republic Act No. 7610. As used in this Act, it includes the biological children of the victim and other children under her care.

Sec. 4. Construction.- This Act shall be liberally construed to promote the protection and safety of victims of violence against women and their children.

Sec. 5. Acts of Violence Against Women and Their Children.- The crime of violence against women and their children is committed through any of the following acts:

(a) Causing physical harm to the woman or her child;

(b) Threatening to cause the woman or her child physical harm;

(c) Attempting to cause the woman or her child physical harm;

(d) Placing the woman or her child in fear of imminent physical harm;

(e) Attempting to compel or compelling the woman or her child to engage in conduct which the woman or her child has the right to desist from or desist from conduct which the woman or her child has the right to engage in, or attempting to restrict or restricting the woman's or her child's freedom of movement or conduct by force or threat of force, physical or other harm or threat of physical or other harm, or intimidation directed against the woman or child. This shall include, but not limited to, the following acts committed with the purpose or effect of controlling or restricting the woman's or her child's movement or conduct:

(1) Threatening to deprive or actually depriving the woman or her child of custody to her/his family;

(2) Depriving or threatening to deprive the woman or her children of financial support legally due her or her family, or deliberately providing the woman's children insufficient financial support;

(3) Depriving or threatening to deprive the woman or her child of a legal right; and

(4) Preventing the woman in engaging in any legitimate profession, occupation, business or activity or controlling the victim's own mon4ey or properties, or solely controlling the conjugal or common money, or properties.

(f) Inflicting or threatening to inflict physical harm on oneself for the purpose of controlling her actions or decisions;

(g) Causing or attempting to cause the woman or her child to engage in any sexual activity which does not constitute rape, by force or threat of force, physical harm, or through intimidation directed against the woman or her child or her/his immediate family;

(h) Engaging in purposeful, knowing, or reckless conduct, personally or through another, that alarms or causes substantial emotional or psychological distress to the woman or her child. This shall include, but not be limited to, the following acts:

(1) Stalking or following the woman or her child in public or private places;

(2) Peering in the window or lingering outside the residence of the woman or her child;

(3) Entering or remaining in the dwelling or on the property of the woman or her child against her/his will;

(4) Destroying the property and personal belongings or inflicting harm to animals or pets of the woman or her child; and

(5) Engaging in any form of harassment or violence.

(i) Causing mental or emotional anguish, public ridicule or humiliation to the woman or her child, including, but not limited to, repeated verbal and emotional abuse, and denial of financial support or custody of minor children of access to the woman's child/children.

Sec. 6. Penalties.- The crime of violence against women and their children, under Sec. 5 hereof shall be punished according to the following rules:

(a) Acts falling under Sec. 5(a) constituting attempted, frustrated or consummated parricide or murder or homicide shall be punished in accordance with the provisions of the Revised Penal Code;

If these acts resulted in mutilation, it shall be punishable in accordance with the Revised Penal Code; those constituting serious physical injuries shall have the penalty of prison mayor; those constituting less serious physical injuries shall be punished by prision correccional; and those constituting slight physical injuries shall be punished by arresto mayor;

Acts falling under Sec. 5(b) shall be punished by imprisonment of two degrees lower than the prescribed penalty for the consummated crime as specified in the preceding paragraph but shall in no case be lower than arresto mayor;

(b) Acts falling under Sec. 5(c) and 5(d) shall be punished by arresto mayor;

(c) Acts falling under Sec. 5(e) shall be punished by prision correccional;

(d) Acts falling under Sec. 5(f) shall be punished by arresto mayor;

(e) Acts falling under Sec. 5(g) shall be punished by prision mayor;

(f) Acts falling under Sec. 5(h) and Sec. 5(i) shall be punished by prision mayor.

If the acts are committed while the woman or child is pregnant or committed in the presence of her child, the penalty to be applied shall be the maximum period of penalty prescribed in the Sec.

In addition to imprisonment, the perpetrator shall (a) pay a fine in the amount of not less than One hundred thousand pesos (P100,000.00) but not more than three hundred thousand pesos (300,000.00); (b) undergo mandatory psychological counseling or psychiatric treatment and shall report compliance to the court.

Sec. 7. Venue.- The Regional Trial Court designated as a Family Court shall have original and exclusive jurisdiction over cases of violence against women and their children under this law. In the absence of such court in the place where the offense was committed, the case shall be filed in the Regional Trial Court where the crime or any of its elements was committed at the option of the compliant.

Sec. 8. Protection Orders.- A protection order is an order issued under this act for the purpose of preventing further acts of violence against a woman or her child specified in Sec. 5 of this Act and granting other necessary relief. The relief granted under a protection order serve the purpose of safeguarding the victim from further harm, minimizing any disruption in the victim's daily life, and facilitating the opportunity and ability of the victim to independently regain control over her life. The provisions of the protection order shall be enforced by law enforcement agencies. The protection orders that may be issued under this Act are the barangay protection order (BPO), temporary protection order (TPO) and permanent protection order (PPO). The protection orders that may be issued under this Act shall include any, some or all of the following reliefs:

(a) Prohibition of the respondent from threatening to commit or committing, personally or through another, any of the acts mentioned in Sec. 5 of this Act;

(b) Prohibition of the respondent from harassing, annoying, telephoning, contacting or otherwise communicating with the petitioner, directly or indirectly;

(c) Removal and exclusion of the respondent from the residence of the petitioner, regardless of ownership of the residence, either temporarily for the purpose of protecting the petitioner, or permanently where no property rights are violated, and if respondent must remove personal effects from the residence, the court shall direct a law enforcement agent to accompany the respondent has gathered his things and escort respondent from the residence;

(d) Directing the respondent to stay away from petitioner and designated family or household member at a distance specified by the court, and to stay away from the residence, school, place of employment, or any specified place frequented by the petitioner and any designated family or household member;

(e) Directing lawful possession and use by petitioner of an automobile and other essential personal effects, regardless of ownership, and directing the appropriate law enforcement officer to accompany the petitioner to the residence of the parties to ensure that the petitioner is safely restored to the possession of the automobile and other essential personal effects, or to supervise the petitioner's or respondent's removal of personal belongings;

(f) Granting a temporary or permanent custody of a child/children to the petitioner;

(g) Directing the respondent to provide support to the woman and/or her child if entitled to legal support. Notwithstanding other laws to the contrary, the court shall order an appropriate percentage of the income or salary of the respondent to be withheld regularly by the respondent's employer for the same to be automatically remitted directly to the woman. Failure to remit and/or withhold or any delay in the remittance of support to the woman and/or her child without justifiable cause shall render the respondent or his employer liable for indirect contempt of court;

(h) Prohibition of the respondent from any use or possession of any firearm or deadly weapon and order him to surrender the same to the court for appropriate disposition by the court, including revocation of license and disqualification to apply for any license to use or possess a firearm. If the offender is a law enforcement agent, the court shall order the offender to surrender his firearm and shall direct the appropriate authority to investigate on the offender and take appropriate action on matter;

(i) Restitution for actual damages caused by the violence inflicted, including, but not limited to, property damage, medical expenses, childcare expenses and loss of income;

(j) Directing the DSWD or any appropriate agency to provide petitioner may need; and

(k) Provision of such other forms of relief as the court deems necessary to protect and provide for the safety of the petitioner and any designated family or household member, provided petitioner and any designated family or household member consents to such relief.

Any of the reliefs provided under this Sec. shall be granted even in the absence of a decree of legal separation or annulment or declaration of absolute nullity of marriage.

The issuance of a BPO or the pendency of an application for BPO shall not preclude a petitioner from applying for, or the court from granting a TPO or PPO.

Sec. 9. Who may file Petition for Protection Orders. – A petition for protection order may be filed by any of the following:

(a) The offended party;

(b) Parents or guardians of the offended party;

(c) Ascendants, descendants or collateral relatives within the fourth civil degree of consanguinity or affinity;

(d) Officers or social workers of the DSWD or social workers of local government units (LGUs);

(e) Police officers, preferably those in charge of women and children's desks;

(f) Punong Barangay or Barangay Kagawad;

(g) Lawyer, counselor, therapist or healthcare provider of the petitioner;

(h) At least two (2) concerned responsible citizens of the city or municipality where the violence against women and their children occurred and who has personal knowledge of the offense committed.

Sec. 10. Where to Apply for a Protection Order. – Applications for BPOs shall follow the rules on venue under Sec. 409 of the Local Government Code of 1991 and its implementing rules and regulations. An application for a TPO or PPO may be filed in the regional trial court, metropolitan trial court, municipal trial court, municipal circuit trial court with territorial jurisdiction over the place of residence of the petitioner: Provided, however, That if a family court exists in the place of residence of the petitioner, the application shall be filed with that court.

Sec. 11. How to Apply for a Protection Order. – The application for a protection order must be in writing, signed and verified under oath by the applicant. It may be filed as an independent action or as incidental relief in any civil or criminal case the subject matter or issues thereof partakes of a violence as described in this Act. A standard protection order application form, written in English with translation to the major local languages, shall be made available to facilitate applications for protections order, and shall contain, among other, the following information:

(a) names and addresses of petitioner and respondent;

(b) description of relationships between petitioner and respondent;

(c) a statement of the circumstances of the abuse;

(d) description of the reliefs requested by petitioner as specified in Sec. 8 herein;

(e) request for counsel and reasons for such;

(f) request for waiver of application fees until hearing; and

(g) an attestation that there is no pending application for a protection order in another court.

If the applicants is not the victim, the application must be accompanied by an affidavit of the applicant attesting to (a) the circumstances of the abuse suffered by the victim and (b) the circumstances of consent given by the victim for the filling of the application. When disclosure of the address of the victim will pose danger to her life, it shall be so stated in the application. In such a case, the applicant shall attest that the victim is residing in the municipality or city over which court has territorial jurisdiction, and shall provide a mailing address for purpose of service processing.

An application for protection order filed with a court shall be considered an application for both a TPO and PPO.

Barangay officials and court personnel shall assist applicants in the preparation of the application. Law enforcement agents shall also extend assistance in the application for protection orders in cases brought to their attention.

Sec. 12. Enforceability of Protection Orders. – All TPOs and PPOs issued under this Act shall be enforceable anywhere in the Philippines and a violation thereof shall be punishable with a fine ranging from Five Thousand Pesos (P5,000.00) to Fifty Thousand Pesos (P50,000.00) and/or imprisonment of six (6) months.

Sec. 13. Legal Representation of Petitioners for Protection Order. – If the woman or her child requests in the applications for a protection order for the appointment of counsel because of lack of economic means to hire a counsel de parte, the court shall immediately direct the Public Attorney's Office (PAO) to represent the petitioner in the hearing on the application. If the PAO determines that the applicant can afford to hire the services of a counsel de parte, it shall facilitate the legal representation of the petitioner by a counsel de parte. The lack of access to family or conjugal resources by the applicant, such as when the same are controlled by the perpetrator, shall qualify the petitioner to legal representation by the PAO.

However, a private counsel offering free legal service is not barred from representing the petitioner.

Sec. 14. Barangay Protection Orders (BPOs); Who May Issue and How. - Barangay Protection Orders (BPOs) refer to the protection order issued by the Punong Barangay ordering the perpetrator to desist from committing acts under Sec. 5 (a) and (b) of this Act. A Punong Barangay who receives applications for a BPO shall issue the protection order to the applicant on the date of filing after ex parte determination of the basis of the application. If the Punong Barangay is unavailable to act on the application for a BPO, the application shall be acted upon by any available Barangay Kagawad. If the BPO is issued by a Barangay Kagawad the order must be accompanied by an attestation by the Barangay Kagawad that the Punong Barangay was unavailable at the time for the issuance of the BPO. BPOs shall be effective for fifteen (15) days. Immediately after the issuance of an ex parte BPO, the Punong Barangay or Barangay Kagawad shall personally serve a copy of the same on the respondent, or direct any barangay official to effect is personal service.

The parties may be accompanied by a non-lawyer advocate in any proceeding before the Punong Barangay.

Sec. 15. Temporary Protection Orders. – Temporary Protection Orders (TPOs) refers to the protection order issued by the court on the date of filing of the application after ex parte determination that such order should be issued. A court may grant in a TPO any, some or all of the reliefs mentioned in this Act and shall be effective for thirty (30) days. The court shall schedule a hearing on the issuance of a PPO prior to or on the date of the expiration of the TPO. The court shall order the immediate personal service of the TPO on the respondent by the court sheriff who may obtain the assistance of law enforcement agents for the service. The TPO shall include notice of the date of the hearing on the merits of the issuance of a PPO.

Sec. 16. Permanent Protection Orders. – Permanent Protection Order (PPO) refers to protection order issued by the court after notice and hearing.

Respondents non-appearance despite proper notice, or his lack of a lawyer, or the non-availability of his lawyer shall not be a ground for rescheduling or postponing the hearing on the merits of the issuance of a PPO. If the respondents appears without counsel on the date of the hearing on the PPO, the court shall appoint a lawyer for the respondent and immediately proceed with the hearing. In case the respondent fails to appear despite proper notice, the court shall allow ex parte presentation of the evidence by the applicant and render judgment on the basis of the evidence presented. The court shall allow the introduction of any history of abusive conduct of a respondent even if the same was not directed against the applicant or the person for whom the applicant is made.

The court shall, to the extent possible, conduct the hearing on the merits of the issuance of a PPO in one (1) day. Where the court is unable to conduct the hearing within one (1) day and the TPO issued is due to expire, the court shall continuously extend or renew the TPO for a period of thirty (30) days at each particular time until final judgment is issued. The extended or renewed TPO may be modified by the court as may be necessary or applicable to address the needs of the applicant.

The court may grant any, some or all of the reliefs specified in Sec. 8 hereof in a PPO. A PPO shall be effective until revoked by a court upon application of the person in whose favor the order was issued. The court shall ensure immediate personal service of the PPO on respondent.

The court shall not deny the issuance of protection order on the basis of the lapse of time between the act of violence and the filing of the application.

Regardless of the conviction or acquittal of the respondent, the Court must determine whether or not the PPO shall become final. Even in a dismissal, a PPO shall be granted as long as there is no clear showing that the act from which the order might arise did not exist.

Sec. 17. Notice of Sanction in Protection Orders. – The following statement must be printed in bold-faced type or in capital letters on the protection order issued by the Punong Barangay or court:

"VIOLATION OF THIS ORDER IS PUNISHABLE BY LAW."

Sec. 18. Mandatory Period For Acting on Applications For Protection Orders – Failure to act on an application for a protection order within the reglementary period specified in the previous Sec. without justifiable cause shall render the official or judge administratively liable.

Sec. 19. Legal Separation Cases. – In cases of legal separation, where violence as specified in this Act is alleged, Article 58 of the Family Code shall not apply. The court shall proceed on the main case and other incidents of the case as soon as possible. The hearing on any application for a protection order filed by the petitioner must be conducted within the mandatory period specified in this Act.

Sec. 20. Priority of Application for a Protection Order. – Ex parte and adversarial hearings to determine the basis of applications for a protection order under this Act shall have priority over all other proceedings. Barangay officials and the courts shall schedule and conduct hearings on applications for a protection order under this Act above all other business and, if necessary, suspend other proceedings in order to hear applications for a protection order.

Sec. 21. Violation of Protection Orders. – A complaint for a violation of a BPO issued under this Act must be filed directly with any municipal trial court, metropolitan trial court, or municipal circuit trial court that has territorial jurisdiction over the barangay that issued the BPO. Violation of a BPO shall be punishable by imprisonment of thirty (30) days without prejudice to any other criminal or civil action that the offended party may file for any of the acts committed.

A judgement of violation of a BPO ma be appealed according to the Rules of Court. During trial and upon judgment, the trial court may motu proprio issue a protection order as it deems necessary without need of an application.

Violation of any provision of a TPO or PPO issued under this Act shall constitute contempt of court punishable under Rule 71 of the Rules of Court, without prejudice to any other criminal or civil action that the offended party may file for any of the acts committed.

Sec. 22. Applicability of Protection Orders to Criminal Cases. – The foregoing provisions on protection orders shall be applicable in impliedly instituted with the criminal actions involving violence against women and their children.

Sec. 23. Bond to Keep the Peace. – The Court may order any person against whom a protection order is issued to give a bond to keep the peace, to present two sufficient sureties who shall undertake that such person will not commit the violence sought to be prevented.

Should the respondent fail to give the bond as required, he shall be detained for a period which shall in no case exceed six (6) months, if he shall have been prosecuted for acts punishable under Sec. 5(a) to 5(f) and not exceeding thirty (30) days, if for acts punishable under Sec. 5(g) to 5(i).

The protection orders referred to in this Sec. are the TPOs and the PPOs issued only by the courts.

Sec. 24. Prescriptive Period. – Acts falling under Sec.s 5(a) to 5(f) shall prescribe in twenty (20) years. Acts falling under Sec.s 5(g) to 5(i) shall prescribe in ten (10) years.

Sec. 25. Public Crime. – Violence against women and their children shall be considered a public offense which may be prosecuted upon the filing of a complaint by any citizen having personal knowledge of the circumstances involving the commission of the crime.

Sec. 26. Battered Woman Syndrome as a Defense. – Victim-survivors who are found by the courts to be suffering from battered woman syndrome do not incur any criminal and civil liability notwithstanding the absence of any of the elements for justifying circumstances of self-defense under the Revised Penal Code.

In the determination of the state of mind of the woman who was suffering from battered woman syndrome at the time of the commission of the crime, the courts shall be assisted by expert psychiatrists/ psychologists.

Sec. 27. Prohibited Defense. – Being under the influence of alcohol, any illicit drug, or any other mind-altering substance shall not be a defense under this Act.

Sec. 28. Custody of children. – The woman victim of violence shall be entitled to the custody and support of her child/children. Children below seven (7) years old older but with mental or physical disabilities shall automatically be given to the mother, with right to support, unless the court finds compelling reasons to order otherwise.

A victim who is suffering from battered woman syndrome shall not be disqualified from having custody of her children. In no case shall custody of minor children be given to the perpetrator of a woman who is suffering from Battered woman syndrome.

Sec. 29. Duties of Prosecutors/Court Personnel. – Prosecutors and court personnel should observe the following duties when dealing with victims under this Act:

a) communicate with the victim in a language understood by the woman or her child; and

b) inform the victim of her/his rights including legal remedies available and procedure, and privileges for indigent litigants.

Sec. 30. Duties of Barangay Officials and Law Enforcers. – Barangay officials and law enforcers shall have the following duties:

(a) respond immediately to a call for help or request for assistance or protection of the victim by entering the necessary whether or not a protection order has been issued and ensure the safety of the victim/s;

(b) confiscate any deadly weapon in the possession of the perpetrator or within plain view;

(c) transport or escort the victim/s to a safe place of their choice or to a clinic or hospital;

(d) assist the victim in removing personal belongs from the house;

(e) assist the barangay officials and other government officers and employees who respond to a call for help;

(f) ensure the enforcement of the Protection Orders issued by the Punong Barangy or the courts;

(g) arrest the suspected perpetrator wiithout a warrant when any of the acts of violence defined by this Act is occurring, or when he/she has personal knowledge that any act of abuse has just been committed, and there is imminent danger to the life or limb of the victim as defined in this Act; and

(h) immediately report the call for assessment or assistance of the DSWD, social Welfare Department of LGUs or accredited non-government organizations (NGOs).

Any barangay official or law enforcer who fails to report the incident shall be liable for a fine not exceeding Ten Thousand Pesos (P10,000.00) or whenever applicable criminal, civil or administrative liability.

Sec. 31. Healthcare Provider Response to Abuse – Any healthcare provider, including, but not limited to, an attending physician, nurse, clinician, barangay health worker, therapist or counselor who suspects abuse or has been informed by the victim of violence shall:

(a) properly document any of the victim's physical, emotional or psychological injuries;

(b) properly record any of victim's suspicions, observations and circumstances of the examination or visit;

(c) automatically provide the victim free of charge a medical certificate concerning the examination or visit;

(d) safeguard the records and make them available to the victim upon request at actual cost; and

(e) provide the victim immediate and adequate notice of rights and remedies provided under this Act, and services available to them.

Sec. 32. Duties of Other Government Agencies and LGUs – Other government agencies and LGUs shall establish programs such as, but not limited to, education and information campaign and seminars or symposia on the nature, causes, incidence and consequences of such violence particularly towards educating the public on its social impacts.

It shall be the duty of the concerned government agencies and LGU's to ensure the sustained education and training of their officers and personnel on the prevention of violence against women and their children under the Act.

Sec. 33. Prohibited Acts. – A Punong Barangay, Barangay Kagawad or the court hearing an application for a protection order shall not order, direct, force or in any way unduly influence he applicant for a protection order to compromise or abandon any of the reliefs sought in the application for protection under this Act. Sec. 7 of the Family Courts Act of 1997 and Sec.s 410, 411, 412 and 413 of the Local Government Code of 1991 shall not apply in proceedings where relief is sought under this Act.

Failure to comply with this Sec. shall render the official or judge administratively liable.

Sec. 34. Persons Intervening Exempt from Liability. – In every case of violence against women and their children as herein defined, any person, private individual or police authority or barangay official who, acting in accordance with law, responds or intervenes without using violence or restraint greater than necessary to ensure the safety of the victim, shall not be liable for any criminal, civil or administrative liability resulting therefrom.

Sec. 35. Rights of Victims. – In addition to their rights under existing laws, victims of violence against women and their children shall have the following rights:

(a) to be treated with respect and dignity;

(b) to avail of legal assistance form the PAO of the Department of Justice (DOJ) or any public legal assistance office;

(c) To be entitled to support services form the DSWD and LGUs'

(d) To be entitled to all legal remedies and support as provided for under the Family Code; and

(e) To be informed of their rights and the services available to them including their right to apply for a protection order.

Sec. 36. Damages. – Any victim of violence under this Act shall be entitled to actual, compensatory, moral and exemplary damages.

Sec. 37. Hold Departure Order. – The court shall expedite the process of issuance of a hold departure order in cases prosecuted under this Act.

Sec. 38. Exemption from Payment of Docket Fee and Other Expenses. – If the victim is an indigent or there is an immediate necessity due to imminent danger or threat of danger to act on an application for a protection order, the court shall accept the application without payment of the filing fee and other fees and of transcript of stenographic notes.

Sec. 39. Inter-Agency Council on Violence Against Women and Their Children (IAC-VAWC). In pursuance of the abovementioned policy, there is hereby established an Inter-Agency Council on Violence Against Women and their children, hereinafter known as the Council, which shall be composed of the following agencies:

(a) Department of Social Welfare and Development (DSWD);

(b) National Commission on the Role of Filipino Women (NCRFW);

(c) Civil Service Commission (CSC);

(d) Commission on Human rights (CHR)

(e) Council for the Welfare of Children (CWC);

(f) Department of Justice (DOJ);

(g) Department of the Interior and Local Government (DILG);

(h) Philippine National Police (PNP);

(i) Department of Health (DOH);

(j) Department of Education (DepEd);

(k) Department of Labor and Employment (DOLE); and

(l) National Bureau of Investigation (NBI).

These agencies are tasked to formulate programs and projects to eliminate VAW based on their mandates as well as develop capability programs for their employees to become more sensitive to the needs of their clients. The Council will also serve as the monitoring body as regards to VAW initiatives.

The Council members may designate their duly authorized representative who shall have a rank not lower than an assistant secretary or its equivalent. These representatives shall attend Council meetings in their behalf, and shall receive emoluments as may be determined by the Council in accordance with existing budget and accounting rules and regulations.

Sec. 40. Mandatory Programs and Services for Victims. – The DSWD, and LGU's shall provide the victims temporary shelters, provide counseling, psycho-social services and /or, recovery, rehabilitation programs and livelihood assistance.

The DOH shall provide medical assistance to victims.

Sec. 41. Counseling and Treatment of Offenders. – The DSWD shall provide rehabilitative counseling and treatment to perpetrators towards learning constructive ways of coping with anger and emotional outbursts and reforming their ways. When necessary, the offender shall be ordered by the Court to submit to psychiatric treatment or confinement.

Sec. 42. Training of Persons Involved in Responding to Violence Against Women and their Children Cases. – All agencies involved in responding to violence against women and their children cases shall be required to undergo education and training to acquaint them with:

a. the nature, extend and causes of violence against women and their children;

b. the legal rights of, and remedies available to, victims of violence against women and their children;

c. the services and facilities available to victims or survivors;

d. the legal duties imposed on police officers to make arrest and to offer protection and assistance; and

e. techniques for handling incidents of violence against women and their children that minimize the likelihood of injury to the officer and promote the safety of the victim or survivor.

The PNP, in coordination with LGU's shall establish an education and training program for police officers and barangay officials to enable them to properly handle cases of violence against women and their children.

Sec. 43. Entitled to Leave. – Victims under this Act shall be entitled to take a paid leave of absence up to ten (10) days in addition to other paid leaves under the Labor Code and Civil Service Rules and Regulations, extendible when the necessity arises as specified in the protection order.

Any employer who shall prejudice the right of the person under this Sec. shall be penalized in accordance with the provisions of the Labor Code and Civil Service Rules and Regulations. Likewise, an employer who shall prejudice any person for assisting a co-employee who is a victim under this Act shall likewise be liable for discrimination.

Sec. 44. Confidentiality. – All records pertaining to cases of violence against women and their children including those in the barangay shall be confidential and all public officers and employees and public or private clinics to hospitals shall respect the right to privacy of the victim. Whoever publishes or causes to be published, in any format, the name, address, telephone number, school, business address, employer, or other identifying information of a victim or an immediate family member, without the latter's consent, shall be liable to the contempt power of the court.

Any person who violates this provision shall suffer the penalty of one (1) year imprisonment and a fine of not more than Five Hundred Thousand pesos (P500,000.00).

Sec. 45. Funding – The amount necessary to implement the provisions of this Act shall be included in the annual General Appropriations Act (GAA).

The Gender and Development (GAD) Budget of the mandated agencies and LGU's shall be used to implement services for victim of violence against women and their children.

Sec. 46. Implementing Rules and Regulations. – Within six (6) months from the approval of this Act, the DOJ, the NCRFW, the DSWD, the DILG, the DOH, and the PNP, and three (3) representatives from NGOs to be identified by the NCRFW, shall promulgate the Implementing Rules and Regulations (IRR) of this Act.

Sec. 47. Suppletory Application – For purposes of this Act, the Revised Penal Code and other applicable laws, shall have suppletory application.

Sec. 48. Separability Clause. – If any Sec. or provision of this Act is held unconstitutional or invalid, the other Sec.s or provisions shall not be affected.

Sec. 49. Repealing Clause – All laws, Presidential decrees, executive orders and rules and regulations, or parts thereof, inconsistent with the provisions of this Act are hereby repealed or modified accordingly.

Sec. 50. Effectivity – This Act shall take effect fifteen (15) days from the date of its complete publication in at least two (2) newspapers of general circulation.

Approved: March 08, 2004

ZX Online: My Journey to Immortality

2009-09-05T08:32:00.001-07:00

Ok. Here's a response for my friend's blog: A Farewell Letter to my dear friend

Actually, this blog entry was supposed to be posted on the day I left my Clan, Lotus, and transferred to Fatality a few months ago. This really isn’t a big deal… at least for me. We have different perceptions in life as well as in virtual life, right?

"Opinions are like wristwatches...
Everyone watches shows at a different time from others, but everyone believes that their time is correct."

I don’t really know the reason behind Lotus and Fatality being rival clans in the history of Zhu Xian Online PH.

Here's the timeline of my Journey to Immortality:

(December 2008 - April 2009)

Before ZX Online entered its closed beta phase, I was a Cabal player and was part of an all-girl gamer guild known as Cabal Girl Gamers Club. When ZX started its CBT phase, I joined a guild which was supposedly named after one of the members of that club named XIII.

I went on enjoying the company, chatting with friends and clanmates alike, sharing quotes and jokes undyingly. I never did have any bad experiences with them since being with them alone was exuberantly fun already. That is, until the clan itself disbanded due to the fact that 60 percent of these players were from other countries and their IP addresses ended up getting blocked as Jade Dynasty opened. Others quit waiting for updates for ZX Philippines and our clan master was too busy with his day job.

(April 2009 - Mid of July 2009)

Shao from the Lotus clan saw me grinding alone on day and decided to take me into his clan… or in ZX, family. However, after joining the Lotus Clan, he suddenly became inactive. Suing, however made my membership official. I enjoyed my stay even more after finding out that a co-member of the Cabal Girl Gamers Club (now known as the e-Gamer Girls Club), Mujitsu, joined in as well.

There weren’t any problems as well… aside from myself being quite the persistent overzealous kid from time to time hence Suing telling me off quite often. Being a brat much? Suing would always get mad at me whenever I chat frequently using all caps via caps lock, and spamming in both normal and clan chat hence overlapping any important announcements he made. Although, whenever I needed help to level up, the clan/family would usually do so by letting me leech. It was pretty fun considering that I was like the baby of the so-called family until I met the people behind the characters of the Lotus Clan from both ZX and Perfect World.

I’ve never encountered having any enemies’ in-game… at least not the type of people who would fight over things that aren’t even worth fighting over. Frankly, I could care less about trash talks or brawling in-game. I’m not the PK-ing type of player; I’m more of a support type really, hence joining Heaven Sound Temple. I make love not war. Lol! I’ve always been a support type even in the previous games I’ve played considering my partner’s already a PK type as well as the fact that support classes are in-demand in parties since they need them anywhere they go. We’re practically medics! Lol!

Personally, I’m not too good in building characters. If ever I had to choose a PK-type, I’d probably make a pretty weak build. Remember, the strength of the character depends on the player behind it. You may have the strongest character class, but if the one using it isn’t that knowledgeable, then it’s pointless.

(Mid of July 2009 - Present)

I had my reasons for leaving the Lotus Clan. It’s not that I had any conflicts with anyone or because of Suing. Whatever reason you may think of, it doesn’t really matter. Unreasonable you say? Well, that’s up to you, haha!

These days, it’s imperative to use your head. A game’s a game. We play it and nothing else. If you think I’m going way out of line, well, that’s your opinion. Leaving a clan doesn’t mean leaving friends which is a rather childish yet funny insight amongst online gamers.

I joined Fatality later on. It was rather difficult to adjust considering that, aside from meeting new people, Fatality and Lotus were “Mortal Enemies”. Unfortunately, since I was a former member of the rival clan, I underwent a lot of scrutiny. I was even thought to be a spy. I mean seriously, what could I gain from being a spy? I’d be making a complete fool out of myself if I were.

Like I said, regarding the origins of the conflict, I never really knew and kept ignoring that it until I became curious as to why and how things became the way they were.

I spent quite a lot of time talking to micxzzz, FzEjhay, Whingski and other Fatalz members via Skype before. It was interesting to see things from different perspectives although no matter how much I learned, it still never answered my question. Later on, I learned that everything was “just a trip”. Honestly, it really doesn’t justify a conflict that cataclysmic in spite of the fact that conflicts usually start out that way in the world of online games… at least in this country anyway. To tell you the truth, it’s become a natural phenomenon for conflicts to start through tripping out on each other. PK-ing here, trash-talking there, insults coming from different directions. Ironically entertaining isn’t it?

This is probably the most important thing I’ve learned in playing online games, how to handle yourself in both real life and virtual life. It’s a lot more challenging than grabbing spots and killing player who are AFK (Away from the Keyboard). Hahaha!

The thing is, it’s the people around me are the one who deem me different. I know myself inside and out. I'm not different from them.

In time, people change.

Credits to GMPaps

Something I Could Never Have

2009-09-01T09:41:00.000-07:00

Filipino Writers. My Inspiration :)
While I was plurking around, I saw Ashley Gosiengfiao that she's designing a book cover for the Little Prince. Haha~

Then I tried to make one and started to imagine again. lol. Dreams. Dreams. Dreams. I wanted to be a famous writer someday but I think it would never come across to my life. Actually I already made a story about my life and it was characterized by another persona. lol.

Why "Something I Could Never Have"? As you can see, almost all of my social networking sites (blogger, plurk, twitter, multiply,..etc.) were entitled as "Something I Could Never Have"; It's because everything I wanted is impossible to happen. In my life, I have so many things to share-- experiences. thoughts and most of all my own quotable quotes. Hahaha~

Bob Ong is one of my favorite Author as well as Laurel Doud :)

So, I just wanna share you guys and gals that this picture that I uploaded in this blog will someday be published here in the Philippines.

But there's something missing which I don't know where I could find it in my life :(

Feelings speak louder than explanations

2009-08-26T05:57:00.000-07:00

This is the reason why I can't blog everything for the past few months. It's hard for me to explain what I really feel no matter how I explain every bit of it. I have so many drafts here in my multiply~ more or less it's 10 drafts; a blog entry that I want to post but still~ there's something missing... I'm not contented even they were too long.

I wonder if there's a program or a blog sites that can post their feelings. When I say feelings.. it's an individual's ability to express strong emotion. You'll feel how much pain and suffering of that person.

Love. Family. Politics. Studies. Health. Friends. and the undying Money problems.

Time is soo Gold? lol

2009-08-23T06:15:00.000-07:00

It was sooo fun to see those people in your Messenger that majority of them has a status message: Busy.

So lucky to have a 7:00pm-8:00pm class every Monday because I can still do a lot of things in preparation with my assignments and projects for 3 days. Hahahaha! Ugh! Not so haggard. I can bully my classmates anytime.LOL
Like this:

In addition with this, I also have a very spacious schedule on my spreadsheet. Hahaha! Yeah! It seems like I can do all the things I need to finish for 1 day. See my sched below:

Nagugulat nga yung iba kasi sobrang bongga daw ng schedule ko.. Hindi ko naman masisi kasi yung lang yung available na schedule na nilabas ng Registrar ng university namin @_@
Sometimes- pag break time ko na, nakakasalubong ko yung mga classmates ko from other building. Hindi ko maipinta yung mukha nila kung ano nga ba talaga nangyayari sa kanila..

At Canteen, nagmamadali yung iba kumain, kasi may gagawin pa daw sila sa Logic Circuit -na napakahirap ng pinapagawa sa kanila ~ In which, they have to make a self or group-study.

I don't know if manghihinayang ako sa schedule na kinuha ko kasi there are pro's and con's of having a very long vacant. Yun nga, nakakabored. Hindi mo alam sa sobrang walang dapat gawin, nauubos pera ko sa pagkain - Well! Yeah! That's true.. That's why I almost spend my baon para lang sa pagkain.

Minsan sa sobrang haba vacant ko, nagiging mataas yung percentage sa pagiging antukin ko.. Nagagalit na nga parents ko sakin kasi walang sawang pagtulog. Gosh! Now I know what's the cause of being obese. Hahaha!

Sometimes, I've been wondering how does it feel to have a very straight class schedule everyday. Oo nga't lunchtime ang start ng class nila, pero haller!!! bonggang bonggang walang hinto ang pagpasok ng lectures up to 8:00pm. Yung iba nga, kahit uwian na, nag-uusap usap pa sila sa CS Bench kung anong mga notes or any important things na gagawin for tomorrow.

Lalalalala..But I realized na.. I have to consider to give time to my parents. Nag-away kami ng papa ko just because of being an addict online gamer. He let me do whatever I want to do kasi pati s'ya na-bully ko.

Bad bad girl. Whoever reads this blog entry. Please do not waste our time just for fun or nothing because in the end, we'll suffer it. Kaya nga ako, kapag vacant ko.. ginagawa ko na yung iba sa library in-advance para hindi masayang yung mga free time.

Oh well.. That's all for today.. I really missed blogging. Sobrang hindi na ako nakakapag-update sa blogs ko.. Marami din kasi akong iniisip... Plans. Plans.. Imaginations.. Hehehe..

ciao!~

e-GamerGirls Club ~ Aftermath

2009-08-17T08:58:00.000-07:00

Yesterday (August 16, 2009), we had a Conference for e-GamerGirls Club but it's really called as Focus Group Discussion.

Oh well... We started the meeting around 4:30pm and the agenda was actually all about e-GamerGirls Club Constitution which is the heart of the Club because it explains and monetize the eGamer Girls Community.

Me and Community Game Master Hope (CGM Hope) were the Speaker. CGM Joy and Community Manager Sefie (CM Sefie) also helped us through sharing their thoughts and plans for the upcoming event of eGamerGirls. Focus Group Discussion would not be completed without the participation of the Senior Members and newly recruited members.. and most of all our New Honorary Members' Alodia and Ashley Gosiengfiao.

In addition, all of us in the meeting had given the chance to introduce ourselves; the game we usually played; our purpose in joining the club and our expectations. It's fun. It's fun. Online Gaming concerns, on-ground and in-game events plans. Pictorials. Chismax. Haha. Fun - Fun - Fun. The food also - Jollibee :)

Woah! The Male Game Masters also hopped inside after the meeting. They are very helpful *in terms of capturing us a pictures* lol. CGM Vrael, PapsB, Tsong, Tsip, Dude and PM .. (forgot the name of the Production Manager).. Haha! na-StarStruck sila sa meeting. As usual :p

AKO MISMO Event: DOG TAG Day!

2009-06-08T06:18:00.000-07:00

Punta na tayo mga kabataan! Magsama-sama tayo at magkaisang bisig!

Over the next few months, AKO MISMO will be mounting different events nationwide to provide its members an opportunity to do something good to help others. Beyond their personal pledges, members will have a chance to volunteer for socio-civic activities they feel strongly for, and take personal action by contributing their time and talent in the service of others.

JUNE 12 IS DOG TAG DAY

On Independence Day, AKO MISMO will celebrate the event with DOG TAG DAY at the Bonifacio Global City open field. The venue will open by 2pm to allow everyone to enjoy fun and meaningful activities at the concert grounds. From 5-7pm, we will have school bands as well as professional bands performing, and everyone will have a chance to hear about the charities we are supporting. After that, the day’s event will culminate in the concert proper which will run for another 2 hours, featuring some of the country’s hottest bands: Pupil, The Dawn, Bamboo, Kamikaze, Kjwan, and Up DharmaDown. (Keep posted on this website for updates on performing bands).

There will be booths for each of our 11 beneficiary charities where people can check out and purchase specially designed AKO MISMO t-shirts and other merchandise, the proceeds of which will go towards socio-civic activities and the charity they choose to support via their purchases. Visit the booths of Caritas, Dynamic Teen Company, UN Stand Up Against Poverty, World Vision, PLDT Smart Foundation, ERDA Foundation Inc., UP PGH Cancer Institute Foundation, Cutis Laxa Benefit, PNP Badge of Honor Foundation, DDB Cares and Gawad Kalinga Foundation.

There will also be food and beverage available at partner Pepsi and McDonald’s booths, so you won’t go hungry. We will also be making available the sign-up booths for those who wish to register and become a member of AKO MISMO. Photography and video opportunity areas will also be put up, along with activity booths for Henna tattooing, face painting, and the AKO MISMO KISS MO booth, to name a few.

100 SCHOOLS: A DAY’S WORK

Watch out for announcements on this website for the launch of our A DAY’S WORK project. Simultaneous nationwide, 100 participating schools will have their students spend a day engaged in gainful work, in lieu of a typical academic school day. Students will use the day to work in an office, an establishment, or as entrepreneurs selling their wares. Earnings from the honest day’s work will go towards the school charity of choice.

LIFE BEGINS AT 40

We are happy to inform you that Ako Mismo is partnering with youth groups, schools and other like-minded organizations to mount different socio-civic activities in 40 pockets all over the country. Guided by the commitments members posted on the AKO MISMO commitment wall, our socio-civic group is currently identifying the causes most relevant in different areas all over the country. If you are a member of a group and want to participate, make sure to let us know by contacting any of us at susan@akomismo.org , mardi@akomismo.org, and cel@akomismo.org.

Watch out for more exciting details of these activities on AKO MISMO Official Website.

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Thanks to Zarah♥ for informing me about this event.
Kitakits sa mga pupunta!

Source: http://www.akomismo.org/main.php?s=news&id=10

KAPITAN SINO By Bob Ong

2009-06-06T02:37:00.000-07:00

Just bought Bob Ong's new book entitled as: "KAPITAN SINO" last June 2, 2009 at SM Manila National Bookstore.

That day, enrollment namin sa Adamson University.. Since pang No.161 ako sa line ng Computer Engineering Department namin para sa Advising ng mga Subjects na kukunin namin this coming semester, Angel ask me to accompany her to buy a uniform nearby SM Manila. After that, we decided to take our lunch then hindi mawawala sakin ang pumunta sa mga booskstores to take a peak on what's new on the shelf.. Hahahaha!

While luring Angel at the Literature Section, I saw a very stunning shiny gray cover.. You know, the usual expression ko: "Wow! Bonggacious naman nito!" --- And jaran! It was Bob Ong's New Book. Hahahaha. Grabe. I hurridly grab one and go to the cashier to buy it. No regrets. Xempre..

Actually, I haven't finished reading the book but I'm already at page 35. Nagpapalevel kasi ako sa Zhu Xian Online eh.. Hihihi!

So.. Anyways, here's a picture of the cover of the book. Kasi yung iba hindi naniniwala about this one. Sabi: "....totoo pala 'toh!"--- OO naman Yes! It's Real.

Here's a description about the book and it can be found at the back cover:

THERE IS SOMETHING STRANGE IN YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD

Naunahan na naman ang mga pulis sa pagtugis sa mga holdaper ng isang jewelry shop. Bago noon, may iba na ring nakahuli sa isang carnaper; sumaklolo sa mga taong nasa itaas ng nasusunog na building; nagligtas sa sanggol na hinostage ng ama; tumulong para makatawid sa kalsada ang isang matanda; tumiklo sa mga miyembro ng Akyat-Bahay; sumagip sa mag-anak na tinangay ng tubig-baha; nag-landing nang maayos sa isang Boeing 747 na nasiraan ng engine; at nagpasabog sa isang higanteng robot. Pero sino ang taong ‘yon? Maililigtas nya ba sila Aling Baby? At ano nga ba talaga ang sabon ng mga artista?

KAPITAN SINO

Ang pinakabagong superhero noon.
Mas matibay pa sa orig.
Sa mas mahabang panahon.

KAPITAN SINO
ni Bob Ong
ISBN: 978-9710-54501-8
168 pages, paperback
Filipiniana, FICTION
Suggested Retail Price: P175.00

The First Philippine Web Design Conference

2009-05-31T02:53:00.000-07:00

It's finally here.

function() & .class Web Design Conference is the first and only event in Asia for web designers by web designers. Initiated by the newly-formed Philippine Web Designers Organization, the conference provides a venue for discussion and learning of world-class standards, latest trends, current opportunities and challenges in the web design industry, and other emerging aspects of Information and Communication Technology (ICT).

The event aims to unite over 400 professional and aspiring web designers to actively discuss work-related values and practices, exchange current web standards, compare experiences, and share stories to the next wave of web experts through a lively, interactive exchange of ideas. In the long term, the event aims to uplift the state of Philippines web design.

Event name:

function() & .class: the first Philippine web design conference
URL: http://formfunctionclass.com/
Date and time: July 10, 2009 from 8am to 5pm
Venue: Asian Institute of Management, Makati City
Schedule & speakers: (see website)
Sponsors: (see website)

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Birthday Gifts HitList =)

2009-05-27T08:58:00.000-07:00

Hahahahaha! June 14 is my birth date and it will soon to come. LOL. Through my 18 years of age, I haven't encountered receiving bonggacious gifts. Hahahaha! Now that I'll be turning to 19 years old, another heck of experience that will drive my way.

Since this is just a wishlist we all know it will not happen. Just like my blog title: Something I Could Never Have. But who knows? One day somebody will give me those stuffs. Hahahahahaha!

Hitlist#1:
CANON 50D (See Item Description)
Why: Kahit kailan, hindi ako nagkaroon ng digicam. At matagal ko nang inaasam asam ang magkaroon ng ganitong gamit kasi diba ang pictures ay nagsisilbing pinakamagandang alaala sa buhay mo. Oha! Oha! And I really appreciate art.

Hitlist#2:
Twilight Saga Book
Why: Kasi gustong gusto ko tlga toh! I want to have this collection. Masayang masaya nako sa ganyan. Kasi puro sa eBook nlang ako nagbabasa. I want the real one. Yung tlgang nahahawakan. Weeee..

Hitlist#3:
WebHosting Plans
Why: Gusto ko magkaroon ng sariling domain.. Promise.. I love Webdesigning and sort of internet stuffs.

Hitlist#4:
Sony Ericsson (See Item Description)
Why: Wala lang. Gusto ko lang din ng bonggacious na cellphone. Hahaha! Kasi Nokia1112 lang at 2100 lang unit ng cp ko tapos sira sira pa na nakascotch tape. Hehehe.

Hitlist#5:
Asus M51A-AP082C (See Item Description)
Why: Wala lang din. Dream lang. Hahaha.

Hahahaha!
Well. Actually the best gift is Hitlist#1,2 and 3. Even just 1 out of that 3 will work.
LOL. Just a dream.

Happy Birthday to me soon!

AKO MISMO!

2009-05-05T09:58:00.000-07:00

AKO... IKAW... Magkaisa TAYONG mga Pilipino! Tama na muna ang pormahan, ang gimikan, ang asaran, ang kulitan, tama na muna ang walang kakwenta kwentang bagay! Makisama ka para saating bansa.

Matatawa ka man sa mga pinagsasabi ko. Pwes hindi to korny o kung ano ano pang ilusyon. Ikaw?! Nahihirapan ka na ba? Marami ka bang gustong makamit? Nawiwindang ka na ba sa mga ginagawa ng mga maruruming pulitika? Sawang sawa ka na ba magreklamo? Nababanas ka na ba sa puro salita na wala namang ginagawa?

Hindi mo na ba napapansin ang lupa na kung saan ka isinilang? Kinakalimutan mo na ba ang responsibilidad mo?! Ano nga ba't para saan ito?! Nalilito ka na sa buhay mo at ito na ang paraan upang maituwid ang mga kamalian sa sarili.. hindi lang sayo kundi para sa ikabubuti ng ating bansa.

Noong isang gabi habang ako ay nagpplurk ay may isang bagay na pumukaw ng aking atensyon. Wala akong idea kung ano nga ba 'tong link na napasok ko... at ito ay ang "AKO MISMO". Ito'y isang website na kung saan ang mga pilipino ay nagrehistro at umako sa kani-kanilang pagkikilos para sa ikauunlad ng ating bansa. Hindi ito survey o ano mang aggreement para sa isang project ng government. Ito ay agreement, pagsasaad ng ating commitment para sa ating bansa.. Tayo mismo ang kikilos.. Ikaw kapatid? Ano ang gagawin mo para matulungan ang Pilipinas?

Mahigit 52,000 pledges na ang nasa site.. at parami na ng parami ang mga pilipino na nakikisimpatya para sa ating kinabukasan at lalong lalo na sa ating bansa. Makisama na dito at panindigan natin ang ating sarili. Huwag na tayo umasa at maghintay sa wala.. Tayo na mismo ang sumulong at umaksyon.. Kahit isang butil na kooperasyon ay katumbas na ng napakalaking bagay para maingat ang ating bansa.

Huwag sana tayo makornyhan... Para din po ito sa lahat.... mga mamamayan natin na lugmok sa kahirapan... mga nangangailangan ng tulong sa ating paligid.. AKO.. IKAW.. TAYONG lahat magkakasama...

Kung gusto niyo ng karagdagang impormasyon tungkol sa "AKO MISMO"
Link here:
http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/features/05/05/09/ako-mismo-campaign-questioned-over-privacy

Sample Wall of Commitments

Animal Cruelty~

2009-05-02T08:59:00.000-07:00

I can't take this anymore!! First, there was a rumor about animal killers; Second, there was a blog entry written by Rico last April 2009 about John Conrad Candare, Self-Proclaimed “Cat Serial Killer”, Online; Third, Campaigns from concerned people; and now... When I was watching "Jessica Soho Reports", animal cruelty became the topic. lol.

There are lots of Animal Haters aside from John Conrad Candare... However, According to some experts, the reasons behind violent acts against animals goes way back in a person's time line. A 21-year old guy named "Mike" is an example, who suffered a great deal of child abuse years ago. Killing animals was his way of getting revenge to what his parents did to him when he was still a kid.

"A community who is devoted to animals.. is a community with providence."

Anyways, if we really have problems and we can't resist on it.. dang! don't fucking take revenge tru experimenting animals.. We're like them... We're also created by God as his instrument in this world.

Shifting Technology... LOL

2009-04-18T22:58:00.000-07:00

I'm surfing at the internet about different web layouts, ideas about web designing, sort of scripts and other graphics designs. It all started everytime Alodia Gosienfiao always share her pictures at plurk; her cosplay, digital arts at her Deviant and etc.. When I was about to hit her YouTube account, one thing feeds my curiosity on her "Favorites" Section... the Extreme (Photoshop) Makeover.

Here's the embeded video:

See how the professional photographers and designers show the photo retouching process in detail? It really matches the suspense background music. hahaha. Hmmm.. Anyways, this is what technology can do these days, espcecially the use of "bonggacious" Software of Photoshop. LOL.

In the midst of my Computer Engineering course, I felt the unwanted calling of shifting my arduous course into leisurely curriculum. Awwww. I love digital arts, web designing and graphics animation. This is the origin of my talent way back Intel Computer Clubhouse days. Uhmmm... Last night, when I finished writing a blog regarding to my doctoral degree in EE Subject, my brain drools a lot. Up until now, I'm deeply suffering in the state of confusion. Hahahaha!

If I would let myself shift MMA today, my 3 yrs of Engineering had been a waste of money into nothing. Dang! If we have lots of money, I can shift it right now... as easy as I can.. but the problem is, we don't have it... MMA is way expensive just like FA; the difference is that one uses technology and the other one uses the manual way of art. LOL.

Sorry.. I've been soooooo morphing lately. Aw~

Bum Student

2009-04-18T04:50:00.000-07:00

There are tons of barrels that bothers me a lot. First, I'm a bum ass engineering student which definitely leads my way into nothing. I don't know why my brain became slack during my college days. A confession that I may share... I'm holding doctoral degree in Electrical Engineering Theory I (Lecture and Laboratoryry) subject. How was that? Oh well... Yeah.. I had taken this subject for the heck in 3rd round and so, this one needs turbine to push up the next level.

I have to spend my summer time tru summer class... fuck that... I don't really know what was the problem in this subject. If a student receives a grade of 65, that means they were NOT TOTALLY studying the subject at all; they freak with bad vices; not attending classes and most of all... their brain is rotten. LOL. Now, I got this grade flat for the whole semester in my Bachelors Degree.. Dang! That was toooooooo awful! The grading system is consistent as well as the professor. Ok. This really sucks.. I know you were thinking that I'm totally BUM Student. No Brain at all.

For my Masteral Degree in this subject.. I felt an excitement that this time, I'll pass this weird subject. Dang! I still got 65, 67, 72 and 73 for Prelims and Midterms. Gawdy! Who the hell has the fucking problem?! This one really moshes my feet.

Now, the Second iritating problem, is that, my friend that I thought she's for real during the delighted days of my life pealed off her real and intimidating skin. We all failed in the subject and it burns our heart out. Now, the issue: "After all the things that you had done. Still... It's effortless.. In the end, they will leave you behind the creep."

I don't want to argue about this one because it happened already. One fucked and freak AdU Classmate told me: "TANGGAPIN MO NA KASI NA BAGSAK KA!"

How would you feel about this one?
What if you say: "Sama mo naman ako sa letter nio"
Reply: "Hindi ka pwede! Kami lang pinayagan! Pagalitan pa kami..."

Ok. Did the witch at the department told that you-- two lassies of stupidity were the only one who have the privilege to discern your preproducted grades?

How selfish and self proclaimed passers you guys are..
Shame on you!
Users. Pretenders. Freaks and Torpedo Bonds.
Whatever it takes... Karma is roaming on the cross roads.

Some Freak AdU Classmates

2009-04-06T07:20:00.000-07:00

OK. Readers. Classmates. Friends. and other People:

This is the moment that I'll be posting a ram shackled blog entry. LOL. Now. This is dedicated to my (SELECTED) classmates in Adamson University.

1. You know who you are damn futile biatch!

2. KARMA is always there.

3. Time will come:
Your skin will be pealed off by Satan and dip you in an extremely hot pot containing obtuse spices. Then your heart will be ripped off as well as your internal organs brutally.

I curse you in the name of evil.

Any objections?
Feel free to comment.

Ooops. Sorry if I'm not posting some blog entries for the past few weeks regarding to my life and other Aftermath events. Ngaw. I'm busy doing some stuffs like Web Designing, hmmm.. etc.

Quote of the day

2009-03-26T07:27:00.000-07:00

"There is only one success

- to be able to spend your life in your own way."

Enemy at the Gates: Love is a Battlefield

2009-03-22T02:54:00.001-07:00

Category: Movies
Genre: Action & Adventure
I watched this video last year ago at my bf's house.. Hell Yeah! My Bheibee Jerome have a good taste when it comes to Movies.

Oh Vassili Zaitsev (i <3 Jude Law.)... This legendary man rocks... I love his story.. I wish he's alive until now. lol. He's a great sniper in the history.. At first, he grew up in the foothills of the Ural Mountains. I remember he was just around age 5 or 8 when his grandfather taught him to hunt in the taiga, the nearby Siberian forest.

Sooner and later, when Vassili became a man, he remembered what his grandfather had taught him:

"The man of the forest is without fear."

He also joined the Red Army. He's just an ordinary soldier with no rank... but then, at the dangerous battlefield, his incredible ability has been discovered by Danilov, a ranked man. His assigned Job is perfectly matched to him. They became friends and promote him in rank.

He had a famous saying:

"Await the right moment for one, and only one, well-aimed shot."

But why does the title had a description saying "Love is a Battlefield"?
Though he is famous because of his talent which the army led to upright success, he is not literate - No Read. No Write. Vasily met a beautiful woman named Tania at Stalingrad.

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enemy_at_the_Gates
Vassili and Danilov's attraction to Tania, which causes underlying tension between the two men amidst the chaotic atmosphere, especially when Tania finally chooses Vassili as her lover. This personal conflict comes to a head when Tania is presumed to be dead after being struck down by shrapnel.

As Vassili and Danilov hunt for König to avenge Sacha, Danilov laments his jealousy for Vassili and his disenchantment with the communist cause as a result. Danilov then exposes himself in a final act of friendship; allowing König to shoot him, revealing the major's position. König goes to inspect the body, assuming it is Vassili, but is quickly shot by Vassili.

Two months later, it is revealed that Stalingrad is liberated and Zaitsev finds Tania in a field hospital, safely evacuated and recovering.
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Oh my!! I bet you watch the video....

So here's another movie review came from the internet:
*forgot the link source*

Enemy at the Gates is a story about the deadliest battle of World War II. For more than 5 months the people of Stalingrad were in desperate trouble. On August 23, 1942 the German Luftwaffe had pulverized the Soviet city with bombs dropped from a thousand planes. Relying on their normal blitzkrieg strategy, Hitler and his generals thought Stalingrad would quickly surrender. It didn't.

For the people of Stalingrad, it was more than an issue of "Enemy at the Gates." The enemy had moved in. But out of the Stalingrad rubble, a hero emerged to fight the enemy one at a time. Vasily Zaitsev, a Russian sniper, achieved 40 "kills" within 10 days. Legend has it that Vasily, accompanied by his friend Koulikov, fought a duel with Major Konig, a German sniper. Historians differ on whether the duel was real or a product of Soviet propaganda. What IS indisputable: Vasily Zaitsev was a sniper of legendary proportions.

zAYTie @ PetSociety

2009-03-22T02:49:00.000-07:00

Hello! This is my Pet on Pet Society at Facebook.

Add me at http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=591096389&ref=profile

Boom Shake Move Shake Drop

2009-03-22T02:48:00.000-07:00

I was able to take a video of my little cousin dancing Boom Shake Move Shake Drop.

Actually, there was a problem in my a4tech software, coz every time I capture a video and play it, it always stuck in a fast forward motion though I already set the options in normal (recommended).. still... it stuck in fast forward..

So what I did is the screen capturer using SnagIT software... The video is kinda blurry coz I just capture it only on the mirror screen but not the actual video itself.. lol.

Luxury - Money Surplus

2009-03-13T23:51:00.000-07:00

Just plurking awhile ago, this one caught my attention. What if you never once run out of spending money? Would you buy a worth $2,000 just for a signature bag? LOL. Ok, just read this article:

Why does this kind of people exist? This one should take a radar poll plunging her lungs. What if she donate the money in a charity? Help people instead of fucking Luxury...

Featured Blog? Ugh. Wow?

2009-03-08T03:09:00.000-07:00

I had been in my boyfriend's house just to spend our Sunday together.. and now that I got home, I sat on my computer desk and checked my mail and messenger: sort of E-GamerGirls Offline message and other crazy GMs from friends... Blahblah.. etc.

Ok. While I was surfing at the internet, I searched E-gamergirls at Yahoo Search Engine when the result doesn't exactly matched.

So.. Here it is:

Perceptions — Blogs, Pictures, and more on WordPress
"For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, ... I was in e-Games office for Girls' FGD, me and my fellow e-gamergirls had a ga ...
en.wordpress.com/tag/perceptions - Cached
Site Details for Camille le Zaytie - Top Blogs Philippines & Pinoy
Site Description: This is my personal blog at Multiply. Date Joined: Nov 13, 2008 ... Girls' FGD, me and my fellow e-gamergirls had a game about Self Discovery ...
www.topblogs.com.ph/details/7334.html - Cached
Site Details for zAYTie - Top Blogs Philippines & Pinoy
Expect that I will be posting everything that happens to my life. ... Girls' FGD, me and my fellow e-gamergirls had a game about Self Discovery ...
www.topblogs.com.ph/details/6002.html - Cached
Forum videos girls - Board - Directory - board-directory.com
videos girls : The Place to Trade Videos and Pictures of Girls and Boys Shoeplaying and Showing their Feet The ultimate ... Free forum : E-Gamergirls Forum ...
www.board-directory.com/en/tag/videos/girls - Cached

Only in bold letter keywords just seem to be matched.. and my in-game name: zAYTie. lol. When I clicked the first result. I dunno how am I going to react.. Dang! My blog entry: "Money... Money... Money..." with a tagged "perception" is Featured Blog on Wordpress... weee...

I don't really trust myself because all blog entries have a barbaric English grammar. Hahahaha!!! I just type whatever that comes on my mind without using backspace and just hit enter. lol. This is how I write my entries: When I feel sad, depressed, inspired which is all depends on the situation. I know that I'm not a good writer 'cos of grammatical errors but I know I have an excellent idea.. Suddenly, I just can't freely express it. That's the bad thing.

Once again.. Ciao.

Money... Money.... Money....

2009-02-28T08:09:00.000-08:00

"For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows." - 1st Timothy 6:10

When you think about your life, does money related issues count? When you go outside: meet odd people, talk to your friends, relatives or even your loved ones, do their lives were getting troubled by money, or roughly money related? What do you never have at all sufficiently and are always worried about? -It's the fucking "Money". In line with this matter, we are allured by the realm of monstrous prosperity.

In fact, many filipino ladies risk their lives just to have money and survive from the hometown where they existed and endured poverty. In what term? "Sluts" - I know it's an offensive term because they were the one who charges for engaging in sexual activities.

I don't want to be mean or what, but my boyfriend's father has lots of woman. Fuck! This is a long story, however, I'm not going to tell it.. Just the main issue.. lol. Ok. Here's the twist. His father's woman (Girl A) has a sister (Girl B), then, that girl B became also his father wifey. Now, they are not really sister by blood, they just used to it and act so that they can block my boyfriend's father since he's a multimillonaire. @_@ WTF! This fucking story is very confusing... To sum up this issue.. Money.

Bum street addicts ends up behind bars because of errants. Sordid politics that corrupts taxes. Ruined familes because of financial problems. Those rich hatchets pays Justice just to strip peace. Traitors who were tempted by assets. It's endless.

And so.. Money would always exist as our impish problem -- EVER.

Paintings at Robinsons Midtown Ermita, Manila

2009-02-28T03:05:00.000-08:00

Last Tuesday, Me and my Adamsonian Classmates: Ginnie, Yannie, Angel, Dora and James went to Robinsons Manila for fun. I mean, just to stroll since we have an early dismissal time. lol.

Fortunately, there is a Painting Exhibit and so, we took a sight on it.
It was the 2009 Philippine International Visual Arts Fest: Feasting on a Diversity of Styles.

Here's the shot of stunning paintings by talented artists (talented?) How would they become an artist if they don't have the talent. lol.

Credits to: Yannie's Camera. XD

For more Photos, Kindly Link here: http://zaytie.multiply.com/photos/album/19

Sex is Zero: Movie Review

2009-02-28T01:46:00.000-08:00

Category:	Movies
Genre:	Romantic Comedy

Hmm. This movie is kinda old coz it was released last year 2002. I just watched this crazy, bitchy, funny, seductive and dramatic film way back March 2007..

At the first place, when you heard about the title of the movie with a word "SEX", you'll think about x-Rated scenes. Yes, it has an explicit content but then, just a short set. lol.

The video is available at Crunchyroll but then, it was removed by the owner and and he redirected it into a movie pay site coz there are lots of people watching the said video.. (Money) lol.Anyways, I forgot the redirected link.. but don't worry! You can now watch it at YouTube. However, it was divided into10 parts, 10 minutes each.

So, I got the Link:
Part (1/10): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yUKMSwu905A
Part (2/10): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJp01We9DXo
Part (3/10): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Chq7_PN0vC0
Part (4/10): Missing
Part (5/10): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EhvHo75Y3Vg
Part (6/10): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9dypjWdIr2g
Part (7/10): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2z9VItqhp4
Part (8/10): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kk1-aBZBops
Part (9/10): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_gjwI-jSzk
Part (10/10): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=scC5Eqm6tzg

The funniest part is that the Racumin and Sperm Cell sandwich was eaten by the jinxy protagonist. Whenever his classmates were stumbling somebody, he is always the victim itself. How was that?

And the saddest part, for the sake of his love.. He is the one who took the responisbility of the lazy guy who made the girl pregnant.

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A movie review by Carl Lyon, a Senior Staff Writer

Contrary to what John Hughes or Adam Herz might have you think, love is not easy. You can't futz around for 75-odd minutes only to redeem yourself in act three with a desperate act of hangdog nobility to win the girl and graduate high school just as the end credits roll. No frigging way. Love is earned in blood, tears, pain, and sacrifice. It can be soft and gentle, but sometimes it truly, deeply sucks.

Which brings me to Je-Gyun Yun's Sex is Zero, which shows that last sentiment better than anything else. In one truly surreal scene in the film Eun-shik (played by Chang Jung Lim, who sports a droopy eyed mope that would make John Cusack jealous) cares for his beloved Eun-hyo (Ji-Won Ha) who has just had an abortion. He cooks her soup, he washes her face and hands with a hot cloth, and he entertains her with martial arts demonstrations...no, seriously. Proving to her the strength of his resolve and his body by strict martial arts training, Eun-shik splinters planks over his head, smothers himself in plastic wrap, and shatters bottles to the strains of “If” by Bread. You know, “If a picture's worth a thousand words/Then why can't I paint you?” That's right, the song that they probably played at your parents' wedding (if you're my age, that is) is essentially the main “love theme” for a Korean teen sex comedy. Weird.

Back on track, though, Eun-shik's consistent selfless sacrifice for Eun-hyo is often painful to watch, especially during Sex is Zero's more dramatic bits. During these more serious parts, some traces of slight humor are sprinkled in to soften the blow. In one exceptionally uncomfortable scene, whereas Eun-shik has to pretend to be the father of Eun-hyo's unwanted child so she can get an abortion, he is grilled by the stone-faced doctor who tells him about the dangers of unprotected sex, while the strawberry jam he put in his hair (don't ask) attracts a swarm of hungry flies. Trust me, these scenes need some motes of humor, as I can't remember the time I've seen drama this powerful and harrowing. Many of the scenes during the third act had me on the verge of tears (or in a few cases, truly blubbering like an idiot) with just how bleak they were.

However, had this movie kept this tone throughout, I'd probably have hung myself afterwards. Fortunately, and quite oddly, the previous hour of the movie is pure sex-charged silliness. Even as Eun-shik desperately pursues Eun-hyo, only to lose her to campus dreamboat Sang-Ok, his fellow martial artists are trying themselves to get into the Danskins of Eun-hyo's beautiful aerobics classmates. Their attempts at wooing these girls lead to accidental anal sex, rubber faced pop singer impersonations, vomit soaked make out sessions (in which the actress involved genuinely pukes up water and ramen), and so on. It's humor of the most American, basest variety, which throws you off when you're not expecting it, especially when the Koreans do it so much better than all the films America's churned out in this genre. Jokes are taken to weird extremes, which work well for the movie: it's not enough that one of Eun-shik's roommates jerks off into a skillet to prove to a friend that semen is only a few steps removed from egg whites, they have to fry it up and put it on a sandwich with some rat poison in order to kill some vermin in their dorm. Of course, Eun-shik has to ask about the sandwich (to which his roommate hilariously replies, “My child's in there.”), eat it, and be sent to the hospital for stomach pumping. The cherry on this sundae of gross-out silliness? His beloved Eun-hyo discusses his “suicide attempt” with her friends, who reveal that he had semen pumped out of his belly. The hospital visits become a running joke for poor Eun-shik, usually accompanied by ridiculous x-rays of his genitals and threats of amputation.

But despite this overbearing silliness in the first two thirds, followed by the almost unbearably somber tone of the third act, Sex is Zero is wholly satisfying for the fact that its characters grow throughout the film and we genuinely like them. Even though he is put through an emotional shit-storm, Eun-shik stands by Eun-hyo, who over the course of the film realizes what true love really is. She doesn't discover it through that aforementioned climactic act of nobility: there are no boomboxes held aloft, or trombone-flute duets here, just the genuine, persistent love of a good man. It's really quite touching in that it's completely over-the-top (Eun-shik's martial arts demo for Eun-hyo had my heart rolling over in my chest) yet strangely believable in how passionate he is.

Speaking of passionate, Panik House has proven themselves to be passionate about the presentation of their films...yeah, it's a lame segue, but stick with me here! Picture quality for the non-anamorphic print is rock-solid, with deep blacks and bold colors, and no noticeable damage or grain. Audio is in the original Korean, with clear dialogue and crisp music. Now let's talk extras, because that's where Panik House is really setting themselves apart from the pack. For one, they offer two commentaries: one in English with Mike McPadden and Mr. Skin of Howard Stern fame, and one en espanol with Jesus “El Pelos” Olvera. Basically, they are one of the first American companies I've encountered that offer just as much content for the Spanish-speaking customer as they do for the English speakers. Every trailer, bio, documentary, and featurette feature Spanish subtitles as well as English...very impressive! Even the glossy essay booklet penned by the aforementioned Mike McPadden that's tucked in the front cover can be flipped for a Spanish version. Hell, they even give us a sticker! Yay!

For those of you with a John Hughes-shaped hole in your heart (that wasn't filled with hate after steaming piles like Curly Sue), you would do good to pick up Sex is Zero. It manages to out-do even Hughes at his own game by showing us what love is as opposed to telling us. It's hilarious, powerful, silly, and bittersweet all at the same time. Be prepared for an emotional roller coaster the likes of which you haven't felt since puberty!

Skydiving - Kokology

2009-02-23T03:01:00.000-08:00

Last time, when I was in e-Games office for Girls' FGD, me and my fellow e-gamergirls had a game about Self Discovery together with Ms. Jessa. Bianca and Nomi were the leader. They narrate a situation and ask us on what are we going to do.

Take Note: Before reading the questions PLEASE DO NOT CHEAT. DO NOT Read the KEY to Sky Diving. Be Honest with your answers. Have fun!

Questions:
1. You have decided to try skydiving and are getting ready to make your first jump. You watch other skydivers free-falling through the air as you stand on the ground waiting your turn. What is going through your mind?

2. Your turn arrives and you ready yourself as the plane climbs to 10,000 feet. Without looking back, you stand at the open doorway and step out into space. What do you scream on your way down?

3. You've landed safely and are hauling in your chute when you see an instructor approaching and calling out to you. What is the instructor saying?

Ok. Here's the key of your answers.

Key to Skydiving

1. The way you felt as you waited your turn provides a measure of your own level of sexual desire.
Sometimes it feels just right. "This is gonna be fun. I can't wait!"
If you're not sure you're ready, maybe you should just have a deep conversation and cuddle by the fire. "I don’t know if I can go through with this."

2. The words you shouted on your way down are what you would say at the peak of excitement.
"Wow, look at this view!" You may not mind the intrusion on your privacy, but you'd better ask your partner first.
"Maybe this wasn't such a good idea after all." There is such a thing as a point of no return.
"I want my mommy!" Um, lets just say you have some deep psychological issues to work out and leave it at that.

3. The words the instructor said to you are what you imagine your partner saying after sex.
"Not bad for a beginner! Don't worry, you'll get better with practice."
"Oh, I'm really sorry, I left the lens cap on the camera. Do you want to go again?"
"Well, I guess that about does it. Now, will that be cash, check or charge?"

However, on my part. Here's my crazy answers:
1. I feel nervous. Soon to pee on my pants.
2. It seems that I'm coming out (referring to my pee) "It's coming outttt!!!!!"
3. "You're so cute."

Dang! >_> Whattananswer. lol.

Supah Megah LOTTO!!!

2009-02-22T13:39:00.000-08:00

Ok. Last Thursday, me and my 3 other classmates in AdU had our lunch at SM Manila.. It was Angel who brought out the SupahLotto and she told us that she wanted to bet but suddenly, the lane was too long..

Also, when I was about to ride a car going to SM Fairview (coz I'll be visiting my boify to their house) at Masagana, a young student wearing all white uniform from other school called me and asked me if I still remember her. And oh!! It was my fellow CAT Officer in High School. Dang! I asked her where she was studying, and she's taking up BS Nursing at Lyceum. She also said that she just went here in Masagana to bet at lotto. Just hoping to win but it's impossible. Who knows? If not, it's also a help in charity. lol.

However, on that day, I saw many people fluttering at lotto.. Woooaahh! I was thinking if I'll try my luck but then, I have thought that it's impossible. lol. I don't expect too much. People are dreaming to be an instant multi-millionaire. Those who fall in line at Lotto Booth has a strong imagination and determined for they have the chance to win. Gambling.. Gambling... Nobody cares if they win or loose as long as they were happy on what they were doing and have a faith on every digits they draw... How was that? But I'm not a gambler. that's the good part of me. Hahahaha!

And so, Last night, while I was playing ZX Online, one of my guildmates said that there are already 2 lucky winners of P397-M supah dupah megah Jackpot Lotto. Here's the article:

By Nancy C. Carvajal Philippine Daily Inquirer First Posted 19:02:00 02/22/2009

Filed Under: Casinos & Gambling, Gaming & Lotteries

MANILA, Philippines— (UPDATE 3) Two bettors from Luzon won on Sunday night the P347.8-million jackpot for the 6/49 SuperLotto, the biggest prize since online gaming was launched in the country in 1995, according to the Philippine Charity Sweepstakes Office (PCSO).

After 21 draws, two bettors finally picked the winning combination: 6-12-20-26-33-34.

Because no one won the prize before Sunday night’s draw, a number of bettors suggested that the prize be divided into several draws.

“We cannot divide the pot because it will be a violation of the rules of the PCSO,” said PCSO spokesperson Larry Cedro.

Cedro said the PCSO wished many would pick the winning combination so there would be more than just one winner.

The agency said that sales between 10 a.m. and 2 p.m. Sunday reached P9 million.

“The sales in just four hours were a record and are still picking up. Reports from the ground said the influx (of bettors) was expected to continue until 8:30 in the evening (the closing time),” Cedro said.

By 8:30 p.m., the pot had risen to P347.8 million.

The PCSO has advised lotto patrons to place their bets early to avoid long queues.

Only Filipinos 18 years old and above are allowed to place bets.

“To make at least half of [the 50 million voters registered with the Commission on Elections] play lotto would be good for the PCSO and its charity projects,” Cedro said.

No one was able to correctly guess the six-number combination of 35-01-42-36-41-22 on Thursday, when the cash prize was P288,146,473.20.

The jackpot on Feb. 19 exceeded last year’s record pot of more than P249 million, which was won by a construction worker from Novaliches, Quezon City, in April 2008.

No ceiling

“As long as there’s no winner, the pot will increase depending on the sales,” Cedro said.

Despite the increased sales, the agency has not run out of bet slips and thermal paper.

“We have sufficient supply of materials for the bets and there’s no need to print more,” he said.

The lotto bug has bitten the rich or famous, like businessman Willie Fernandez, art collector and dealer Louie Cruz, and Navotas City Mayor Toby Tiangco.

“I never liked gambling, and I consider lotto one because it’s a game of chance. But if I win, I will donate my winnings to charity and sponsor scholarship programs for deserving but poor students to go to reputable schools,” Fernandez said.

Fernandez, who is engaged in various business ventures, lives in upscale Ayala Alabang Village in Muntinlupa City and holds office in his own three-story building in Makati City.

“Since I was based in Germany, I already placed bets on lotto, and that continued when I moved here several years ago,” Cruz said.

He said that in all the years he was betting, he only won several hundred pesos.

“I usually guess three numbers correctly and I don’t repeat winning numbers,” the art dealer said.

Tiangco told the Philippine Daily Inquirer that the huge pot was attracting even non-bettors.

“I don’t place bets in lotto, but when the pot breached the P100-million mark and was increasing, it made me think and attracted me to bet,” the mayor said.

Asked what he would do with his millions should he win, Tiangco said: “What to do with the prize is not a problem, but winning is.”

For Alexander Portugal, 23, a restaurant owner in Mandaluyong City, the jackpot is an inspiration of sorts.

“I know it’s an impossible dream to win the jackpot, but I still bet because it inspires me that someday, I will be rich,” Portugal said.

Source: http://newsinfo.inquirer.net/inquirerheadlines/nation/view/20090222-190386/2-winners-hit-P347-M-lotto-jackpot

Intel Philippines Closing its Doors in Mid 2009, What Happens Next?

2009-02-21T04:15:00.000-08:00

As the global economic crunch continues, American company Intel Corporation: the world’s top chip maker, the largest semiconductor company and inventor of the x86 series of microprocessors (the processors found in most personal computers), proves that even they are not impervious to the deep recession its own country is going through; that they are capable of being hit and injured strong as they are just like any struggling small business players.

By the second quarter of this year, Intel will close its doors to the Philippines after 12 years of operation in its Cavite Plant and 34 years of doing business in its Makati City operations. By the end of 2009, it would have also closed two existing assembly test facilities in Penang, Malaysia, halt production at an older 200mm wafer fabrication facility in Hillsboro, Oregon (USA) and end wafer production operations right at the D2 facility in Silicon Valley, Santa Clara, California (USA).

This huge announcement was made the day after Barack Obama was sworn into office as the new President of the United States.

Intel Technology Philippines, Inc. (ITPI) the local subsidiary of Intel Corporation, is Intel’s second offshore assembly operations center in Asia, and the first American multinational and semiconductor company in the Philippines.

Currently, there are 41 private-owned and 4 government owned economic zones in the Philippines. The biggest exporter is the private-owned Gateway Business Park in General Trias, Cavite where the Intel plant is situated. Intel Philippines is considered the preeminent high volume assembly/test site of Intel and the Cavite site is counted among the prime movers in the Philippine electronics and semiconductors industry. To date, total investments in the Philippines is USD 1.51 billion.

According to the latest September 2008 list from the Philippine Economic Zone Authority, 345 enterprises engaged in the manufacture of Electronics and semiconductor products are registered with them. Here’s 20 of the popular companies (including Intel) with their dates of registration and who owns them:

Which of these companies will fold next? The Intel plant shutdown is a devastating blow to the Philippines and makes one wonder who is next down the line? About 3,000 employees will lose their jobs and thousands more indirect jobs will be affected in allied services and industries when Intel Philippines cease to exist. What happens next? Will there be a domino effect in companies with factories and offices in the various Philippine special economic zones?

The impact of this enormous loss will surely be felt in years and years to come. It will be hard to recover. But we will… eventually. Once the global economic slump is over, we will. The world economy is already at its worst. How worse could worst go right? When you’re down and down, there’s no place else to go but up and up!! Am I delusional for keeping faith in how my country the Philippines will fare amidst the economic downturn? I wouldn’t like to believe so. Yet I am still not over the fact that the Philippines continue to rely majorly on its biggest export- its human resources as a way out of bad governance! That’s another story…

Note: I just reposted this one here on my blog coz Intel became a part of my life and career - Original Article was written by dmeemai on January 23, 2009 – 4:26 am

Money... Money.... Money....

2009-02-21T00:18:00.000-08:00

"For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows." - 1st Timothy 6:10

When you think about your life, does money related issues count? When you go outside: meet odd people, talk to your friends, relatives or even your loved ones, do their lives were getting troubled by money, or roughly money related? What do you never have at all sufficiently and are always worried about? -It's the fucking "Money". In line with this matter, we are allured by the realm of monstrous prosperity.

In fact, many filipino ladies risk their lives just to have money and survive from the hometown where they existed and endured poverty. In what term? "Sluts" - I know it's an offensive term because they were the one who charges for engaging in sexual activities.

I don't want to be mean or what, but my boyfriend's father has lots of woman. Fuck! This is a long story, however, I'm not going to tell it.. Just the main issue.. lol. Ok. Here's the twist. His father's woman (Girl A) has a sister (Girl B), then, that girl B became also his father wifey. Now, they are not really sister by blood, they just used to it and act so that they can block my boyfriend's father sins he's a multimillonaire. @_@ WTF! This fucking story is very confusing... To sum up this issue.. Money.

Bum street addicts ends up behind bars because of errants. Sordid politics that corrupts taxes. Ruined familes because of financial problems. Those rich hatchets pays Justice just to strip peace. Traitors who were tempted by assets. It's endless.

And so.. Money would always exist as our impish problem -- EVER.

Starving for Popularity

2009-02-13T16:24:00.000-08:00

Some people tries hard just to be unique. Tries to be the utmost palpable whore. Grave for more glory. Hail them as if they were the deity of this material world. Geesh. I know, you guys already experienced these kind of people who stuns others' feet.

"Omg. Even in round table, messenger and any other sort of cyber communication, I'm always the topic! I like it!"
- Shut the fuck up! Don't you know they were just having fun being "you" as their main discussion. You suck coz you thought you stole their nerves.

"I'm always linked to other guys.. Gosh! I'm soo beautiful!"
- Nah! You're a bitch!

"Ahm.. Can't you see me? Am the only lassie who attended the jamboree!!"
- So do you want a title in Guinness Book of Record?

"Hey madam! Please interview me so that my name can be seen to your Official Site!"
- Wow! Effortless.

"Hail me please.. I'm unique! I know everything.."
- Aaaa Whaaat?!

Oopps... This is a sarcastic version. lol. So, if you'll gonna ask me if who is that girl that I'm referring to... Err. It's a blind item. I don't care if she'll be forayed. I guess I already fed her tru this kind of blog entry coz hell yeah ~ she's fucking starving for popularity.

I saved her slack soul!

Friday the 13th

2009-02-12T04:38:00.000-08:00

Omg. February 13 2009 (Friday)
@_@

Anything but Ordinary

2009-02-11T19:02:00.000-08:00

(Feb. 12 - 3am) Ok. Again, I'm back. So what now? What's with me after a weeks of being absent in blogging? Uhm. Nothing so special, still the same - anything but Ordinary.

(Feb 12 - 6pm) See the time I started to write this entry? It's 3am but I didn't know what to put on that's why I stopped typing then resume this draft today... 6:20pm. Lazy huh?! It seems like my mind was blocked. Fuck that. Sounds crazy. Annoying. I dun kno.

What the heck am I trying to point out? I said I'm just anything but ordinary. I sleep. woke up. open my computer. afk. take a bath. eat. brb. play online games. surf the net. check my blog. chat with my friends. talk to my boify over the phone. go to school. listen to professor's freakin castigation. hang out with classmates. go home. sleep. eat. skim notes. study lightly. computer.. That's all. Nothing Special with me. Everything's ordinary.

Wow. Nice. Omg. After 15 hours of skipping this draft... I can type now. Funny to think this is how I blog myself. Weird? Maybe yes. Maybe no. I dunno.

So far, It's foundation week in Adamson University. Irregular classes. I tend not to attend my classes because professors are busy in college - departments' activities. I'll waste my time standing by at school. It's good to take a rest at home and be a bum. lol. So, by Monday - back to regular class. I will see my distilled classmates and buckled professors. Shut up. lol.

However, I dumped myself on a street last time (4pm).. My knee is aching. I have a scratch.. ouch. I'm stupid coz I hurriedly turned back and ran -- and so I fell down.

Now, it's 6:35pm, night stalks again. Still boring. *yawning*

What Not To Do When Meeting Her Parents

2009-02-06T17:02:00.000-08:00

What not to do when meeting her parents ~a friend of mine from ZX Online shared me a video about Dating/Relationship chuvaness stuff. He's AznHacks. Oh Well.. This video is endearing ~why don't you try to watch it?

What Not To Do When Meeting Her Parents | Girls | SPIKE.com

So, I just copied some line to sum up the vid.

She maybe wild at the bar, naughty in a sack.. but in daddy's house, she's a good girl..
So here's some quick tips for making sure you can handle things right when you meet her parents.

1. Don't Hit on her MOM.
Don't treat her MOM like one of your Girl Friend.
Your Job is to be charming.. But excessive flirty is tacky..
Respectful handshake and Polite conversation.

2. Keep your hands to yourself.
Keep things as G-Rated.

3. Don't Bring up Controversial Topics
~ General Topics such as

4. Don't Complain about the Food.
~ Eat what you can and pretend that is good.
~ Compliment the cooking and Remember this is her Mom's table

5. Don't Undersell your Career

ZX Online Test Video

2009-01-31T09:13:00.000-08:00

Ok. I made a video last night and I just asked somebody in my Guild to be my partner upon making this video cause my real partner (boyfriend) - zOYTie is not playing online games anymore. *Reminiscing Twilight Movie* Oh Well. This is just a test.

So.. Here's a video that I made

Jinx Day

2009-01-29T04:46:00.000-08:00

There were 4 incidents I've encountered this Thursday. Ok. The story is:

1. I woke up late 11am. My first class would be 9-10:30 (Computer System Organization w/ Assembly Language) -then 2hours vacant and the last class is 12:30-2pm (Differential Equations) Dang! If I would be going to school ~ I might waste my time and money because I finished taking a bath at 12:22 and taking a ride to go to our school takes 1hr. And so, I called my bheibee Jerome that I wouldn't be able to go to school this day coz I'm very very late. *redundant* lol.

2. I'm riding in a Jeepney going to Guadalupe.. 3 kilometers away from our house, a public occurrence happened to our trip. lol. Sort of passengers from other vehicles were running out as though they were trying to save their lives. Hahahaha! Sounds funny huh?! Coz the transformer at the electric post will be going to explode when actually it already exploded! Damn!

And so, the jeepney driver in our vehicle that we were in riding began to panic. He wanted to go back again and find another route just to avoid the dangerous way. Oh. lol.

3. Next trip would be riding a Bus going to Ever Gotesco Mall then ride tricycle to go to my bheibee's home at VF Homes Quezon City. Ok~ This is how it goes: The bus that I was riding stopped over in a gasoline station near at Cubao area. The conductor told us to go down and ride on the other bus because their cable has a problem. Fuck! What-a-day.

4. No water supply at Aurora St. VF Homes on that day. Hahaha. The good news: My bheibee's neighbor has a water stock on their drum.

Water Fountain Fail

2009-01-22T11:56:00.000-08:00

Wahahahaha! Look at this one.. Again, another plurkers on my plurky friends shared this funny greeny photo. So, i'll share this one to my friends and blog it. Well, It just look like a dick fountain. Nyahahahaha!

See? Hahahaha! I hope I made your day! :D

Etc.

2009-01-20T02:32:00.000-08:00

Notepad. Yes.. I'm doing free typing on my notepad.. Whatever that comes to my head, I'm keying in it.

love. heart. broken. sadness. emptiness. die. suffer. awkward. death. examinations. quizzes. ee theory. fail. succeed. cd. computer. reformat. chat. ym. tuition fee. window. pop up. friend. bitch. water. peace. whore. money. sex. labels. stickers. orange. fruit. ok. zx. online game. game master. singing. laughing. typing. keyboard. mouse. bed. charger. cellphone. classmates. tomorrow. wake up. dance. goodbye. twilight. love. ideal. book. author. my story. life. famous. maze. hero. letters. poems. red. colors. layouts. players. flirt. kill. torture. past. rich. USA. brain. forgot. internet. crack. windows xp. scotch tape. scissors. papers. notebook. assembly language. program. software. graduate. masteral. future. doctoral. debts. jealousy. selfishness. family. curse. pain. wound. eyes. blurred. sickness. PCOS. surgery. buzz. music. card. backspace. log out. laughters. children. pateros. egg. itchy. mosquito. glass. active. sit. fat. lazy. naughty. talkative. abstract. monitor. adjustment. speed. grades. blog. end. meeting. groups. conversations. vent. chocolates. girlfriends. boyfriends. issues. malicious. buy. tag. country. population. corruption. president. end of the world. impossible. teen summit. ego. pride. itchy. eyebrow. car. drive. knock. american. spanish. language. nihonggo. classes. fat. hairy. extra. ordinary. nonsense. fine. whatever. sleep. kisses. denial. dial. phone. tv. gadgets. new. modern. movies. etc.

Ok. those are the things that flashing out on my cranium. I don't know what psychological explanation it takes. I'm crazy at the moment. Mix emotions. etc.

It seems that I want to be left alone in a calm and placid place so that I can reflect, concentrate and take a rest. I can't lean anybody cause "who am I to them?" -- I'm just only an ordinary person who dreams for something that I want to have though it's impossible. Day Dreaming. Fantasies. Stories. Whatever.

Etc..
Etc..

Gift Gadget

2009-01-18T02:04:00.000-08:00

Oh. My Bheibee Jerome gave me this brand new Nokia cellphone yesterday. Actually, I'm not into material stuff -- It just happened that this one is a gift for me ♥

Thank you so much. I like it.
Unit: Nokia XpressMusic 5310
Color: Black and Red

Feeling Cold?

2009-01-14T22:39:00.000-08:00

Are you chilling? as if you're in other cold country? Can you remove your jacket and use sleeveless instead? Do you feel the cold air that touches your skin? Do you have to boil a water in the kettle before you take a bath? Do you want to take more sleep on your foamy bed?

Well.. You might think it's a typical season's weather. This is soo wrong! We are near to be in Ice Age. Sounds funny? Ok. I don't think if I'm in a normal condition to take things right now into serious matter. What the heck is going with me? I just feel the Global Warming. What? Come again? Global Warming? How do you say so freak? Haven't you watched the movie entitled as "The UnInconvenient Truth" by Al Gore? Do I have to tell stories again about the myths and misconceptions that surround global warming?

Am tired of this games... I know some people doesn't read much about environmental issues.. They are more on fashion, music and movie reviews, celebrity gossips and other kind of entertainment. duh. I don't want to be geek deity on my blog about environment but.. it's just like this.... How am I going to save the earth in a little way? Ugh. If you guys would be reading this stuff, hope you'll not make fun of me. No!! I'm not a freak. I'm not crazy. This is not a joke. Ok?

So, I've heard alot of news in the radio about some people dying in the cold weather... I saw articles at the internet about the ozone layers (NASA Report).... and even my classmate reminisce about the issue of December 21, 2012. Damn! That was obsolete although it's a hoax -- there's a point about "WE" need to take an action before it's too late. Who knows?!

To break the line... This is not a typical change of weather. It's clamoring the situation above and below the planet earth and the depletion of ozone layers due to the pollution made by abusive community and slack technology. Those icebergs were melting now... It seems like The Day After Tomorrow has something to do with the cold air nowadays experienced here in the Philippines... Oh my! Am I too exaggerated? Hahaha?! No!

See how the sun rays' slaps the glaciers or icebergs? taking back again the dear Lessons of Water Cycle: So as it melts, the liquid form evaporates *turns into gas*... Then, into condensation which is like to water vapor in the air gets cold and changes back into liquid, forming clouds. And so the precipitation occur when soo much water was being condensed that those air cannot hold anymore. When water falls back to earth as precipitation, it may fall back in the oceans, lakes or rivers or it may end up on land... There yeah go.. over and over again.

From that stuff, the concentration (dunno what kind of concentration it is-- forgot the term) is continuously increasing, take a look at the screenshot:

Year 2003 is already the hottest year among other years... oOohh!! What more for year 2010? We can't really feel how earth was really in vain. What if it reaches the ultimate point? We've gotta think what to do next.

Here's a simple question that I made (so far) for those people who are willing to revolt and help prevent Global Warming. Haha! I'm not Andres Bonifacio that runs through the line without any armors. It seems like I'm crying out at the stellar.
- How will you save the earth?
- How will you preach the earth's grievances?
- How will you protect your community?
- What if we only have 10 years left to live in the earth, what are you going to do as a person with different roles? Do you think you can change the curse?

It's not all about campaigning the end of the world. It's all about the truth that lies... massive destruction of our nature, financial crisis, wicked politics that presides over the country, climate changes... etc... See? So many things bursting out....

Let our minds be refreshed about the environmental issues... the reality the living earth.

Morning Blog

2009-01-13T09:54:00.000-08:00

Uhm... I woke up 4:54 in the cold morning of January 14, 2009 wooahh! So early huh?! Well, I get off on my bed and organize all the things that I need for my Wednesday class; separate my MWF notebooks away from TTh notebooks and put it in my blackbag, arrange all the things inside of it, picked up those scattered fiction books on the floor and prepare myself to take a bath. I went to the comfort room and wash my face, gurgle, and refresh a little.

Then, went to our canteen which is also our kitchen then put water on the kettle, put it on the stove and heat it. *chilling* Sooo cold... while waiting my water to boil, I bought a breakfast at Aling Manang's spaghetti. Haha! Aling Manang? I don't know her name but I know I'm her suki. lol. After eating.. there I go... take a bath.. Yey!

Clock his 6:12am and so I just finished all the morning routines. All I have to do now is to wait my father to come home...and ask for my baon. He wokes up early everyday cause he have to go to the wet market (4:00am) to buy meat, pork and other recipes needed to cook for our canteen which is our source of money. Yeah. At around 6:27am my father came home and he is here.. right now... Hahaha! He brought me breakfast...

Now, my mother is already awake too... Morning.. Oh morning... I have to go now to school.. Buhbye! See yah later for the next bloggadag.. I might blog why I was off for weeks.. ciao!

Save Gokou!

2009-01-10T13:13:00.000-08:00

Important Announcement :
Kailangan ni Son Gokou ng tulong para matalo c Majin Boo send this to your friends para matulungan c Gokou. Wag kang tumawa!! para ito sa kaligtasan ng planet earth!!. Itaas nyo mga kamay nyo para mkabuo ng spirit ball please.. wag kang tumawa! para to sa kaligtasan ng planet earth!!
(may nagpasa lang saken nian... ndi ko po imbento yan.. harhar..XD)

LOL! I'm in the state of exhaustion because I have sore eyes and sore throat when Yannie left some offline message at my YM. Though at first it's a common group message but then it's quite confusing then I started to read it. Hahaha!

I have sent this message to all of my friends at YM and now posted this one onto my blog. Hahaha! Let's save Son Gokou!

Web Hosting Solutions

2009-01-02T16:31:00.000-08:00

Heavens to Betsy! I've been planning to posses my own website. Err. It's kinda www.zaytie.com or www.camille-le-zaytie.com Oops! Don't Click yet! It's still void.

One of my friend, Tarry, given me this link: http://www.page.ph/hosting.html
She is hosting her site at Page.PH and the packages were economical. Hell Yeah.
And another Hosting Plan from http://www.godaddy.com/
They were very great!!! I wanna grab one with unlimited features with dozens of FREE Add-On Applications.

Woohoo!!

Plus.... although my course - BS Computer Engineering deals with both Platform (Hardware and Software).. I still love web designing, graphics designing, and other multimedia arts. Ugh. It doesn't matter :)

I'd taken the screen shot for the Page.PH plan, and here it goes:

See GoDaddy's Plan: Link Here!
https://www.godaddy.com/gdshop/hosting/shared.asp?ci=13891

So, you have two good choices (GoDaddy and Page.PH)

Good News: Twilighters :)

2008-12-28T01:37:00.000-08:00

Oh. I know this post is very late but I want to share it then. lol. For the past few days, rumors about the upcoming Pinoy version of Twilight has invaded. Oh wooo.. the stories were scattered all over the net - so many frantic adverse comments from true blooded twilighters.

I also posted the shit at E-Games Forum about the tagalized version of Twilight and hell yeah, most forumers were doomed shocked. Oh. Hola! And now, here's a drug for you to get high.. coz an ingenious pink.star11 (forumer of e-games) shared this one. Her source: http://mian0709.multiply.com/journal/item/84/Hallelujah?replies_read=5

Ok. Here it goes.

________________________________
TWILIGHTERS!!!

Good NEWS....

Source: Twilight Addicts..

This is from Dianne...Thanks!

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Salvation Reigns! Takipsilim: Access Denied? :D
Dec 26, '08 1:43 AM
by Dianne for everyone

I'm really sorry that I wasn't able to post this earlier since my sister was using the computer until 4 in the morning. BAH.

Before you go on with this blog, I want you to have this biiiig goofy smile for me. Flash me that smile! :))

Now, this is not an official news. But here's a sprig of hope brought by the doves of twilight happiness. You better sit down and prepare some money for celebration.

My awesome points please:

1.) Before you do anything rash. Kindly click this ABS-CBN link that contains the post about ABS-CBN bagging the rights for the twilight remake.

CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK MEEE

Tell me what you see, and be the judge of that. I can hear the angels descending.

Maybe we scared them off, who knows? But I like this change of events.But that's no confirmation that they wouldn't push through. But the hope meter is still high :)

2.) On so, the first point leads us to our next point which is....

Orange received a wonderful pm from an awesome member that goes (I hope you don't mind me posting your pm):

i just wanted to inform you that abs cbn just withdrew the takipsilim announcement. i have a VERY VERY reliable source, i swear with my crush's heart. :)) anyway, she said that abs cbn made an error in announcing it TOO EARLY. but she has no info yet if they're really going to do the show. she even said to check abs cbn online, 'cause it's probably not there anymore daw. and she was right. :D she said, it'll probably be in the morning news. don't worry, all of these are true. i just didn't want to post my own note that's why i informed you instead. :)

Shout out to trinalovesyou! You made us happy and we love you back :)) Now I tell you, swearing into a crush's heart is a serious binding promise. That is one serious matter right there.

Going back :)) If ABS-CBN did release it early, then at least they know the consequences of their action if they would continue takipsilim, that is. I really hope they would stop their plans in making this one. :)

3.) So Orange checked our mother ship, and their latest blog says:

Edit (7:00 PM) It seems that the ABS-CBN news link that we've posted before cannot be accessed anymore. We leave that to your own interpretation ;) [mabelletaka]

It's seems that a lot of people are in a good mood these days :))

4.) So we head to Zagafryon's comment on one of the admin posts and he links to this blog right here that says:

Twilight Pinoy Version Remake “Takipsilim” a Hoax
Posted by Nina Santilleces on December 24, 2008 at 7:25 am.

Twilight fans hates the fact that ABS-CBN will shoot the remake of Twilight (a famous vampire novel of Stephanie Meyer) this February by officially posting a news at their official website. The said article said that Rayver Cruz and Shaina Magdayao will portray as the main characters Edward Cullen and Bella Swan in tentatively title “Takipsilim” to be directed by Cathy Garcia Molina. Yehey also loves the news and even posted the article in their entertainment page in a detailed manner including the other casts.

Twilight Remake TakipsilimAvid Twilight fans even created an online petition to blatantly stop the ABS-CBN madness against the remake of Twilight. Some people claim that Twilight remake is only a hoax that ABS-CBN only wants to gain traffic to their official website or they have other reason behind this.

From reading the article, conclusions are made up that Twilight remake is really a hoax. In the ABS-CBN article it was said that they (ABS-CBN) paid $1 million with co-producer Ignite Media for the rights to the Twilight series. What is Ignite Media? Rights to the Twilight series?

Next are the shooting locations. It was said that the taping will start on February next year and the shooting locations are Bukidnon, Tagaytay, Baguio, some will be in other locations abroad. So Tagaytay is Forks, Baguio is Seattle and Bukidnon is La Push? Those three locations are too far for Bella to ride her truck. Take note that Bukidnon is in Mindanao. And why would they shoot outside country?

Finally, the fake poster. If casting are done, they should have photo shoots or scratch trailer like Twilight movie did.

Seems that Rayver and Shaina die hard fan created this poster. And we would love to see if Pokwang and Bayani will star in Takipsilim. ABS-CBN will sure gain a big hit in Prime Bida airing this serious teleserye of Bayani and Pokwang, Takipsilim and Bagong Buwan as their sequel.

SOURCE

Yaaaaay! Though, it's not official, it still makes me feel giddy inside. I think that ABS-CBN may be thinking about their next move.

But yeah, what IS Ignite Media?I think I've heard about them before...As far as I know, they produced the GMA film called 'Batanes'. No, I did not watch that, that happens to be the result when i googled it. Why only a million for the rights of twilight?

About the places... well I think that's easy to figure out. They could easily cut scenes and look for different spots from there. Though you really can't see giant trees in here :)) You'd be caressing coconut trees instead :))

But seriously, we haven't heard anything from Stephenie Meyer recently. We'd love to hear something from her.

Yaaay! At least the news about the pinoy version of twilight wasn't in Perez's top 10 most e-mailed list :D

Hooraz! Now we can see the prospective of a New Year a bit better!

Have a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year Everyone!

-Dianne

D'oh! I hope I made somebody's day.

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"kay gagong masukistang leon!"

"tungkol sa tatlong bagay na siguradong positibo ako:
una, si edward ay isang bampira...
pangalawa, may isang parte sa kanya, at hndi ko alam kung gaano kalakas iyon..na uhaw sa aking dugo...
at pangatlo, hndi maitatangging ako'y walang sawang inlab sa kanya"

"maging ligtas mahal..."

"ikaw na ang buhay ko ngayon"

"estupidong may-ari ng makintab na VOLVO"

"pano kung hindi ako ang bida, pano kung ako ung masamang tao???"

"ikaw ang eksaktong tatak ng droga ko"

"Imposible ang iyong kabilisan at lakas.
Ang `yong balat ay maputi`t maputla at yelo`ng lamig.
Nagiiba ang kulay ng mata mo at
minsan kung magsalita ka para kang galing ng ibang panahon.
Hindi kalumalabas kapag maaraw. Ilang taon kana?"
"Labing pito."
"Gano katagal kanang labing pito?"
"Matagal-tagal narin."

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"sabihin mo... sabihin mo ng malakas..."
"bampira!"
"natatakot ka ba?"
"hindi"

"takot ka ba?"
"ang ikinatatakot ko lang ay ang mawala ka sa akin"

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"punyeta bella, ikaw ang magiging kamatayan ko"

"*singhot* mmmm... nagdala ka ng baon..."

"aking lalaking unggoy!"

"humawak ka ng mahigpit, gagambang unggoy!"

Twilight ~ Pinoy Version

2008-12-23T00:07:00.000-08:00

ABS-CBN has bought the rights to make a television version of the hit vampire novel Twilight, ABS-CBN's CEO, Euegenio Lopez III signed a contract last December 6, 2008 for the television adaptation of Twilight.

The rights cost a more than a million dollars, the taping is set to start next year by February in Baguio, Tagaytay, Bukidnon and some parts will tape outside the country. And it will be directed by Cathy Garcia Molina, the television adaptation will focus with the love story between Edward and Bella, this is much more than a drama, romance, but also fantasy. This is co-produce by Ignite Media Incorporation.

Other Information:
The hit vampire novel has been bought by ABS-CBN has bought for more than US$1 million with Ignite Media as co producer. The taping is set to start next year by Feb. in Baguio , Tagaytay, Bukidnon with some parts to be shot abroad. To be directed by Cathy Garcia Molina, the TV adaptation will focus on Edward and Bella’s love story to be treated as drama, romance and fantasy.

The unofficial cast includes Valeen Montenegro as Alice Cullen, Gabby Concepcion as Dr. Carlisle Cullen, Luis Manzano as Emmett Cullen, Al Tantay as Charlie Swan, Yayo Aguila as Renee Dwyer, Fred Payawan as Jacob Black, Carlos Agassi as James, Chin Chin Gutierrez as Esme Cullen, Karylle as Rosalie Hale, Joross Gamboa as Jasper Hale, Jessy Mendiola as Jessica Stanley, Empress Schuck as Angela Weber, Brad Murdoch as Laurent, Nikki Bacolod as Victoria and Aaron Villaflor as Mike Newton.

Rayver and Shaina were former love team partner but the tandem did not work. It seems their tandem will click in “Twilight."

ABS-CBN has bought the rights to make a tv version of the hit vampire novel "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer, it is about a girl named Isabella Swan who fell in love with a vampire named Edward Cullen, the taping isset to start next year in Baguio, Bugarin in Tanay Rizal Province, Bukidnon and Tagaytay.

This will be one of the biggest production ABS-CBN will make, the budget for this TV Series is about more than a million,which is big for a tv series. this is said to be directed by the award winning director Cathy Garcia Molina.

CAST (Unofficial) :

Rayver Cruz as Edward Cullen
Shaina Magdayao as Isabella Swan
Valeen Montenegro as Alice Cullen
Joross Gamboa as Jasper Hale
Karylle as Rosalie Hale
Luis Manzano as Emmett Cullen
Chin Chin Gutierrez as Esme Cullen
Gabby Concepcion as Dr. Carlisle Cullen
Al Tantay as Charlie Swan
Yayo Aguila as Renee Dwyer
Fred Payawan as Jacob Black
Carlos Agassi as James
Jessy Mendiola as Jessica Stanley
Empress Schuck as Angela Weber
Brad Murdoch as Laurent
Nikki Bacolod as Victoria
Aaron Villaflor as Mike Newton

* I saw this one at Friendster ~ Bulletin Board.. One of my classmate in Adamson posted this shit and other Twilighters. Eeewwwnesss.. Yuck! I hate it! Damn it!

This Body: A Novel of Reincarnation

2008-12-22T07:07:00.000-08:00

I've been reading this book since Saturday. Thanks to Zarah♥ for a wonderful gift this Christmas. Although this Novel is too old, I really appreciate the fictitious story of Katharine. The characters dispatched from Shakespeare's A Midsummer Night's Dream. Cool.

Book Description
What if you had your life to live over again? What if you were rich and skinny this time? What if you had a second chance to find true love? Katherine Ashley, in the prime of her life, is a dutiful mother of two whose heart suddenly stops beating. Thisby Bennet is a rich, thin young woman whose dangerous taste for drugs and men leads to her equally premature death. When Katherine's disembodied spirit awakens inside Thisby's lifeless body, Laurel Doud's first, fearless novel explores what form a second chance might take.

Mad

2008-12-21T05:39:00.000-08:00

I'm imputing, cogitating, and disputing. My head is penetrated by the fuss.

Resembling to weep like an outrageous mortal,
or maybe I'm too knotty?

I prefer to be abandoned rather than to be blissful.

Envy.
Intense Hostility.
I don't know what do I really feel.

I know that I'm sensible ... sometimes odd.
There's a clamor in my heart.
Pushing me to be remorseful.
I should be calm and placid but I'm assertive.

Do you know what am I trying to deem?

Nothing.

I can't be dead to the world.

Am I too pompously literary?
or
I just demand to feel the affection that I'm probing for.

Short Valediction

2008-12-20T05:13:00.000-08:00

To go beyond what was expected or hoped for is invigorating. However, been gained in previous time will make you feel sad or disheartened - Hark back on it.

It's really wobbly to leave for elsewhere cause you need to refuse to accept or comply with something. They will culminate but memoirs and pain will remain.

I'm hoping for you to retort cause I missed you. Sheez. Yeah we know, changing someone's convention is hard for them to pull off. It's just like you wanted him to have the physical strength or courage.

Being livid about someone's foolishness easilly last. You can't just really handle the mental pressure as if you yearn for snivel and screech.

Please struggle to be man enough.

Supposed to be .... then Friday with Zarah ♥

2008-12-19T02:25:00.000-08:00

Supposed to be.... I would be hanging out with my AdU Classmates at Mall of Asia together with my Bheibee. Ugh. Sort of changes ruined the plan. Err.. I really hate it. I'm pissed off. Ok?

Those things made me mad when some of my bizarre classmate changed the venue which is Luneta Park. Duh??!! Shesh freakin' crazy.. Strolling at Luneta Park when the sun shines tooo hot? It must be silly. Then my boyfriend backed out cause of his weird pustule. Damn! ?!@%$

At 12:30 noon, I called Zarah over the phone just to ask - what makes her busy today.. But then, I just woked her up coz she's still shleefing. haha! Ooops! Sorry. Anyways, she told me that she would be going with her mommy, tita, and cousins at Market! Market! to stroll and shop for Christmas. Zarah asked me if I want to come with them. So I did.

By 3:00pm, she picked me up riding her Red car. Zzz.. Blah! Blah!

So many happenings had gone while shoppin in.. David Pomeranz have a Mall Tour and Free Concert. Zarah and her mom bought Dinning Table set. We eat at KFC. Let her 2 little cute cousins play at the playground. Her mom went to grocery. Stroll. Look for cellphones. Blahblah! Buy gifts for my parents. While walking, we saw our 2 classmates in PCS: Marga and Alexis. Then Zarah gave me a christmas gift - she was asking me of what would I like to have... then it was a book. Thanks to her. She's so kind and loving friend.

I enjoyed my friday with her. Oh! I'm sorry I wasnt been able to buy her a gift. I'll just give it on Christmas. Hehehe.

Green Japanese Signs

2008-12-19T01:45:00.000-08:00

I was just plurking around when some of my friend plurker (Amcel Ong) shared a photo with a message: "WAAAAT?"

Duh,. I'm curious that's why I clicked on it, and here it goes:

So. What comes on your mind now? Hahaha!
For me, the first thing that comes on my mind is that: (From Left to Right)
1. A boy who feels so horny, his dick errected.. as if he can't take it anymore..
2. So what the boy did~ go fucked her woman doing some sex position..
3. After he come out~ the girl got pregnant
4. Then, finally... that girl gave birth to the child.

Ugh.. I think we have the same impressions huh? But the real meaning of these signs were:

According to Amcel: these are signs in Japanese Metro Trains,
'Priority seats for ................', From left to right:
1. Person with injured arm
2. Person holding a child
3. Pregnant woman
4. Person with injured leg

Funny huh?

It's the Strange

2008-12-18T03:01:00.000-08:00

Oh. I forgot to feature this stuff on my Blog. Yeep. Moi is a fanatic of Emily the Strange since 2nd Year High School.

I remember, me and my mother were strolling at Glorrietta (few years ago) - She bought me an EmilyStrange bag at BlackStrawBerry Gothic Clothing Boutique. Here it is:

and oh! I also have keychains, paper clip black sabbath and emily's black wallet. Plus, my Emily Strange Action Figures! Woo! I bought this one at Harvard Square at Boston Massachussetts when were having a free time and off in Teen Summit. (July 2006)

Nah! For my Christmas wishlist. I want Emily Rocks Hoody. Hehehe. That's all for this moment. Be right back.

I Can't Breathe!

2008-12-13T01:40:00.000-08:00

You wished to go everywhere you want to go. You want to be free like a falcon. You wanted to do everything you want to do. You want to hang out with your friends for a long time as if you don't want to go home.

But the problem is, you cannot "just" be so Bum and Lazy all the way. You still have to do your responsibilities as a: student, daughter, son, employer, teacher, doctor, etc.. One thing that I can't resist is that, setting yourself free for a little time. @_@

Normally, parent's are very protective.. right? What if it's too much? Very exaggerated? Very contradicting in many ways? "as if" they don't want you to be "very" Happy.

Filipino culture is very obsolete in terms of being a "Responsible" Parent. Ugh. Especially if they have the only "unica ija". Duh?! @_@ They were very overprotective. Too much brooding care and concern.

Damn! My neck is wrecked! They wanted me to live in an impeccable cherry blossom. My gosh! I'm already a teenager.
-- "So what if you're teenager? We are you'r parents! We ARE!!" Scary huh? Bite me! LOL.

I want a space to breathe on. I want to enjoy my teenage life. Yes! I admit it >> I'm not happy with them. What if they were reading this? I bet you! - they will say:

"Walang hiya ka?! Pagkatapos namin gawin ang lahat.. nagpapakahirap kami sa trabaho.. masakit na mga katawan namin para lang mapag-aral ka!!!!"

It's not all about "walang hiya!"... It's all about the happiness I wanted to have just a day. I'm just "all ALONE" here inside our house.

This is just me: No sister, No brother, Just go to school, freaky to study, read book, stay in the library, chat with my classmates, do crazy projects, assignments, prepare for exams and quizzes ONLY at school. Eat many foods, drink water, talk to my boyfriend over the Phone. And the rest.... I'm "ALL ALONE" at home. My bestfriend? - Computer. Nothing else.

I have no depravity. So what's the point of being "walang hiya"?

It's so annoying to hear them saying this line:
"Wala ka nang pakinabang dito sa bahay!" insisting that - wala na akong kwentang anak
"Nakakawalang GANA KA! Hindut ka!" .......
"Bakit ba tayo may anak na INUTIL?" ........

Is that how my parents made themselves soo much perfect? They don't see the brightest part of me. If any, just a pixel of appreciation only work. Everything I do is fucked up. They always insist that they are "RIGHT" and I'm "LEFT". How was that?

Another tounge twister:
"Lahat ng magulang gusto mapabuti ang anak.." ...... *yawn*
"Bastos ka tlga! Sumasagot ka pa!"
"Nung panahon namin, hindi kami ganyan sa mga magulang namin"
"Hindi naman masama ang pinapayo namin sayo! Gusto ka lang namin mapabuti"
"Kaya mo nba maging mag-isa sa buhay?"

@_@ Drools. Am I too worst? I don't think so. I'm not doing a shit. I'm not like my asshole cousins who are not studying anymore - a standby - a troublemaker on the street - a whore - nor a criminal.

I have what it takes to be the best. I'm not the typical old fashioned teenager who thinks about bullshit things. I'm not one of them.

I want to shout! It's not all about being INDEPENDENT child. It's not all about abusing a Freedom.

All I want is --> a space to breathe. I want to enjoy my teenage life NOT IN A BAD WAY.

Let's Play Habbo!

2008-12-12T02:53:00.000-08:00

I became an addict player of Habbo.com within 3-days up until now (hehehe!). Because I saw their advertisement at Friendster.com.

They were cute and customizeable: You can personalize your room; Create and manage groups as well as room events (example: Trade, Dating, Debates and Discussion, Grand Openings, Performance, Music, Habbo Jobs etc..); you can also play their strategy games; buy, sell and trade your Habbo Furnitures.

However, it looks like a Sim City... But then, it's inside at Habbo Hotel. You can hang out. It's fun. Why don't you try it?

Here's a screenshot of my Habbo:

Click Here to Register and Play Habbo now!

Sticky Chocolate Jellyfish

2008-12-10T03:34:00.000-08:00

Haha! I know all of us release sticky chocolate jellyfish.

I made this blog entry for me to remind the shitty things I encountered lately when I was about going home. Once again, it's mind all over body.

Hope you guys if reading this one, please imagine the word "release". - That's all for today. LOL.

Computer Storage Management

2008-12-08T11:42:00.000-08:00

Last time when were having a Lecture discussion about Computer Memory stuffs, our professor at Computer System Organization (CSO) with Assembly Language told us about their seminar in Storage Management.

Technology constantly changing, new innovations and other upgrades were on the line. As of today's generation, many programmers, network engineers, animators and designers are on the Computer or Technology Industry.

Now, as you can observe, computer specifications are getting higher and the computer memory is extending as well. For example, Pentium II 256MB in RAM is sufficient enough but now, it is more recommended to have an above system requirements.

See? For this matter, the world really in-need of Storage management. Programmers or developers are already obsolete. The scenarios of having a 250GB hard drive is not good anymore, but, 1TB leads it's way.

In some places who are not literate in terms of Storage Management, they really have to focus and work with it. Who knows? Year 2012? How would a system can handle the world? @_@

I'm back!

2008-12-07T22:57:00.000-08:00

I don't have internet connection since Friday because Globelines' Cabinet at Makati Area was under restoration WTF! and now, the connection resumed at 5pm.

Err... I'm back to blogging, Online Game Updates and other Researches for my school stuffs. For last Saturday happenings, my Girlfriends-Groupmates in Computer System Organization had been here ~ were 5 in the group *including me* but they were only 3 who went here (Belle, Dora and Ginnie), Angel wasn't able to come because she can't. LOL. @_@ We do foodtrips and continue C++ Programming...

Yesterday ~ Sunday, I woke up at 2pm then continue my Chapter 1 Story at MS Word, then me and my mom went to SM Megamall for strolling at 5pm then have our dinner at KFC then stroll again ... then bought chocolates (wooo!) then late in the evening, me and my bheibee Jerome talked over the phone until 5am

Then, as for today, I woke up 4 in the afternoon and helped my parents at our Canteen... Then I saw at the Computer Shop beside our canteen that they already have an internet that's why I quickly went home to check my E-mails and now I'm doing the Blogging thingys..

That's all the happenings of my life for the past 3 days when I was off @_@

ciao~

Twilight ~ Nothing will be the same

2008-11-29T10:22:00.001-08:00

We all know that Stephenie Meyer's romantic story bout the two lovers ~ Edward (90-year old vampire but just began 17-y.o as of now) and Bella(17-year old charming lady) strikes our racial memory in fiction.

I heard alot of readers ~ when they watched the movie ~ some parts of the scene were not too close from the book. @_@ Others were pissed off because the book was messed up... Hmmm.. I already seen this book already at some books stores, I think it's almost 8-9months ago. I was attracted by the black cover..Ugh! Don't have the money to buy that's why I just stare at it and wondering the content would be great. Then few months passed, rumors about the story of Twilight had gone through my ears. Good Comments. etc.

Now, the book that I was staring at were now launched at the movie.. Again, I don't have the money to buy a ticket that's why I searched at the internet if there would be a stranger who can share some video. lol. Luckily, I found one!

Anyways, here it is.. If you would like to watch this video through internet (over and over again), Please link it here at http://movie6.net/movie-/?p=1117 (the movie were cut into 8 scenes)

I don't want to be exaggerated or what cause I saw from other reviews that twilight is blahblahblah.. zzz..For me, yeah.. it's great... one of a kind.. Such a lovely story.... somewhat depressing coz it's impossible to happen in the real world..

"I dont have the strength to stay away from you anymore...."

Sickness Adventures :(

2008-11-28T21:49:00.000-08:00

Thursday afternoon, Me and Ginnie went to Adamson ST Canteen and decided to buy Shake with Ice Cream on top :) Yummy... After that, I bought Big Yemma hahaha! Sweets.. Then Thursday Night, I'm very obssesed in drinking cold coffee, cold water ... cold..cold.. cold liquiors.. Wooo.. As if I was refreshened up

Friday, 9 in the morning when I woke up, I can't talk and it seems that my tonsil is painful. Still lying on my bed, hugging my pillows. I have a very cloggy nose I feel that I'm almost near to have flu.

Since we have an alternate schedule in Philippine Lit., and our professor in Nihonggo is not around, my class will start at 2:00pm. So I still have time to take a rest and wake up again at 11am.

I depart from my house at 12:30 noon and Duh! "Tanghaling tapat!" My Gosh! It's to hot outside and I'm not feeling well. I ride a jeepney upto Guadalupe then walk upto Guadalupe MRT Station and ride again the trolly upto Edsa-Pasay-Taft Station then walk again upto LRT Station then rides again the trolly until I reach UN Avenue Station then walk again from Masagana ~ Adamson Walkway ~ cross the road ~ CS Building. Omg! As if I was dying.

When I reached 2nd floor, Dora and Angel saw me, they said that I'm pale.
Dora: "Camille.. bakit ang putla putla mo? pinagpapawisan ka pa."
Angel: "Oo nga, bakit anong nangyari sayo?"
Moi: "Grabe! nilalagnat ata ako, sh*t! ang init! pasok na tayo sa classroom para malamig!"

See?! and that's what all I got now. I'm sooo sick and tired. I have a tonsilitis and irritating cloggy nose. Wooo...

Happy Together

2008-11-27T14:32:00.000-08:00

I went to my bheibee's house yesterday to visit him. He's not doing well, his nose is hurting, because his brother punched in him. I dunno sort of problems had gone our way for the past few days, but now were ok :)

Well, I brought him some choco creamy fudgy doughnuts at SM Fairview. He's happy "indeed". Hahaha! I remember the word "indeed" moments about the movie they watched entitled as Haunted House. :)

Oh anyways, I comforted him and spend our time together ~ sweet. love. heart. kiss.

Then, when were having our dinner with her sister, so many funny and green stories shared :))

Oh...Ugh... We're both happy together. Love Stories. Mwah. Hugs.

TTh 10:30 - 12:30 (Videoke)

2008-11-27T14:03:00.000-08:00

Haha! Every Tuesdays and Thursdays ~ Moi together with my classmates ~ Ginnie, Angel and Arlene were having our vacant time at 2/F Times Plaza, Kalaw for Videoke Session.

For the past few weeks, we're enjoyig the company to sing different kinds of songs. Oopps. Sorry Don't have picteers to show . Hehehe..

It all started when Ginnie asked us to go to CD-R-King at SM Manila to buy headphone for her cellphone last November 13. Since it's just besides World-Of-Fun, I heard somebody singing in a Videoke Caravan. I told them why don't we try singing as well cause there are private rooms for Videokes.

I don't know if this is an addiction or what.. But I guess were just happy spending our vacant time to relieve our stress. lol

The Steps To Breaking Up

2008-11-22T21:14:00.000-08:00

When you need to do it, do it with as little pain as possible!
by Jennifer Good

Just the words, break up, indicate a situation riddled with impending pain and loss. Even if both parties involved agree it is in their best interests to part romantic ways, there is still a certain amount of loss attached. The best way to approach a break up is to offer the person, to the best of your ability, a clean and clear separation. While there is no definitive way to do this, hear are a few guidelines that may help you.

#1 - Specific Reasons
Don't let them wonder what went wrong. Give them the exact specific reason why you want to break up. It will give them an opportunity to really evaluate what they've done to contribute to the demise of the relationship, and hopefully apply their knowledge to their next one.

#2 - Where To Do It
If you think they will be terribly upset, try a public place that will afford you some privacy, but will deter your partner from possibly "acting up." If at all possible, try to do it some place you can be alone to really talk things through. Avoid places that contain happy memories from your relationship. You don't want to spoil them.

#3 - How To Do It
While following guideline #1 is important, you also want to make sure you are not damaging their ego either. Make it clear to them that the relationship isn't working for you both because you expect different things from the relationship, or that you've reached a line that you don't feel you can cross back over. Take extra care in your choice of wording, but never lie.

#4 - After The Break Up
Your first meetings after a break up can be strained, at best. If you don't feel you'll be comfortable being around them until your emotions are more under control, try a cold turkey break up. Agree neither of you will have contact with each other for an agreed amount of time. Make sure you agree on the set amount of time during the break up process, or the ideal of remaining friends after may diminish.

Your other option is to try a sliding scale approach. Agree to only call or see each other once or twice a week, and slowly narrow it down from there. Agree not to talk about certain things like wishing you were back together, or whether you are seeing anyone new, etc.

If you must remain in contact with them because of school, work or family it is important to remain mature about the situation. Don't run out and date everyone. Allow your partner some breathing room and time to digest their newly found situation. Also, avoid gossiping about what went wrong. It just makes everything ugly.

#5 - Trial Separation
If you are unsure about wanting a permanent break up, try a trial one instead. To signify your commitment to trying to work things out, arrange an agreed upon dating schedule with your partner, maybe once a week. Arrange for the exact dates and times when you are asking for the separation!

Remember, no matter how you do it, or what you say, if you are completely honest with yourself and your partner you both will be able to move on and grow from your experience. Like the common phrase says, "If it was meant to be, it will be."

Source: http://www.lovingyou.com/content/advice/breakup/content.php?ART=howtobreakup

How To Know When It's Over

2008-11-22T21:10:00.000-08:00

by Bob Narindra

There are few things in life that are harder on a person than the time when they realize that the love they have worked so hard at, and spent so much time on, is finally over. For some, this realization is a complete shock and for others, they have seen the writing on the wall for some time now.

Breakup signs are often very difficult to spot, primarily because the people involved often do not want to admit that the relationship has failed. And unless something comes along and hits them in the face, telling them it's over; the natural tendency is to try to work through the problems. This happens more so when the couple have been together for a while.

The question that remains, therefore, is at what point do you really know that it's over?

First lets start with the glaring signs that the relationship is over:

You catch your partner in the act of having an unforgivable affair.
Your partner uses physical violence against you.
You argue non-stop about everything. You can't agree on anything.

The above are obvious, any of the three things occurring above, ESPECIALLY NUMBER TWO, are sure signs that the relationship is coming to an, often abrupt, end.

There are however some other signs to look out for. Sometimes it is necessary to accept the painful fact that the relationship you are in is just not good for you. While I am usually the staunchest advocate for the "you can make it through anything as long as you have love" club, even I have to admit that there are situations where one or both of the partners are just better off apart.

The most common instance of this is when one partner is INTENTIALLY holding the other partner back. When two people have separate dreams and goals, friction can occur, especially if neither of them are willing to compromise. In some instances, however, jealousy leads one of the partner's to be excessively controlling of the other. In these situations, if they are UNRESOLVABLE, it is better to leave than stay.

Other reasons to leave include:

You realize that you don't love your partner.
You find yourself thinking more and more about how good single life was.
You realize that your partner doesn't love you, but is with you because they don't want to hurt you.
You have no common interests or goals.
You find that you cannot stand their annoying little habits, and they won't change.
You find it impossible to be yourself around your partner.
Your partner cuts you down, makes you feel bad about yourself, and constantly devalues your goals and ideas.

Under no circumstances should anyone stay in a relationship that is bad for them, just because they feel that being in a relationship, even a bad one, is better than being alone.

Source: http://www.lovingyou.com/content/advice/breakup/content.php?ART=whenitsover

Single? Confused @_@

2008-11-22T20:56:00.000-08:00

Big Deal ba ung maglagay ng "Single" sa mga profile mo sa net khit may BF ka? Wonders.. Big Deal ba yun?

[Insert Title...]

2008-11-17T02:22:00.000-08:00

Nah.. I don't know what am I supposed to type in this Blog Entry. I just don't know
Maybe because I just feel something different... I'm a little bit confused... tortured... and yah know ~ in short ~ depressed again. Hahaha! What else can I say if that was really how I feel @_@

As of now. I'm sad. That's all.

Ugly Vs. Beautiful

2008-11-17T02:02:00.000-08:00

1. Pag ang girlfriend mo PANGET: pwede na yan sa McDo, Jollibee, o kaya Chowking
Pag MAGANDA: dapat sa Friday's, Cravings, o kaya sa ShangriLa

2. Pag PANGET: ayaw mong lapitan pag naglalakad kayo sa mall...as if u were just friends
Pag MAGANDA: halos di mo na pakawalan habang namamasyal.. may kasama pang hugs at kisses once in a while

3. Pag PANGET: "Pahinga na lang tayo this weekend. Tsaka may gimik kami ng friends ko e."
Pag MAGANDA: "Are u free this weekend? Gimik tayo with my friends."

4. Pag PANGET: ok na kahit di ka masyadong mag-dress up
Pag MAGANDA: kelangan japorms ka lagi

5. Pag PANGET: "wife material" ... in other words, free katulong in the future.
Pag MAGANDA: "girlfriend material"... prinsesa in short

6. Pag PANGET: pag nagseselos sya, di ka nya pwedeng tarayan
Pag MAGANDA: pag nagseselos sya, ok lang na tarayan ka nya

7. Pag PANGET: lambingin mo lang for the first few months, mapagsasawaan mo agad
Pag MAGANDA: "I can't get enough of you, girl!"

8. Pag PANGET: treat her like she's one of the boys
Pag MAGANDA: treat her like she's the most beautiful girl u'll ever love

9. Pag PANGET: "ay, u'r sick? sige, i'll just call again later."
Pag MAGANDA: "ay, u'r sick, honey? sige, i'll just visit u later, ha?"

10. Pag PANGET: di mo malimutan yung pretty ex mo ("she was everyone's crush y'know")
Pag MAGANDA: kalimutan mo na yung pretty ex mo, u got someone better now

11. Pag PANGET: wala kang ka-agaw
Pag MAGANDA: lahat ka-agaw mo, so u have to be extra sweet to her

12. Pag PANGET: pwede mong iwanan kung saan-saan (in short, convenient)
Pag MAGANDA: dapat bantayan mo kahit saan

13. Pag PANGET: sa public places...ok lang, andyan lang sya....duh...
Pag MAGANDA: "ehem, hey, guys, she's my girlfriend, y'know pretty no?" sabay akbay

14. Pag PANGET: when asked y u chose her.... "pare, i love her bcoz she's really nice and she'll do everything for me"
Pag MAGANDA: "pare, do i have to answer ur question? it's obvious naman na, pare e"

15. Pag PANGET: pag na-a-attract ka sa iba... "Bat ka ba masyadong selosa? I was just looking!"
Pag MAGANDA: "Hey baby, don't be jealous na. U'r prettier naman e.

Credits to:
ISHMYLIFE OF E-GAMES FORUMS
http://forums.e-games.com.ph/index.php?showtopic=15074

and
Otep ~ who reposted this stuff to his Blog: http://otepskie.multiply.com/journal/item/7/PANGET_VS_MAGANDA

Nomore

2008-11-12T02:58:00.000-08:00

A forwarded quote from my friend Emskilicious of CGGC.

Do you know what's the most painful thing in the world?
It's when BOTH OF YOU LOVE EACH OTHER and yet you couldn't patch things up.

Where's the pain?
~> It's when 1 decided to END it UP.
and the other
~> has NO CHOICE but to GIVE UP.

He's soo Important

2008-11-10T02:27:00.000-08:00

Ugh. Another post for the day coz I really missed alot things to share

For the past two weeks, my bheibee is not calling over the phone and he just leave some offline messages. The last time we had been together was October 28. He saw my tight schedule and I can't go for a week with him every weekdays and weekends would be my rest day. Mixed emotions left on my messenger whenever I get online. I know my dear you'll be missing me if I can't go with you but I'll try to get a time just to spend it with you. Yah~ I miss you.... really.... I do.

One thing that I must say.. I know you've been starring my blog and reading it. I love you.

~ You're the most important person I ever had in my life. You might think you're not but it's a way wrong.

~ I love you soo much. You always brighten up my day. I know sometimes I'm pissed off but please try to understand and see the other side that I do really care for you.

~ If we have bad times. I can easily forget it. I just reminisce the memoirs we had been together.

~ You might think that I may not love you because of the words I put against on you. I just want you to be my man.... forever.

~ I'm always here for you...

Bheibee, please... I'm with you wherever you are. Last night, I'm crying at my dark room and thinking of you. Last last night, I have a difficulty in breathing due to the leaked gas I inhaled and all I think is ~ you're here beside me.

I have sort of conference with my friends and the topic is all about us. Bheibee.. you're soo important.

Missing

2008-11-10T02:10:00.000-08:00

It has been awhile since I became so discreet and not posting at my blog. So many things had gone my way and I missed to share it here ;) Anyways. I got a problem with my schedule for this second semester but then I already get over with it.

For my schedule this sem is somewhat harsh and a little bit costy for me. By Monday and Wednesday, my first class would be 8-11am (EE Theory Lab) and a vacant for 1 hour to wait my next class and that is 12-1pm (Phil Lit), 1-2pm (Foreign Language), 2-3pm (Strength of Materials) and a 2 hrs vacant to wait my last subject 5-6pm (Thermodynamics I). MW Schedule is the same as Friday but it added 6-9pm (Computer System Organization w/ Assembly Language LAB). However, TTh Sched sounds relaxing coz I have only 2 subjects which is 9-10:30am (CSO w/ Assembly Language Lecture) another vacant for 10:30-12:30pm then proceed to 12:30-2:00pm (Differential Equations).

When vacant time approaches me, I can't control myself buying foods, strolling at National Bookstore to see the Fiction Book Sections, and other chitchats with my old classmates and friends at the Library and/or Adamson CS Walkway.

It seems that some of my subjects deals about racial memoirs ~ hopefully I can make it again ;)

My Friend is a Bitch

2008-10-31T02:33:00.000-07:00

A story from an old forum at the internet talks about friendship, love, relationship, and marriage. One thread entitled as: "My friend is a Bitch" really caught my attention.

A girl who lives in Southern Philippines named as Jenny. She is 19 years old, studying in college and has a boyfriend who really loves her so much. His name is John aged 28 years old. This guy lives in Manila and worked as a CEO in a big time company. I don't really believe about cyber relationship. But this couple stayed for almost 8 months. They spend each other through cellphone, instant messenger, or even at the internet. I dunno how they develop as lovers.

Jenny who have a childhood friend named as Clarette already transferred in Manila because her parents who had been working in Canada told her to do so. Whenever Jenny have a problem about their relationship with his boyfriend, she keeps intouch with her old friend.

I wonder that guy doesnt have the chance to see Jenny in person but still he loves her. @_@ On the otherhand, Jenny doesnt really want her bf to go to their place because she keeps excusing about their family problem.

It's really funny to hear those kind of relationship =) I wonder.. Really. I guess.. ;)

Oh anyway, the thread starter was Clarette. She is the one who told the story of this two couple.

To summarize the story:
Jenny has so many friends at their place, she keeps many secrets to John. Thus, teh guy doesnt know anything what Jenny do. Still, John is sooo stupid loving Jenny. Sounds funny huh? ;)

One very night. John called Jenny's friend about his situation. Clarette already gave advices which make John hurt although he needs to do it for the sake of his stupidity in the relationship. hahaha! funny.

Who is now a bitch?

Jenny who tell so many lies, who keeps so many secrets, who always excuse for nothing.

or.

Clarette who is so very patient, very understanding, who gives so many good advices.. but she cheated her friend Jenny. Have sex with John

A very sad story.

..They were both Bitch.

List of Girl E-Gamers Group

2008-10-27T04:38:00.000-07:00

Zhu Xian Online PH

Aphrodites: This name came from the Goddess of Love ~ Aphrodite.
ZXOnline whose theme is all about Romance, Passion, Love, and Marriage enrich the Ladies to come at the rendezvous temple.
For more info ~ link it here: http://forums.e-games.com.ph/index.php?showtopic=59793

CABAL Online PH

Women of Nevareth: Named by the foundress of the cluster.
Veradrix who is the 8th Sage that is responsible for conveying the orders of the other Sages had a vision to form another cluster in Nevareth. She had a conference with the three feme member (Yuan, Rin and Arionell) of the investigation committee at Port Lux to discuss about the Women of Nevareth.
Since the role of women in combat has become an issue throughout CABAL. With the current expulsion of women from many combative roles seen by some as a form of sexual discrimination, this controversy resumes to rage. Many CABALists refer to physical and mental diverse of the two sexes, the effect of the presence of the opposite sex on the nation war, and the usual view of males as case both for and against women participating under war. Thus, their idea of having women in defending their own sage should be recognized. During their discussions, set of rules, code of conduct, and other revisions about the cluster has been created.

Official Website: http://cabalphgirlgamersclub.tk/
E-Games Thread: http://forums.e-games.com.ph/index.php?showtopic=1981
Official Forum: http://cabalph-girl-gamers.forumotion.net/index.htm

RAN Online PH

RANachics:
Official Website: http://ranonline.com.ph/

Granado Espada

A Tribute for the Ladies: Created by our former GECM Veya.
Official Site: http://granadoespada.e-games.com.ph/girlgamer.php

Supreme Destiny

Official Site: http://supremedestiny.com.ph/

Other Online Games:
Audition
O2Jam

How To Mend a Broken Heart

2008-10-27T02:32:00.000-07:00

This is for my friends who lost somebody. I got this one at: http://hubpages.com/hub/MendBroken-Heart

Anyone who has gone through a breakup or divorce and has come out the other side with a broken heart, knows what we are talking about.

It can be a very painful experience!

One of the ways to help yourself to feel better and actually heal from a breakup or divorce is to begin to listen to what you are telling yourself. In other words, pay attention to your “self talk.”

We all talk to ourselves all of the time and this is what we calling 'self talk.' These thoughts come and go in our minds and they can either help us go through life with relative ease or struggling at every step of the way.

In our experience, this 'self talk' can either keep you stuck in the past--mulling over what went wrong or what you should have done differently--or stuck in the future--worrying about what might happen at some point down the road.

Or 'self talk' can help you to stay in the present moment, dealing practically with what's happening right now, and move powerfully and positively into your future.

One of the best kept secrets is that you can change your thoughts. Believe it or not, many people learn how to do it.

Here are 5 ways to change 'self talk' to help you ease your pain from your breakup or divorce...

Become aware of what you are telling yourself. Believe it or not, our houghts are habits that we've created along the way. For instance, there's the "guilt" set of thoughts, the "worry" set of thoughts, the "fear" set of thoughts, the "I'm always going to be alone" set of thoughts, the "nothing's wrong" set of thoughts or the "sunny outlook" set of thoughts--you get the idea.
If you want to begin healing your pain, start paying attention to your particular set of thoughts. You might even give them a name. Maybe you've not had these thoughts until your breakup or maybe they've been with you for a long time. Whichever is the case, just begin noticing what thoughts roll through your mind.
Once you have become aware of your thoughts, decide the thoughts that make you feel better, easier about your situation and those that don't. Take a legal pad or notebook and at the top of the page, make 2 columns with these headings: "Feel better" and "Feel Worse."
Keep the legal pad or notebook where you can easily reach it. As thoughts come to you, write them down under one of those two categories. Do this long enough for you to see on paper, your patterns of thinking that are either helping you or pulling you down.
Identify one reoccurring thought or pattern that is bringing you pain and make the commitment to yourself to change it. Write your commitment down and post it where you'll see it often.
It could go something like this...

"I commit to changing my thoughts about how alone I am right now. I may not be with a partner right now but I don't have to constantly remind myself."
Chose a thought that is better. Taking our example, this thought is probably not going to be that you are completely joyful, are with your perfect partner, or feel completely satisfied with your current situation.
It may be that a better thought is that when a thought comes up about how alone you are, you change that thought to "I can call Bonnie or Carol and either talk with them or arrange to go to dinner or a movie."
Practice in each moment and break your habit. Have you ever broken a habit? It takes being aware of what you are doing and then making a change in the moment. Your thought pattern is a habit and can be changed--but you have to believe the thought that you are changing to--and you have to practice it.

If feeling better is important to you, this is valuable information that will help you to move forward in your healing process from your breakup or divorce.

Bheibee Jerome ;)

2008-10-26T04:48:00.000-07:00

Oh! I really mish mah bheibee...

Hope to see you ~ really misshh you..

@_@ Drools

2008-10-25T21:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I went to sleep at 4am just to finish the Website for Zarah's Project Retail. They need it at their defense at The Coffee Beanery ~Edsa Shangrila by 1:30pm. Well, I'm still sleeping at 12:30noon when Zarah and my mom woke me up.

Oheemgee.. I'm shtill shleeffy.. She told me to wake up and take a bath so that I will accompany her at the said venue. But then, the time is already late and she need to fetch her classmate at Markina. ~ So, I'll just follow her at Coffee Beanery coz she have to go.

After all the happenings at the Shangrila, Zarah and I went to SM Megamall to buy her boyfriend's brother a CD at Comic Alley. Unfortunatelly, it's out of stock. So we have to go back at Shangrila and walk (ooh! our feet is aching lol) coz her Car is in Valet.

However, we bought foods at Jollibee and take it out. =) huhuhuhu.

We reached our home sweet home.. up until now, I'm still tired ;) Whatever. @_@

Janina San Miguel Interview with Mo Twister

2008-10-23T21:35:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Ruby: http://rubybitch.multiply.com/journal/item/33/Janina_San_Miguel_Interview_with_Mo_Twister

Mo Twister: So Janina, how does it feel to win Ms. World?

Janina: Thanks Mo. I feel confidence.

Mo: So, where will the Ms. World Pageant going to be held?

Janina: Uhhm I still don't know... uhmm sorry, I'm not good in Geometry......

Mo: Baby doll, that would be geography.

Janina: ahaha, uhmmm yeah

Mo: So where is it going to be held.

Janina: I hope its somewhere in Europa because I want to go to France.

Mo: I see.

Janina: I want to learn to speak France.

Mo: Uhmmm that would be French. The language in France? ok, Never mind.

Janina: Ah ok. I thought France is the mmm... Mcdo? You know Fries?

Don't FOOL

2008-10-22T06:47:00.000-07:00

My besfriend in high school ~ visited me here at my home sweet home. At the same time, I made her a Corporate Website for their retail business proposal.

While doing some stuffs on my computer; I scared her @ PeterAnswers, let her watch Tales of Terror - (Full Length Mirror) and let her sing the Jingle Bell Reversed.

Until we talked about our memories in High School ~ teh stupidity ~ teh flirts ~ teh bullies ~ teh wannabes ~ teh genious ~ teh teacher's pet ~ teh rumors ~ et cetera .

Focusing to one person; A girl who always escape for everthing just to cover her real identity. Brags everything about herself ~ Laugh at people ~ feels like a meangirl . I wonder there are many students who hate her ~ some call her as a looser with a smelly and hairy armpit. whattaninsult.

As time goes by, people really change. The GOOD News: This girl changed everything physically; The BAD News: Her attitude is still the same. No more. No less.

I feel pitty to her new friends who doesn't know the real - SHE. I must say, please do not fool around. Do not hide who you really are. Don't brag alot and feel like you're the only girl who rips other hear out. Doing everything ~ Using flowery words just to escape the darkest side of yours? O_O Gosh. I know she is afraid that maybe someone will reveal her real identity that is why she uses other people and act like someone else. I know ~ I should not care. But Please I want to remind that soul to show who you really are... Don't fool around. It's a sin to lie ~ a sin to God ~ a sin to yourself ~ a sin for everything.

Time will come. You'll pay.

Adventures at E-Games

2008-10-19T07:26:00.000-07:00

This is the story:

(Meeting Place) - We decided to meet at Activity Center @ Glorietta exactly at 12noon

~ Nemesis is in a hurry coz she thought that she is LATE :D
~ Nemesis arrived exactly 12noon at the said meeting place
~ zAYTie arrived 12:30noon
~ Nemesis and zAYTie txtd Carolski and Tarhata
~ Carolski replied back becoz her bf fetched her at her work (may date sila)
~ Tarhata at Libis to withdraw :D
~ zAYTie and Nemesis went to Taxi Station @ Landmark and wait for Tarhata
~ Tarhata came late at 1:30pm
~ The Girls:
1st Nemesis
2nd zAYTie
3rd Tarhata

(At RCBC Hallway)
~ They came to RCBC Plaza at 2:00pm
~ At the Logging in Desk,
zAYTie is wondering:
"Bakit lahat kayo ang tatanda na? ages 34, 21, 28? Ako lang pala pinakabata na naglog dito.. I'm only 18 yrs old."
~ Tarhata and Nemesis were laughing at me they said:
"Ano ka ba! Mga floor levels yan, hindi yan age!"
~ At the Elevator:
naghihisterical si zAYTie: "Hala! Wlang 34th floor button!"

(At the E-Games Lobby)
~ Manong Guard asked us if we are Girl Gamers: (OBVIOUS BA MANONG?!)
~ The Lobby became soo noisy becoz of the 3 Girls
~ Signed up the Attendance
~ GM Phyreza approached us together with the 2 early comers ~> RANachic Players

(At the E-Games Conference Room)
~ We followed GM Phyreza
~ At the door of Conference Room, GM Amethy said:
"Wag kayo matakot, walang multo dito, kami lang toh.. sige na pasok kayo!"
~ While looking for our seats
CM Veya said: "Bakit kayo nagsisiksikan jan sa dulo.. dito oh.. "
~ Nemesis bravely take a seat beside GM Amethy
~ Other GMs present at the Room:
GM Faiga, GM Makadesh, GM Chromium, and GM Bane
~ While sitting, GM Bane is offering us Chicken Burgers and Mashed Potatoes :D
~ GMs said: "Kain na kayo, wag na kayo mahiya :D"
~ Tarhata and zAYTie (shy effect)
~ Nemesis bullied CM Veya with many questions :D
~ Tarhata and zAYTie (may mga sariling mundo)
~ Hiya Session >.<
~ Until GM Amethy decided to wait and merge with other batch @4pm para isahan nalang yung meeting.

(Watching Tales of Terror)
~ Then GM Amethy browsed her Laptop
~ Pinanood kami ng Tales of Terror while waiting for 4pm.
~ Ang kokorny ng mga tales.. :D hindi na sia nakakatakot. nagtatawanan lang kami

(Comfort Room)
~ Breaktime.. We went to Comfort Room together with 1 RANachic player.. Takutan session
~ The Door at the cubicle sounds scary... (eeenng)
~ While facing at the mirror, yung RANachic player dumaaan sa gilid to wash her hands.
Biglang bumukas ung drier sa gilid.. Takbuhan sa pinto
~ GM Makadesh (ginulat kami)
~ Di kami nagulat bwahahahaha
~ While at the Lobby, picture mode muna kami

(Watching again the Tales of Terror)
~ Back to the hotseats
~ GM Bane offered us again many Chicken Burgers
~ GM Bane offered again PIneapple Juice
~ GM Bane get water for Nemesis
~ Watching again funny tales of terror
~ Next tale: Full-length Mirror
~ GM Chromium napapahiga na sa upuan, nagtatago (scared) buwahahahaha
~ Halos lahat nagtatago sa upuan
~ The best part of that tale is Pokwang look-a-like :D
Must watch this one (kinuha ko sa Youtube) : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_EeykeQ48o
~ Nagsigawan lahat sa Conference Room buwahahahahaha!
~ GM Bane offered again Chicken Burgers

(4pm FGD)
~ FGD started - conducted by GM Amethy
~ GM and Girl Gamer interaction
~ GM Amethy and GM Phyreza vs. Nemesis (2 on 1)
~ Former CM Veya and GM Chromium vs. Tarhata and zAYTie (4 on 1 and half) hahahaha
~ GM Faiga and GM Bane vs. 3 RANachic players ( 2 on 3)
~ GM Makadesh vs 2 RANachic players (1 on 2) :D
~ Sort of Group Discussions about in-game/in-rea life
~ Individual Concerns
~ Planning about the events
~ Planning about the group name/ logo / website/ forum
~ (Serious)
~ GM Bane offers Chicken Burgers again

(After FGD)
~ Raffle (3 Hooligan Stuff Toy)
By order:
1st Round ~ the winner is Nemesis
2nd Round ~ zAYTie
3rd Round ~ Tarhata
(parang nung nag-meet lang ah) wahahahahaha!
~ Nagreklamo ang mga RANachics: "luto!"
~ Kulitan Session
~ Picturan MadnessBy order:

~ GM Bane offers Chicken Burgers again
~ Autograph Session
~ Give-away Freebies :D
~ Pictorials
~ GM Bane offers Chicken Burgers nanaman lol
~ GM Faiga namigay ng Chicken Burgers wahahahaha~ Pictorials
~ E-Games Lobby pictorials again
~ Saying buh byes

(Going Home)
~ Tarhata going to Megamall
~ zAYTie and Nemesis going to Glorietta
~ Nemesis nakipagmeet sa BF nia :D
~ zAYTie sumakay sa Makati Park Square

Something I can never have

2008-10-19T00:45:00.000-07:00

Click here -> Something I Can Never Have Lyrics to see the full lyrics

Thank you Flyleaf band ;)

Forsaken Camille

2008-10-19T00:10:00.000-07:00

I'm sooo uncomfortable for the past few days although yesterday I spend my day at E-Games Office ~ had fun with the Girl Gamers and GMs. I dunno. Even I hide myself being joyful ~ I really feel that I'm still broken.

I woke up at 10am, but still I'm lying on my bed. I'm starring at my small window... Thinking of someone... then closed my eyes... reminiscing our moments... openned up again my eyes... and tears fell down on my cheeks. Again, I closed my eyes and hugged my pillow.

Again, I'm currently playing FIX YOU by Coldplay over and over again. Let me share you the lyrics:

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just watch you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Also listening depressing songs like "When you're gone by Avril Lavigne", "Somewhere by Nightwish" etc...

It seems that he is happy and doing well right now even without me. Who knows that there is really someone who deserves his love. A girl who is very understanding, open for everything, who never brags alot, who is soooooooooo sweet and who never gets mad in every way. I know that I'm not that typical girl. I'm not sweet.

I can't continue this post anymore.. coz I'm not doing well.

21 things GIRLS DON'T Realize

2008-10-18T21:02:00.000-07:00

21 things Girls dont realize

zOYTie (my BF) send me this chain message yesterday. I dunno what the hell he wants me to know. I'm so sad reading this kind of message and kinda depressed ayt now :D

Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....
Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
Guys go crazy over a girl's smile
A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!!!
Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.
If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something
When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is Guys rarely say that
When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them
A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it
NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.
WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

Everything said in this POST is TRUE.

I'm not requiring you Girls to REPOST this Message coz I don't believe in Chain Messages. Ok? I just want to let you know how important these things that we should realize.

Waiting for nothing

2008-10-17T03:05:00.000-07:00

This is my letter to the company who made me stupid. =)

To whom it may concern:

This is Camille G. Layugan with Applicant No. I000 - 578829 - 7761.

I would like to know the result of my application because yesterday (October 16, 2008) I was able to pass the two exam given by your company then proceed to the final interview and in simulation.

However, my interviewer said that she will call me back that night and she also reminded me that my contact numbers should be open. So I did.

Up until now, I'm still waiting to her call.

I hope your Human Resource Department would be more upfront when it comes to dealing with applicants.

I do not appreciate having my time wasted by waiting for a phone call that they have promised, and not getting that call.

I have exercised all means to ensure that the call would get through, yet I did not receive any.

I would appreciate some transparency in letting me know whether I was accepted or not so that I would not be wasting my time and looked like stupid waiting for a call that may really never come.

God Bless!

Scratch for you

2008-10-16T15:39:00.000-07:00

This letter is non-sense.

"Isa lang masasabi ko. Subukan mo mag-apply ng malaman mo kung pano ang flow ng pag-aapply. wala ka kasi experience sa mga ganitong bagay. Bakit di mo subukan? Aba Hi-tech na ngaun, kaya nga may internet para makapag-apply online. At ang mga recruiting officer ang tatawag sayo mismo upang tanungin kung kailan ka available para sa interview at maging maayos ang schedule ng applicant. Mas pinili ko last batch dahil haggard kapag umaga. Mas maganda last batch para mas maayos interview/exam hindi naghahabol para sa susunod na applicant. Kung kikitirin mo utak mo, wala na tlga ako magagawa sa pinag-iisip mo. dahil hindi din naman kta mapipigilan kung ano ang iniinsist mo. bahala ka na din sa buhay mo. Hindi naman ako nagmumukhang CHEAP. ikaw. bahala ka. pumatol ka dun sa burgeran. I DONT MIND.

At hinding hindi din ako magsisisi kung pipili ka ng mga matrona, mga pampalipas. Nakalimutan ko isipin sarili ko na hindi ako CHEAP tulad ng mga iniisip mo. Ok? Bahala ka kung ayaw mo na sakin, wala akong magagawa. Basta ako, madami na nga kami problema ~ maiisipan ko pa ba maging kerengkeng? MIND YOU! Nakaka-awa ka naman sa mga pinag-sasabi mo. Tatakutin mo pa ako na papatulan mo yun? Go on. Di naman ako magmumukhang CHEAP.. Ikaw lang. Well, kahit patulan mo sila nesmarie at kung sino man ibigay ng nanay mo or tita mo. I dont care. Bahala sila.

Bakit? they can't afford ba na makuha ka nila sa New Zealand? at kailangan pa nia mag-asawa ng kanoten na malapit na mamatay para lang maging resident dun? at para makuha ka ay hahanapan ka ng sugar mommy or kana? DONT CARE. This is somewhat CHEAPEST WAY. ~ The instants, and the Matrons.

Well, kung sinungaling ako. Ok fine. Sinabi mo yan. Then BE IT. Alangan mo naman mag-BEG pa ako sau? Duh. and OO nga pala, In ORDER TO ACHIEVE OUR DREAMS, ONE MUST BE REALISTIC NOT AUTISTIC.

and sasabihin mo sakin ~ Look at myself ~ ano naging achievements ko? Sure. I can prove it. How about you? the flirtiness? proud ka sa mga jackASShole stuffs na nagagawa mo? Oooh.. I found it too CHEAP.

Feel mo parin ba yaman mo. THEN FEEL IT. pakasosyal ka. feel feelin mo lahat. ciao

and in the first place, nung wala ka, hindi naging leche ang buhay ko. nung nakilala ka pati nanay mo.. sira na buhay ko.. nagsimula ako mamroblema sa pag-aaral ko. totoo naman eh. dahil dati matataas grades ko, nabalitaan mo ba ako bumagsak? NEVER. nung naimpluwensyahan mko sa RAN, sa pagpnta ko sa inyo, sa pagkabulag mo sakin.. hindi nko nag-aral ng mabuti.. and THAT is the first time I FAILED my STUDIES UP UNTIL NOW...... and I really really BELIEVE na ang pagBOBOYFRIEND ay nkakasira ng pag-aaral lalo na kung ang BF ko WALANG PINAG-ARALAN. OO at nkakapagsisi.. tlagang nkakapagsisi. NANG DAHIL SAU... Hell Yeah, its better to move on..

From now on. Wala na ako pakelam sayo. Bahala ka sa kung ano ang gagawin mo. You are free. Ok? NO MORE REGRETS.. Magsisimula ulit ako kung saan ako nawala.. and I'll find the light where I am supposed to be. I will not expect too much from you.. and don't expect to much from me as well.. Have a nice day.."

Oral Defamation and Perjury

2008-10-16T02:56:00.000-07:00

I posted this one because there is someone who omitted this violation. Because a Lady accused somebody here (I will not tell the name). Her statements are 100% WRONG. She is making wrong stories also known as fase statement at our barangay. However, this man who is being accused defensed himself and charged that lady to this following violation:

Defamation is an intentional false communication that injures another person’s good name or reputation. To amount to defamation, the communication must be published or spoken.

Defamation law prohibits libel and slander. Libel is when the employee is defamed in writing, and slander is used for oral defamation. The employee may press charges of defamation when the ex-employer provides discriminatory job references to prospective employers, which may cause harm to the employee. In an employment setting, if the employee is wrongfully accused of misconduct, sexual harassment, dishonesty, negligence, etc., verbally or in writing, the employee has a valid reason to file charges of defamation against the employer or the accuser. In case the employer does not investigate the defamatory remark(s) fairly, both the employer and the accuser are held accountable.

Defamatory statements are often made to outsiders, about the employee’s job performance or problems on the job. A third party is shown the employee’s personnel file and performance evaluations, but the file may have untrue derogatory comments or incorrect evaluation records.

Most states recognize a valid defamation lawsuit when false written or spoken words are communicated to a third party and disparage a person of his trade, office, or profession, and when the employer or ex-employer negligently failed to check the accuracy of such information.

Exceptions

	If the employer makes a mistake in providing a reference by looking at the wrong file, and later corrects the mistake, then the employee does not have the right to press charges of defamation.
	If the employer shares their opinion about the employee’s wrongful conduct to another person; an opinion cannot amount to defamation.
	If the employer disseminates defamatory but true information about the employee.

Employers are also entitled to “qualified privilege” that allows them to make statements about their employees regarding discipline, termination, and references to prospective employers. However, it does not give employers the right to knowingly make false statements about employees or ex-employees.

The employee must have enough proof to prove that a false statement was made. It is advisable to consult a labor attorney to analyze the situation. However, damages do not have to be proved in all instances. The law treats certain statements as defamatory per se; here the employee need not have to prove to win a verdict.

Defamatory per se statements

	Accusing a person of serious misconduct in his/her profession.
	Imputing to a person the commission of a criminal offense.
	Charging a person with dishonesty.
	Accusing a person of serious sexual conduct.
	Stating that a person has a loathsome or deadly disease.

Source: http://www.mypersonnelfile.com/oer_defamation.php

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Perjury, also known as forswearing, is the act of lying or making verifiably false statements on a material matter under oath or affirmation in a court of law or in any of various sworn statements in writing. It is important that the false statement be material to the case at hand—that it could affect the outcome of the case. It is not considered perjury, for example, to lie about ones age, unless that person's age is a key factor in proving the case. Perjury is considered a serious offense as it can be used to usurp the power of the courts, resulting in miscarriages of justice.

The rules for perjury also apply when a person has made a statement under penalty of perjury, even if the person has not been sworn or affirmed as a witness before an appropriate official.

Statements of interpretation of fact are not perjury because people often make inaccurate statements unwittingly and not deliberately. Individuals may have honest but mistaken beliefs about certain facts or their recollection may be inaccurate. Like most other crimes in the common law system, to be convicted of perjury one must have had the intention (mens rea) to commit the act, and to have actually committed the act (actus reus).

Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Perjury

Must know the Pieces of ME

2008-10-03T06:15:00.000-07:00

My name is Camille (obviously)..
When I was in High School, I become a dumb Features and Literary Editor. There are many unfair things that I have had encountered in my life every now and then ~
Some of these scenarios are those people who think that they are superior enough:
The "Overlearned" geeks and the "Infamous MeanGirls".

Many people are ashamed of being what they are. They try to adopt other culture just to say "Heyah! I'm unique ~ Can't you see me?". My perceptions in life is very simple. I just live in the world where I learned how to know more of myself, get along with different kinds of people and most of all how to love unconditionally.

I'm a Geminian. This is a fact about myself:
Gemini:
"You are a contradiction in many ways but people love being around you, You clever and witty girl! Hardly anything worries you or keeps you quiet -- You just love to gab! But people don't rely on you for much. They know that with your many talents, you just can't seem to decide on almost anything! You love expressing yourself, abhor boredom, and have strong opinions that are usually right -- but girl, you just keep changing your mind!

I'm not an Anti-Christ or even hail harlots.

They said, Opportunity comes "once" in a lifetime and Expect to the UNExpected.
~ Hell Yeah. Sometimes what we expect more is inversely proportional to the thoughts of what we were trying to happen next. Luckily, I just become one of the Intel Computer Clubhouse Ambassador. Take note, I'm a representative of our country to attend for a 2006 Teen Summit Conference. It is a gathering of youth from different Computer Clubhouses worldwide and takes place in Boston, MA every two years.

In that experience, I learned alot about Technology. The advanced stuffs about Robotics although it's complicated to learn being an Uber Noob :-)
Museum Of Science has a strong impact to my careeer when I had the chance to interact with those Bigtime Scientists, Incredible Engineers, Stunning Programmers, Developers, and other Professionals. From that Opportunity, little by little my dream career developed. I wished to study in Massachussetts Institute of Technology (MIT).

...and some said, Dreams are not true, they are just the second dimension of your daily routine =(

As time goes by, I became weak. I dunno why. When I dreamed to be like this or that, ~ somebody bothers me alot.
Oh Psychotic Camill :D

Well, too much talk! Behind of being cheerful, friendly and talkative, - the darkest side of my soul is too painful. I am lost to the world and have been hurt more than one time you might not think that there is a god or even somone who cares but there is ad least one that will be you need to find that person and don't give up hope.

Once I was fall in love more than I do to myself. My way of thinking become deviating. I dont know why is this happening to me..

I can't blame someones pasts even it hurts me lot but acceptance is the best answer. My patience is too long and I can still handle it although it rips my heart out.

Being beautiful or fascinating is not being famous or well respected, it is something deeper than that.
Whores? Bitches? Sluts? - They are immature and dont deserve in this world.

That's all folks.

Camille Le zAYTie

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